Virginity. Interesting concept. Why was losing it such a big deal? It wasn't. Why was it meant to be embarrassing for Clay to not have lost his yet. It wasn't.
It's not that he didn't want to lose it or anything. His boyfriend wasn't ready that. That was okay of course. He could never be mad at George for that. He just wanted George to know that he was open to having sex whenever George was comfortable with it.
He didn't want George to think he was forcing him to before he was ready. Clay just didn't know how to bring the conversation up without George feeling that way.
He was fairly certain that George would understand but that little voice in his head wouldn't let his mind be changed.
There will be a part 2 and yes I am setting this up to have seggsy time in part 2.
Side note: had my grad/ birthday party today. It was so fun!
I ALSO MADE A NEW INSTAGRAM @DNFFREAK WHERE MY POSTS WILL TELL YOU GUYS MY UPDATE PLANS AND SOME SNEAK PEAKS. IF YOU WANT TO GET AHEAD OF THE GAME :)