Serge:
Pleased with waves of excitement flowing through my body, I soothe myself comfortably as I wait in line to buy movie tickets with Hogan.
I've decided to ask Hogan to go to the cinema with me this morning to ease our boredom of being alone in his house all day again. It doesn't really matter to me if I spend a whole year alone with Hogan in just one room. However, it'll be much better if we get to enjoy other things together while going outside. Like dates. Cinema date, to be exact. Honestly, I wouldn't really care what we do as long as we continue to be who we are. Yet, I could already assume that Hogan probably has other plans for what we're going to do from how he has been whispering dirty things to my ear the whole way here. It's definitely a big turn on with how detailed his thoughts are and I can't help but roll my eyes from lust whenever he talks about what he wants to do to me in the seats.
How his lips would roam around my neck while certain scenes played on the screen, and how we had to hold our moans back so we wouldn't be heard from across the theater. All of it is breath-taking and my dick craves every bit of his desired attention. I can't really complain about what he's offering since that's probably what I've been thinking about too while planning this date with him.
The line continues to move in front of us with each ticket sold, and my heart bursts as my gaze locks onto Hogan with the same light-hearted stare he always gives me. I hold my hand out to hold his and brush my thumb against his skin.
I tried to take a glance around us to take a subtle look, yet the stares that exchanged glances towards us couldn't help but make me feel disappointed. There are some guys from our school that look at us disgustingly when their gaze trails to our intertwined hands. They're frowning while looking at us, though all I could do then is to act nonchalant even though my heart breaks with annoyance and anxiousness. There's not really much of them there since the others don't normally give us side eyes whenever we hold hands. They just continue on their way, silently, and don't bother to acknowledge our presence at all. Honestly, that's all I could wish for once Hogan and I are official.
We finish buying our tickets from the counter, and we proceed to the snack area. There's still twenty minutes more before the movie starts, so we still have plenty of time to buy food and satisfy our cravings throughout the show. The line was not really that long, so we easily made our way through to the snack counter.
"What can I get you both?" The woman at the counter asks, sweetly.
Hogan looks at me and leans on the counter to glance at the foods. "What do you want?"
My eyes trail their way to search for the options and settle for a simple pick. "i'll just have a salted popcorn," I say before turning to Hogan again. "What about you?"
His gaze tracks to look at the choices, though he just goes with the same as mine. "Yeah, I think I'll just have that too. Both mediums," he says to the lady at the counter as we wait for our orders to be served.
My eyes move to look around us again as my gaze falls on the sight of a black-haired girl along with the sharpness of a guy next to her wearing a leather jacket. My eyes widen from the familiarity of them as my gaze suddenly locks with her brown ones, making her spark up. She taps the guy next to her to look at our presence, and I immediately move my gaze away from them as I lean closer to Hogan, hoping they wouldn't come to us.
"Hey." Fuck.
I try to glance at Hogan, who stiffens from hearing her voice before I turn around to meet her with a forced smile on my lips. "Hi Bre and, uh....Collier," I greet them.
She rolls her eyes sarcastically at my words, as if I'm acting foolish, and begins settling herself between me and Hogan, leaving us confused. Her hands move to sling on our shoulders as Collier switches to stand on my other side.
Hogan seems to have enough of her already though, since he quickly moves his body away from her grip while narrowing his eyes to look at Bre. "What is it that you need now?" He asks.
Bre chuckles at his words, continuing to play her innocent self. "What?" She answers.
My body crashes with nervousness at the exchange they are having as Hogan pulls my body away from Bre and holds my arm with enough possessiveness to instantly make me shudder. "Don't fucking play with me. What do you want?" He says, even more irritated.
Bre's eyes widen from the anger in his voice, yet she still manages to smirk before making a reply. "Fine. We were just wondering.... that since you guys are already here. Why won't we just go on a double date?" She says, enthusiastically.
Collier continues to stare at her with heart-shaped eyes as Hogan's grip becomes firmer in my arms, seeming to burst from his rage.
My mouth slightly opens, waiting for her to bring in the pun of her joke, but she only trails her hand up to Collier's waist and walks off to the entrance, urging us to follow them. "Come on."
Me and Hogan exchange looks with one another, evidently confused, as we debate whether we should go in with them or immediately just run out of the cinema to leave them. Both will probably not be a good option since we'll definitely get our ass beat up if we reject Bre and Collier. It's really messed up how we would even have to second guess their strangely friendly invite, though we know how these two have been unto us.
Seconds have passed with just us staring at each other. The girl from the counter calls out to us to get our order as we pay for our popcorn. My brows raise to look at Hogan as I wait for his response. He just nods, feeling done with more of it, and I sigh with uncertainty as I take my hands to his and settle ourselves to follow them. Because honestly, how bad could it be?
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It was bad. Really really bad. The whole meeting there was just so awkward that it made me cringe. Bre probably doesn't assume those things though, because she continues to play nice with us and pushes herself towards Hogan.
We take a seat in the theater as Bre settles herself next to Hogan and Collier on my side, leaving both me and Hogan in the middle. How this became a double date while they're in two different seats still doesn't make sense to me. They're up to something, and I couldn't help but be annoyed, knowing how much fun they're having with what they're doing.
"Hey, are you fine?" Hogan asks, holding my hands.
My heart is pounding restlessly in my chest from how uncomfortable I'm feeling, though I don't really want to make Hogan worry, so I just smile at him while hiding my true feelings. Bre may be a bitch sometimes, but it still doesn't mean that I have to ruin her attempts to be close to Hogan again. I know how much it broke him, how they ended things badly and how much he wanted nothing more but to be on good terms with her. Maybe this could be it. Maybe this could be the chance they've been waiting for to mend their relationship again with one another.
My heart lightens from the thought of that happening, and I can't help but smile more when I look at them having a conversation with one another.
The trailers start to play on the big screen, and excitement bursts from inside the room. It didn't take long before the movie finally began. My gaze once again drops to Hogan to look at him, but when I do, his attention is completely focused on Bre's talking. My heart slightly broke from not having to enjoy this with him, yet I didn't make too much of a deal about it and just turned my head back to the movie playing in front of me. Their conversation is not really heard from the loudness of the theater, and besides, I wasn't planning on eavesdropping anyway.
Laughs and mutters escape from next to me as the movie progresses, and I can't help but feel curious as to what they're talking about. My miserable self begs to join them, and I fight the urge to drag Hogan out of the theater just to have him next to me. Honestly, I feel pathetic for thinking those things, though I really want nothing more right now but to have him alone. I'm definitely just over reacting since I've been with Hogan nonstop these past few weeks. I just need to calm myself down and burn every bit of whatever jealousy I'm feeling.
My body jolts with anticipation as I feel Hogan's hand move from my grip. However, he only takes his fingers off completely from mine and pats my thighs with his hand. My eyes furrow from confusion as my gaze falls to follow his hand. He takes his phone out of his pocket without taking his interest off of Bre and opens it, seemingly to show something to her.
I sigh at how ridiculous I've been acting and sulk in my seat, not bothering to engage in the small talk Collier keeps throwing my way.
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My salted popcorn had already been empty once the movie hit its fifty-minute mark. I'm bored in my seat, and even though my eyes have been stuck on the screen the whole time, I can't bring myself to be interested at all.
Hogan glanced at me three or four times, and every time he did, I just smiled back at him. It seems useless to even try to bring myself to care about this double date that they engaged us on, and my body falls from just wanting to sleep it all off.
I set my empty popcorn box next to my seat and begin to settle in, closing my eyes and blocking out the sounds around me.
My nap was short, but it was still sweet as I was woken up with the feeling of a hand running up my thigh, gently caressing my leg. My dick immediately perks up in interest from the touch of his temptation as a smile slips from my lips. His hand then starts to trail closer and closer to my bulge, creating a chill of lust that thrills through me as he palms my hard dick.
His hand then continues to move through the fabric, letting out my cock and stroking it with a gentle pace that makes my mind lose its sanity.
A silent moan escapes from my throat and my hand begs to follow wherever the touch leads. I try to hold his hand firmer to press my throbbing dick and my jerks back from the pleasure I'm feeling. His hand feels bigger from under my palm, and it's more veiny than it usually is. I try to slightly open my eyes to peek at him, but when my body regains consciousness again, a bolt of unsettlement hits me as I see Collier smirking, keeping his gaze on my dick.
"What the fuck-" I curse instinctively, putting my dick back in my pants and buttoning it up. I feel Collier's hand swiftly move away from me as he goes back to acting normal again.
Hogan immediately turns to me with confused eyes, and I try to glance again at Collier to check if I was just hallucinating, though I doubt I was because a smug look is now crossing his face.
"What's wrong?" Hogan asks.
A line of irritation and panic sweeps through me, and my heart pounds to tell him what just happened. My mouth stutters from saying the words, and my hands sweat from nervousness. I should just tell him about Collier's action. However, I still somehow can't say it through words. Heavy breaths rain from my lungs, and I bite my bottom lip, trying to hold off a cry while hoping to myself that I won't freak out.
Hogan looks at me annoyingly, which makes me feel weaker, and he turns his attention back to Bre when I still can't let go of my words.
My heart filled with panic as every second of the movie went by, and my body couldn't stop itself from shaking from what had just happened.
I feel like I'm going crazy. My mind feels like it's going to burst from the tension around me and my heart breaks from how much I can't handle being there anymore. So I quickly move myself away from my seat and walk towards the bathroom. I try to take a subtle glance back to look at Hogan, wishing he would follow me, though he didn't. I was hoping I could calm myself more and talk to him once we were away from Bre and Collier, yet he didn't even bother to look my way.
I immediately shut the door once I'm inside the bathroom, and I quickly make my way to the sink to control my feelings. My lungs are constricted from anxiety, and my mind is on fire from how messed up I'm feeling.
I honestly should just get myself together. It shouldn't even be that big of a deal. I've been too sensitive about many things already, and I hate how I can't even tell him how much that simple move ruined me. I hate how I acted a while back because it is, honestly, so fucking pathetic. I'm done feeling like a wreck anymore, and now that I am with Hogan, I don't want him to ever think I can't change back to who I was before. I want to be the fun, happy, and normal guy I was back then. Not the broken, depressed, sad guy that I am now.
I try to take a deep breath in front of the mirrored sink to calm myself down as I forcefully erase the memory of Collier's hand running across my thighs. I hate how it links to a memory I've been trying to forget for years. A memory that has scarred me since I was a kid. I feel drenched in humiliation again, like I was just brought back from every second of that certain memory.
I splash a handful of water on my face to at least settle my nerves as I wait a minute before leaving the bathroom again. I've probably been sulking for too long because the movie finally ends with the credits showing on the screen when I got out. The audience starts leaving the theater, and the sounds of people chattering fill the air. I spot Hogan, Bre, and Collier standing near the far edge of the cinema as I make my way towards them. Hogan immediately pulls me next to him with his hand around my waist, which instantly lightened my mood as they continue to chat.
"So.....have you guys decided if you want to come to the party?" Bre asks.
My brows furrow with confusion as to what she is talking about, and I try to glance at Hogan to take a silent hint. He smiles at her without even looking at me as he finally replies. "Yeah, of course. What time do we have to go again?" He says.
"Preferably five, but we'll wait for you guys at whatever time. We'll just see you there." Bre closes as she leans herself closer to Collier and waves both of us goodbye.
Hogan's widely grinning as my gaze lands on him again. He appears ecstatic, and I can't bear to feel the same way based on how this date turns out. He probably also had a better night than me. However, I didn't bother to bring that up.
We just follow both Bre and Collier out until we finally separate at the exit. My lungs sigh in relief for not having to deal with them for the rest of the night, and my fingers intertwine themselves with Hogan's again, holding them as we walk our way back to his house.