"𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙙𝙞𝙤𝙩 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙚?"
Words: 2093
Genre: Drama, Fluff
(A/N this ones.. a lot. so be ready.)
Robin's POV
Dear diary, there's a boy I like. I know it's considered wrong and that I should be in love with Donna like the rest of this school is but you'd understand if you knew him. His names Finn but he tells people to call him Finney. Finney Blake. I'm pretty sure he hates me, he's the smartest boy in school and I'm the dumbest! Well.. second dumbest. Moose is the dumbest.
He has light brown, short, curly hair that covers his forehead and stretches back to the middle of his neck with brown, beautiful eyes.
I sit next to him in science and throughout the whole lesson he talks to me about Space and I just sit, listen, and nod my head. I think he thinks I hate him because of my lack of contribution to our "conversations". But really, it's not that I don't care or something because believe me, I care. It's just that I'm scared I will say the wrong thing that will mess everything up or I'll somehow let the words "I love you" slip off my tongue.
3rd POV
"ROBIN!! IT'S TIME FOR SCHOOL!!"
Robin's mom yelled, making Robin jolt up from his chair, throw his pen on the floor, and shove his diary in his school bag.
"COMING MOM"
He yelled back, his voice cracking and raspy.
Robin ran down the stairs and out the front door yelling a quick "I love you" out to his mother. He speed-walked to the school that was somewhat far from his house. He was in such a sudden rush he completely forgot to zip his backpack, making his diary slip out of his backpack and onto the cement without him noticing.
Moose walked slowly behind him and when he noticed the diary he grinned sinisterly. But when he saw the name "Robin Arellano" plastered over the front cover he began to subtly snicker, picking it up and shoving it into his backpack.
Robin arrived about 5 minutes before first period started, so he bolted to his locker and put his stuff in it in trade for his science textbook. He then ran to his first class, not that he wanted to go. I mean it was science and science was extremely boring to him. The only thing Robin could think of that he enjoyed about science was seeing him.
When Robin got to class, Finney was already at their table, fidgeting with a tiny spaceship. He brought that thing everywhere, he said its his 'goodluck charm'.
Robin sat down and smiled at Finney.
"Good morning, Finney!"
Robin said, happy to see his crush.
"Oh, hey Robin! You're here late."
Finney responded.
"Yea sorry I lost trac-"
Robin was saying until he got interrupted by the teacher.
"Okay class.. science! Lets talk about it!"
He said, running up to the board.
The bell rang and Finney stood up, pushing up his chair.
"Hey Finney"
Robin said, making Finney turn his head quickly looking down at Robin, Finney had a slight pink tint to his cheeks.
"Yes Robin?"
Finney responded. For some reason Robin noticing Finney's cheeks being a soft pink made Robin freeze up.
"Robin..? Hello??"
Robin jolted up at that, making Finney flinch a little.
".. I'll see you later."
Robin said, in a obviously embarrassed way. He got up and left as soon as possible.
".. weird."
Finney mumbled, staring down at his feet with a small smile. He then grabbed his bag and also left.
- Time Skip To The End Of School -
Robin got home and greeted his mom who was on the couch in the living room.
"Hey Momma"
He said.
"Hi baby, how was school?"
She asked.
"It was okay,"
He said, walking up the stairs to his room.
He threw his bag onto his floor and slumped into his chair, looking through his backpack, he realized..
His diary wasn't there.
Robin distinctly remembered putting his diary into his bag so where would it have..
Moose.
Moose's POV
When I got home I went straight to my room to look through this Pipsqueak's diary. Why does he even keep one? What a girlyboy.
I flipped through it and saw the normal, "to be expected", things. Pages about his days, fights, people he doesn't like, people he likes, his crush, wait. Crush? Now we're talking.
I read the page I saw about a crush once again and that's when I found out..
FINNEY BLAKE??
I gasped. THEE Robin Arellano.. is gay??? And for that socially rejected loser?? Finney? Matty's gotta here about this.
I called him and told him to get to my house, immediately. So, he did. He was here in 5, a grin across his face over the news he heard.
We flipped through his diary and then Matty had an idea.
" What if we.. made copies of this page and put it around the school?"
Matty suggested with an evil grin. My face lit up, but then I realized how it could go wrong.
"What if someone finds out it was us and y'know.. snitches?"
I asked, fearfully.
"Man, don't be such a pussy! No ones gonna know it was us!"
Matty said, obviously annoyed.
I really didn't want to do it. As much as I hated that piece of shit I felt kinda bad. Hes had a rough life and I don't think I should make it worse. But because I knew if I didn't agree with Matty, he'd hate me and make fun of me for this till I'm in my grave. So, I agreed.
"Let's do it."
I said with a fake grin.
3rd POV:
Matty and Moose ran to Moose's father's office that had a copy machine. They pressed the page hardly on the glass which scanned the page, printing 50 sheets.
"Do you think we'll need more?"
Moose asked.
"Are you kidding? Print another 50! This shits going all over the school."
Matty responded with a sinister grin.
Moose was terrified of the possibilities of what could happen if this backfires, but he swat away his thoughts and printed another 50 sheets like he was ordered.
They neatly stacked the sheets and split the stack into 2, Matty getting one stack and Moose getting the other.
"Tomorrow morning we're gonna get up early, go to the school before people arrive, and pin this shit EVERYWHERE."
Matty claimed powerfully.
"Okay.."
Moose said anxiously, but trying to remain to his persona; strong and fearless.
The next day came around and the boys walked to school 2 hours early. They posted the sheets on the lockers, bathroom stalls, on the walls, everywhere. They felt very accomplished with themselves.
When people started arriving hell broke loose. Almost immediately people were RAVING over the sheets and they immediately knew it was Robin.
Robin's POV:
When I got to school, people were staring at me, whispering, and avoiding me. I didn't know why. I went to my first period and sat down at the same table with Finney like I did everyday.
"Hey Finney what's up?"
I said in a friendly way.
"Um.. hey."
Finney said, he sounded uncomfortable. We were silent for the rest of the period. It was so off, I wish I knew why.
The bell rang and finally Finney spoke.
"Hey,"
Finney said.
"Hey Finney!"
I replied.
"Can I come over after school? I need to talk to you."
Finney said, looking around anxiously.
"Uh yea.. but talk about what?"
I replied, very confused.
Finney leaned in and whispered,
"You know what."
then he walked out of the door quickly.
I just stood there confused. Knew what??
After 3rd period I was walking to my next class when someone ran up to me.
"Is it true you like Finney??"
He asked. I froze, where was this coming from?!
"Uh, no, why?"
I asked trying to sound as innocent as possible. He then passed me a sheet of paper. It was a page from my diary. The page.
Shit.
God damn it, Moose.
"I- uh- well-"
I panicked. I could feel my heart beating out of my chest, my palms sweating, my ankles starting to fail on me.
I did the only thing I knew to do.
I ran.
So this is what Finney wanted to talk about.
School ended and I met Finney at the front of the school. Our walk home was really tense. It was almost silent. And when we would talk, it was purely small talk. I remember other kids at my school walking past us starring, pointing, laughing. I hated everything at this moment. I even heard someone whisper to their friend "What a fag".
When we arrived at my house I opened the door for Finney. He sighed nervously walking into my house.
He went straight to my room, and I followed. He knew where my room was because he'd come to my house to help tutor me frequently.
He sat on my bed and stared at me as I sat next to him. I linked my hands together and rested them on my lap.
"So,"
I said, fearfully.
"Is it true you have a crush on me."
Finney spat out, getting straight to the point.
I froze, I didn't know if I was supposed to lie, or tell the truth.
The room went silent. Finney was eagerly waiting for my response, he sighed.
"Was the, y'know.. pages getting thrown around the school, yours?"
He asked.
I shakily sighed, then I looked at him in the eyes, a bit glossy eyed.
"..yeah."
His eyes widened and his lips parted a bit. He looked scared. But, his pinks were that pink tint again, except a bit darker.
The room went silent again, I was terrified.
"I like- no, love you."
I said, I instantly regretted what I said. This was exactly what I feared, letting something stupid slip off my tongue. I gulped nervously, awaiting a response.
"I.."
Finney said, looking around the room trying to distract himself.
"I love you too."
He said.
I felt my stomach fill with butterflies. I felt relieved. Finney Blake, my crush, liked.. me?
"You.. you do?"
I said with a smile, I felt my cheeks heat up.
"Yea.. I do."
Finney said getting closer to my face and..
kissing me on the lips.
He smashed his lips against mine and something in me shimmered. I was so so SO happy. I felt loved. Safe. I felt safe with him.
When our kiss ended he stared at me with only love in his eyes, cupping my face and smiling.
I hugged him tight and we just sat there for a couple minutes, enjoying eachother's touch.
I let go of him after a couple minutes, he was so red and I could tell he was so happy, but so was I.
"So what are we now?"
He shyly asked.
"What do you want it to be?"
I responded.
"I want to be yours."
He replied, pressing his forehead against mine, gazzing into my eyes.
We walked into school the next day holding hands. We got alot of comments that day, mostly positive, but we also got alot of disapproving looks and scoffs. Not that we cared. We had eachother.
During lunch me and Finney sat next to each other in the field, my hand was ontop of his and he was leaning his head on my shoulder.
Things we're great until Moose walked up to us.
"Hey I just wanted to apologize for the diary thing.. I was peer pressured and I didn't want to do it."
Moose said sadly, grabbing my diary and reaching out to give it back to me. I snatched it out of his hand and gave him a nasty stare.
"Suck it, Moose."
I said, flipping him off. Finney giggled at my comment. I ruffled his hair and kissed the top of his head as Moose walked away slowly. He looked like he regret what he done.
I opened my diary to the next empty page and started to write.
Dear Diary,
So turns out Moose got ahold of my diary. But I think that was for the better. Without this whole drama I wouldn't be with Finney now. So I guess it was destined. I'm getting awfully mean stares but It's worth it,
because Finney is now mine.
and I am his.
(A/N
bet ya weren't expecting that Matty and Moose duo cameo 🤭)