I thought that I was fine...
But seeing her again now,
Looking hotter than ever,
Married and doing well for herself...
Was just reminding me of what we could have been.
Reminding me of how much I'd lost.
Reminding me that I couldn't keep such a phenomenal woman.
Her being here in the city...
The beautiful, busy city of London.
The city where all my memories lay...
Was screwing with my mind to the point of no return.
Was it selfish of me to want her to be mine again?
To wonder what would have happened for us...
If we were still together?
I didn't know.
All I knew was that her husband wasn't going to stand in my way...
I let out a sigh, folding my arms as soft rain started to pour over the city. Pit-pattering onto my face and my naked chest.
I wondered if her husband was treating her right.
I wondered what she'd been up to after all of this time...
I wondered if she ever really lost feelings for me.