Warning, this is just one of my many conspiration idea.
I think Boboiboy only use Solar when he think that the enemy is too dangerous and need to be killed instead taken to prison.
Don't agree with me cause that's not true
Or is it?
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And he do it again.
Just how many time it was, Boboiboy use him for ending the fight?
Yes, a fight.
More precisely ending someone life.
Not like he could reject the boy answer. The boy is stil a child. Scared to stain his hands with blood.
Yet he, Solar, has done that more than few many in the past
But, do they ask about his consideration for being the butcher?
No
They are scared to find the truth.
He wanted this job to be passed to the Thunder boy whose ego could kill. Whose persona engange the enemy first to defeat them, but not to kill them?
Why everytime he appear, he will be the villain to take the villains life?
Why it always end up on him?
He, Solar was trembling a lot. He mute every voice coming to him. Running away from their face.
He slowly take a deep breath and release it slowly. The tremble stop but his mind keep reeling.
The agonies, the screams, the scared face, the smell of burn flesh. That though spiralling around his mind.
His stomach lurched. He heaved and ended up vomiting.
How many time had he done this?
How many time he end up in this misserable state?
How many time he wash his hand to clean the non-existing blood?
How many time that he had to encourage himself that it will be the last?
That he is not a killer?
That he is not a murderer?
"It will never end..." as long as the boy decide that he will be the kill weapon. He will just spot the new red on his cloth.
Tears drops. His chest so tight that is start to hurts.
"Why?.."
"Am I made for mass murder?"
Why it always him who kill?
Why it always him who end eveything?
Why it always him who stained his hand the most?
Why?
"I don't want..." choked in his own tears. He begged to nobody.
"I'm... please... stop... please... seal me away... destroy me..."
"Please..."