Taymar
9:30 pm
After having my speeding range on the highway A few hours ago I just let my car take me to the place I come to less often.
The cemetery.
I didn't get straight out and go I waited in my car taking in what life has brought me.I texted Tay telling her I'm okay and that I'm turning my phone off for a few hours,so she won't have a panic attack that I'm missing.
I walked over to the 2 headstones with my heart breaking all over again.
"Hey Dej,It's me.I know I haven't come in a few months.Well it's actually been like...going on 2 but still that's a long time.I've recently been working shit out with Taylor.I know you was up there more excited then me when you saw.I miss you everyday,day,and second.You to Mont."
I said standing over both of the graves.
"Not being able to hear or see y'all anymore is something I'm still getting over.Even after 5 years.I smoke now and Dej,if you was here I know you'll probably whoop my ass,no matter what age I am.Then be cussing out Mont for dapping me up cause he don't care.Then Reek who would be on both sides of the fence.
I've been going through a lot lately so I been going crazy.I don't know what to do and it's killing me.I don't want to relapse all over again because this time I might just end up killing my self on purpose.
I'm bouta have a baby with my soulmate.My wife.I was gon say future wife but you know how y'all feel about me saying that.I love y'all crazy people man.In this life and the next.I miss y'all too.I'm gonna figure this out I always do on my own.But this time I'm gon have my girl with me."
When I was done I sat down and just took in the time to reminisce I had with them.
Mont was my cousin who me and my brother grew up with.Deja was his girlfriend,who was like the big sister me and my brother never had and wanted.
She taught me and Ty'reek shit about females,preparing us to become men,keeping us up with school and etc.Even tho my aunt took us in Dej was like our mother figure also.
That night I found out that they died I was with Taylor and we was sitting outside on her steps around 1 in the morning.I picked her up from work when she got off at 12:00am so we just talked and chilled afterwards.
Around 1:30am when I went home I seen my aunt and Ty'reek on the couch looking like they were waiting for me.
5 years ago
When I got into the house closing the door behind me I got the chance to look at my aunt and brother's facial expressions and I could tell something was wrong.
"Everything okay?What's happening?" I asked still standing at the door.
"M-mont and Daja-" she started but stop when she ending up crying.I looked at my Ty'reek who's head was in his lap.
"They-no...don't.Reek tell me it's false bro." I said chuckling in disbelief.
He just nodded his head letting me know everything I needed to.I just left the house getting into my car going to the one place I felt at peace.
It was going on 2 in the morning but I didn't care.When I got there I knocked on the door hard but slightly soft.When I was about to leave her sister answered the door.Their mom worked the night through the morning so I was ok to come over.
"She sleep." She said opening the door more for me to come in.
"Hey Taymar.I'm sorry." She said making me nod then go upstairs to Taylor's room.Taking my stuff off before I got into the bed with her.I got into the bed a little too hard making her wake up.
"Marz?"
"Yes Tay it's me." I said lowly pulling her into me hugging her into my body tightly not wanting to let her go.
"What are you doing here?Is everything okay?" I pulled her on top of me hugging her more tightly.
"Mont and Dej.They-they gone forever TT." Was the only thing I could say while I let soft tears come down my eyes and she wiped them telling me it's going to be okay.
If you have a girl that's willing to wipe your tears when you hurt.
Wife shawty.
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I know Taylor was hurting because her and Dej became close overtime.Every time we would argue or she would make me mad she would pretend that I made her mad and Dej would take her side.I swear that girl is like the chosen one.
I shook my head smiling a little bit at them types of memories with them.I would always take videos or pictures of me and Dej,mont,or all of us together.They would be irritated by it sometimes but I didn't care.You never know how important pictures is until that person ain't here no more.
Mont was a drug dealer himself.Dej would somewhat do it also.They where in a drive by shooting,but the intended target was Mont and not Dej she just soo happen to be there with him.They found the man and that's who gave the statement.It was too other people who helped but they were never discovered.
"Until next time."
I got up dusting off my pants to leave.When I got back into my car I turned my phone on to see nobody texted me except for of course Taylor.
It was just a picture of her office.She does that to let me that's she's there and not home instead of texting me.She doesn't even need to do that because I started sharing locations with her.We have each other's but she don't know that.
I pulled off going in the direction of her restaurant.
"Taysties."
Is what she named it.
Taylor
11:39 pm
"You just can't come in here and request my staff to cook you stuff." I said while I sat at my desk and watch Taymar stuff steak in his mouth.
"I told them,you said it was okay.They cool as hell too.You need to give them a raise because this-this is amazing.Better then your cooking"
I threw a pen at him but caught it.
"I'm just playing.These all your recipes anyways.You should hire me.I can cook very good."
"The last time you cooked was the day you tried to kill me." I said cringing.
"We was like what? 17?I ain't know the chicken wasn't done.When you bit into it and blood came out was not the plan.I took you out to dinner tho.That McDouble was good."He said making me laugh.
I noticed my phone was ringing and that it was Erica calling me.
"Hey E what's up?" I said then mouthing 'stop' to Taymar who was standing in front of me moving my head back and forth pretending that I was giving him head while he had his head back biting his lip.
"There's an man name...what's your name again sir?...oh Andre here to see you." Me and Taymar looked at each other.
"Did he say what he wanted?"
"No,just asked if you were here and that he needed to talk to you about something.Can I send him up?"
I looked at Taymar who just nodded and so I told her to Send him up.
"He doesn't know your here with me so,I have an idea." I said getting up,pushing him away.
Around 3 minutes later there was a knock at the door so I went to open it and there was Andre.The one I don't like the most.
I moved to the side letting him come in.He didn't sit in the seat but instead on top of my desk making me mad.I walked over to him standing in front of him.
"What is it?"
"What's been going on with yo boy?Why he ain't responding to my text."He asked pissing me off.
"I wouldn't be talking to you neither.Considering what you did or is doing.That's foul,he's been going through a lot also,give him some time." I said with my arms crossed.
"Look I'm not here to mess with yo lil stubborn ass.It's something that I do have to get off my chest,a few things actually.That first time me and Taymar seen you was in school,he might not tell you this because his head is soo far up his ass he probably forgot.Your locker was on top of his,he was nervous round you so he used mines for the whole semester."
"Okay what-" I tried to finish my sentence but I was rudely interrupted.
"Wait I'm not done.Then the school year afterwards is when we was sitting on the benches at the court and we seen you and Z'yah,he told me what if he got the chance to be with you and he don't.I regret saying 'I only said she was cute'.All these years I've been In love with you and Taylor I'm tired of hiding it."
I was stuck in place,with my jaw to the ground not knowing with to do or say I just stood there still processing what I was just told.
"I-Uh-Andre..you can't feel this way about me like at all.I love Taymar and that's-"
He got up walking up to me making me back into the wall.
"Y'all always going through it.We can be better then that.I've fucked bitches that look similar to you or I picture them as you.I was always jealous of what Taymar had but I wasn't never a hater of him.Taylor just please shawty." He said pushing up against me.
"An-Andre stop get away from me." I pleaded pushing him off.
"Why can't I-"
I was soo happy to hear the closet door open.
"She said get the fuck off her.Get off my girl before I kill yo trifling ass and then turn myself in with no hesitation." Taymar said pointing his gun at Andre who got off me making me rushing over and stand behind Taymar.
He had his dreads in front of his face and him holding that gun make me melt honestly.Off topic.
"This really how I get repaid?I gave you a chair to the table when my table was empty with no food on it to eat.We been friends since the 4th grade."
"Let's just talk about this in private.It's something else I have to say and ion think-"
"Say it fuck nigga.You been playing in my face fuck privacy!What."He was yelling so I know he was angry.
I closed my eyes not wanting to know what he was about to say or happen.
"T-that night.It was never discovered but it was me and Eric.We-we killed Mont and De-"
Taymar let them gunshots off faster then a second.
This was crazy...
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