WARNING: THIS SCENE CONTAINS INAPPROPRIATE WORDS AND GESTURES (HARASSMENT AND RAPED)
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Ellianna Vanessa's Point of Veiw
"ELLY!"
Napalingon ako kay Kyle ng tawagin niya ako, he looks worried "Hmm?" yun lang ang sagot ko, nasa tapat na kami ng bahay "You okay?" tanong niya tumango naman ako sa kanya.
"Your spacing out" sabi niya napa-buntong hininga na lang ako "I just..." sabi ko at hindi matuloy ang sasabihin "I didn't expect what happened earlier" sabi ko tinap naman niya ang ulo ko
"Are you okay with what Jayden said?" tanong niya umiling naman ako, it's feel uncomfortable, I don't know but I never feel happiness or what when he announced he like me, but everyone said, announced by someone that they like you is the most cutest and happiest day.
"I feel uncomfortable" sabi ko nginitian naman niya ako "You want me to talk to Jayden?" tanong niya pero umiling lang ako, he mess my hair
"What you want me to do?" tanong niya nagkipit balikat naman ako "I don't know? I mean, I'm not use to this kind of stuff, cause my Dad wants me to find a decent guy" sabi ko tumango naman siya.
"I'm here" sabi niya tumango naman ako, I just found that I like hugging him, so I hug him.
I'm thankful cause Kyle is always here "Thank you" sabi ko he scrub my hair
"Anytime Elly" sabi niya kumalas naman ako sa yakap, hinatid niya ako sa bahay namin, nagpaalam na ako sa kanya ganun din siya.
Nasa tapat na ako ng main gate ng bahay, I waved my hand at Kyle and he do the same, he sign me to go first so I go inside our house.
Pagpasok ko ay binati ko lang si Mama "Good evening Ma" sabi ko at kiniss siya sa cheeks, she look at me like she's worried about something
"Problem Elly?" tanong ni Mama, I just smiled, I want to hide it but she's my Mom I can count on her
"Just feel uncomfortable" sabi ko ginaya naman ako ni Mama paupo sa may couch, she caress my hair "What kind of uncomfortable?" tanong ni Mama she holds my hand
"Jayden, yung may birthday, he announced to everyone, he likes me and want to court me and I was like, feeling uncomfortable"
"Are you comfortable when your with him?" tanong ni Mama umiling naman ako, then Mom look at me "Then you don't like him" sabi ni Mom and I know that to myself
"I know Ma" sabi ko
"You already told him?" tanong ni Mama, humilig naman ako sa balikat ni Mama bago ko kinuwento sa kanya ang nangyari sa birthday ni Jayden.
"Vanessa? I like you, can I court you?"
All people who are invited in the party look at me, and Jayden just look at me than smiled.
It's uncomfortable!
"Okay, maybe she's shock, anyway" sabi ni Jayden kaya nagpunta na ulit ang atensyon ng lahat sa kanya. "Elly? You okay?" tanong ni Kyle sa tabi ko, umiling naman ako sa kanya.
"You want to go home?" tanong niya di naman ako nakasagot "Van? You really okay?" tanong ni Josh umiling naman ako
"Thun, take Van home, I will just tell it to Jayden" sabi ni Josh, tumayo naman si Kyle at naglahad ng kamay sakin
Tinanggap ko yun at tumayo na, kinuha ko ang gamit ko, ginaya naman ako ni Kyle paalis, ng biglang humarang si Jayden. "Oh? Are you leaving? The party is not over" Jayden said while looking at us
"Elly is not feeling well Jay" sabi ni Kyle at akmang aalis na kami ng pigilan niya kami, hawak niya ang isa kong kamay "But my birthday is not over" sabi ni Jayden at pilit na inaagaw ako kay Kyle.
"Jay, Van is not feeling well and Thun will take her home" sumingit na si Josh at inakbayan si Jayden. "But I will introduce her to my parents" sabi ni Jayden at hinatak pa din ako pero mahigpit ang hawak ni Kyle sakin
"Jay, Elly is not in good situation, you can introduce her some other ti—" Kyle cut his words when someone spoke "Jayden son, who's the lucky girl?" napalingon kami doon at nagulat ako ng bigla na lang akong hatakin ni Jayden.
Pwersahan na yun kaya nabitawan ako ni Kyle, and the most action that makes me uncomfortable when Jayden hold my waist, this is not good.
"Mom, Dad, meet Vanessa, the girl I like and I want court her" sabi ni Jayden kaya napatingin saken ang parents ni Jayden, they smiled at me
"She's beautiful" sabi ng Mommy niya, I can smile to everyone who compliment me, but at that very moment, I didn't smile nor say thank you
"You pick a lucky girl" sabi ng Daddy niya at nagulat ako ng yakapin ako ng Mommy niya, I didn't hug her back
"Welcome to the family iha" sabi ng Mommy niya at kumalas sa yakap.
"Yep, and I know were really good together" sabi ni Jayden na tinanguan naman ng parents niya "Ahm, I'm going home now, will you excuse me?" sabi ko dahil sobrang uncomfortable na talaga.
I know it's rude but I really force Jayden's hand to let go of my waist and hands. I didn't say goodbye to them, basta na lang akong umalis doon.
"Van!" ng makita ko sina Josh at Kyle ay automatic na napangiti ako at kumaway sa kanila "Are you waiting for long?" tanong ni Kyle umiling naman ako "Nope, I just at here a minute before you two arrived" sabi ko tumango naman sila.
"Vanessa!" when I look at someone who call me that my mood suddenly faded. "Jay!" Josh call him and I want to seat beside Kyle when Jayden sat beside me, he's too close!
"I'm sorry for what happened on my birthday Vanessa" sabi ni Jayden tumango lang ako sa kanya "But I'm serious" sabi niya na di ko naman sinagot, looks like Josh and Kyle saw me how uncomfortable I am.
"Van, can we switch, I'm just going to tell Jay something" sabi ni Josh kaya tumayo ako at siya naman ang pumalit sa pwesto ko, sa may tabi ako ni Kyle. Halata naman na hindi gusto ni Jayden ang pag-alis ko.
After that they send me on my next class, nakinig lang ako sa professor ko, still I didn't make friends, mukhang sanay naman na ang mga kaklase namin dahil di na nila ako pinilit pa.
Being with Kyle and Josh is good, but with Jayden? I don't know but I always feel uncomfortable I don't like his ambience and aura at all. Nasa bench lang ako ngayon hinihintay si Kyle.
"Hi Vanessa" automatic na napahinto ako sa ginagawa ko ng marinig ang boses ni Jayden, I immediately fix my things and stand up, I'm sure he's making me uncomfortable again.
"Wait!" he said when I was about to leave, I stop but didn't glance at him, siya ang nagpunta sa harap ko "You ignoring me?" tanong niya pero di ako sumagot, I don't ignoring him, it's just like I don't like him and I'm really uncomfortable.
"Vanessa!" he shouted, I know his mad "Your making me u-uncomfortable" sabi ko at hindi siya binalingan, please, Kyle be here already, or Josh? Please can someone get me out of here?
"What? Am I not a good suitor?" tanong niya pero di ako sumagot.
I didn't let him, he insists, cause he didn't knew my parents, and he never met my Papa, so that means, I never allowed him to court me.
"Vanessa! Your always with Thun! I'm your suitor! Not him" sabi ni Jayden at bigla na lang hinawakan ang balikat ko, mahigpit yun, he's making me more uncomfortable
"I'm the one who's courting you but your always with him! I'm the one and only to be with you not him!"
"Stop it, your h-hurting me..." I said but looks like he's not hearing anything, mas lalong humigpit ang kapit niya sa balikat ko. "No! I'm going to be your boyfriend not anyone!" he said and hold my hand
He force me to come with him, but I always try to get my hand from him, sobrang higpit ng hawak niya sa kamay ko. Nakatingin na samin ang ibang tao pero pinipilit niya pa din ako, ayaw niya pa din akong bitawan.
"Let go of my daughter's hand" napahinto ako ng marinig ang boses na yun, ganun din si Jayden.
Nang lingunin ko yun ay nakahinga ako ng maluwag "Papa" I call him, hinatak niya ako palapit sa kanya at mabuti naman lumuwag na ang kapit ni Jayden sakin.
"Y-your f-father?" tanong ni Jayden, hindi naman ako sumagot "Elly? Tito?" rinig kong tawag ni Kyle kasama niya si Josh, na halatang gulat habang nakatingin kay Papa at Jayden
"I-I'm sorry Sir" sabi ni Jayden at bahagya pang yumuko sa harap ni Papa "Your making my daughter uncomfortable, your forcing her to be with you even though she don't want, is that a definition of 'decent guy'? I want for my daughter?" sabi ni Papa
I hold my Papa's arm to calm him down, he really reach his limits "Are you my daughter?" tanong ni Papa, Pinagtitinginan na kami ng mga tao na nandito "I'm her suitor" sabi ni Jayden
"Really? Did my daughter agree? And I didn't meet you in personal?" sabi ni Papa, nakatungo pa din si Jayden "Go to our house if you really serious to my daughter" sabi ni Papa at sina Kyle naman ang binalingan
"Elly is going with me, are you going with us?" tanong ni Papa kay Kyle, I calm a little bit "I have a bicycle Tito, and I'm with a friend" sabi ni Kyle at tinuro si Josh na nasa tabi niya.
"Oh? I can take the both of you home if you want? For you not to use bicycle? I mean, my car makes you comfortable" sabi ni Papa binalingan naman nila si Jayden na ngayon ay nakatingin na sa kanila.
"I will let Thunder send you our address, you can go their, just tell to Thunder, if you are really serious to my daughter" sabi ni Papa at na tinangunan naman ni Jayden "Yes Sir, and I'm really sorry" sabi ni Jayden.
"Let's go Elly" sabi ni Papa at tinapik ang kamay ko na naka-kapit sa braso niya, ginaya naman ako ni Papa hanggang sa nakaparada niyang sasakyan. Kasunod naman namin sina Kyle at Josh.
"Feel at ease" sabi ni Papa at pinagbuksan pa sila ng pinto ng back seat sumakay naman na sila, pinagbuksan din ako ni Papa ng pinto para sa passenger seat. Nang makasakay na ay umikot naman si Papa sa may driver seat.
Nang okay na ay pinaandar na niya yun, habang nasa byahe ay kinakausap naman niyayung dalawang lalaki sa likod. "Iho, what's your name again?" tanong ni Papa kay Josh
"Joaquin Shaun Williams po, but you can call me Josh" sabi ni Josh tumango naman si Papa sa kanya "You are pure Canadian?" tanong ni Papa na kina-iling naman ni Josh.
"Nope, I'm half Filipino-half Canadian, my Mom is a pure Filipina while my Dad is pure Canadian" sabi ni Josh na tango pa din ang sagot ni Papa "Your my daughter's friends?" tanong ni Papa
"Yes po, my friend is Thun, but since Thun is close to Van, I got close to her too, she's nice" sabi ni Josh na kinatawa ni Papa "Yes, she's my daughter after all" sabi ni Papa na proud pa dahil ako ang anak niya.
Nakipagkwentuhan lang si Papa kay Josh at kay Kyle, mukhang gusto sila ni Papa dahil sabay din naman sa trip nila. Pinagtulungan nga lang ni Papa at Kyle si Josh pag sa tagalog kaya lagi siyang kawawa.
"Thank you po" sabi ni Josh ng maihatid siya ni Papa sa may tapat ng bahay nila "Okay, bye, punta ka sa bahay namin pag may time ka" sabi ni Papa tumango naman si Josh
"Sige po" sabi ni Josh, natawa naman si Kyle ng may accent ang tagalog nito.
Bumaba na si Josh at kumaway muna samin, pinaandar na ulit ni Papa ang sasakyan at hininto sa may tapat ng bahay ni Mama, bumaba na din si Kyle
"Thank you Tito" sabi ni Kyle tumango naman si Papa, pinark ni Papa yun sa may garahe ng bahay ni Mama since naka-bukas naman ang gate nun.
Nang maka-park si Papa ay bumaba na ako, dumiretso ako sa may loob at naabutan ko si Mama na kakababa lang ng hagdan "Hi Mama" bati ko at kiniss siya sa cheeks
"How's the day Elly?" tanong ni Mama ngumiti lang ako "Change your clothes now, I'm going to prefer some foods for you" sabi ni Mama at akmang pupunta na siya sa kusina ng magsalita si Papa.
"Nope, I'm going to prefer the food, and you two, just rest cause' both of you came from school and work, I'll call the two of you if the food is ready" sabi ni Papa kaya no choice kami ni Mama kundi sumunod sa kanya.
Pumasok na ako sa room ko at nagbihis na muna ako, I lay down on my bed and think of what happened earlier, thanks god my Papa came. My parents are really amazing for me, they maybe not living in the same roof but for me they are the most unique and awesome parents.
I wish I can find a man like my father and I want to be like them one day, if I became a parents, a supportive and awesome like them to me...
"You'll be okay Elly" sabi ni Kyle sakin, nasa may garden kami ng bahay "I know, it's just I'm really uncomfortable even though it's our house and my parents" sabi ko tinapik naman niya ang balikat ko.
Ngayon pupunta si Jayden sa bahay para ma-meet si Mama at Papa and I'm not really comfortable when he's around "Just tell me what happened" sabi ni Kyle tumango naman ako sa kanya.
Nang may huminto ng kotse sa tapat ng bahay ay tumayo na ako. It's Jayden, he just waved his hand at me when he see me, pumasok na din agad siya sa bahay kahit na naka-bukas lang ang gate.
Lumapit siya sakin at bigla na lang humalik sa pisngi ko. Tinulak ko naman siya "Your not allowed" sabi ko, I just can't let him, lumayo na siya sakin at kay Kyle naman tumingin.
"Why are you here? It's a dinner for me as a suitor to Vanessa?" sabi ni Jayden kay Kyle, I never allowed a suitor like that. "Elly? Let's go inside, the visitor is here" sabi ni Mama kaya tumango na ako.
"Elly, I'm going now" sabi ni Kyle, tumango naman ako pero aalis pa lang siya ng mag-salita si Papa "No, you can join us dinner Thunder, come here" sabi ni Papa, nilingon naman kami ni Thunder
"Thank you Tito but, I'm o-" Kyle cut his words when Mama spoke "No but's iho, come join us" sabi ni Mama kaya no choice si Kyle kundi pagbigyan si Mama at Papa.
Mas nauna akong pumasok sa kanila at nasa tabi ko naman si Jayden, ng makarating sa may dining area, ay umupo na ako at tumabi pa din sakin si Jayden. Nasa harap ko si Mama and sa tabi niya ay si Kyle, while si Papa naman ay nasa unahan namin ni Mama.
While eating Papa asking Jayden, that I never pay attention "If you are really serious to my daughter? Never force her to everything she don't like and don't make her feel uncomfortable" sabi ni Papa ramdan ko naman na binalingan ako ni Jayden.
"Yes sir" sabi ni Jayden, that made me role my eyes secretly "The decision is still on our daughter, if she want you to court her" sabi ni Mama kaya nag-angat na ako ng tingin.
"I'm sorry Jayden, but to be honest, I don't like it" sabi ko kita ko naman na parang nag-iba ang ekspresyon sa mukha ni Jayden, that makes me really uncomfortable
"Just give me a chance, to prove it" he said but I look at Papa and Mama.
"It's your choice but I don't like it I'm sorry" sabi ko at kumain na ulit dahil ayaw ko talaga na ligawan niya ako, it's making me really uncomfortable "It's our daughter decision" sabi ni Papa
Our dinner continue, si Kyle naman na ang kausap ni Mama at Papa, minsan ay si Jayden din pero di na ako sumali sa usapan nila. Nang matapos ang dinner ay si Papa na ang naghatid kay Jayden sa labas.
"You really don't like that young man?" tanong ni Mama habang nagliligpit kami ng pinagkainan "I don't Mama" sabi ko tumango naman si Mama, katulong din namin si Kyle.
Nang mailagay yun lahat sa sink ay nag-paiwan na si Mama doon, siya na daw ang bahala kaya nagpunta na kami sa may salas, sakto naman na pasok ni Papa.
"He's not a decent guy" sabi ni Papa at umupo sa may couch, napa-iling na lang ako "Your acting in front of him, like he's really welcome but now your telling his not a decent guy?" tanong ko kay Papa, he really don't like the idea, me having a boyfriend or suitor
"He's forcing you, and I know he can do more than that, so it's your decision Elly, but always tell us what happened to you" sabi ni Papa tumango naman ako sa kanya "Ahm, Tito I'll get going, thanks for the dinner" sabi ni Kyle tumango naman si Papa at nginitian si Kyle.
"It's okay iho, your welcome here" sabi ni Papa and Kyle just smiled "Ma! Kyle is going now" sabi ko dahil nasa kusina si Mama, lumabas naman siya doon para lang mag-paalam kay Kyle.
"Oh? Okay, goodbye Thunder" sabi ni Mama tumango naman si Kyle "Thank you po Tita for the dinner" he said, hinatid ko naman siya hanggang sa may gate ng bahay.
"You will be okay tomorrow? I mean you will see Jayden?" tanong niya tumango naman ako sa kanya "Of course, and I have you and Josh so, I know you can guide me, I'm uncomfortable but if you and Josh are beside me I'm okay"
"We're really glad" sabi ni Kyle tumango naman ako, after he went out, I close our gate, it's not that big, it's just a small gate. Since all houses here in Canada don't have a gate, just only our house and Kyle's house.
Mama decided to put a gate, cause she's planning to put a garden, so as privacy, she build our small gate. Pagpasok ko ay naabutan ko si Mama at Papa na nasa couch.
"Ma, Pa" I said and sat in the couch, they both seat beside me "Are you really okay Elly?" tanong ni Mama, if I said yes, I'm telling a lies.
"It's your decision Elly okay? If you found him a decent guy, then go for it, but you have the right to say no" sabi ni Papa
"I know Pa" I said, Mama scrub my hair and my back "Always know your worth Elly" sabi ni Mama na kinatango ko "And don't ever gave him a chance if your giving him a pity, if you don't like him or you don't want him then don't Elly"
Papa and Mama really understand and respect my decision, they never force me to something "Thank you Papa and Mama" sabi ko at pareho silang niyakap, I'm glad to have a parents like them.
"Your our sunshine" sabi ni Mama then kissed my forehead "Your our answers Elly, your God's answer" sabi ni Papa then kissed my temple.
If only they are married.
It's okay if they are not married, atleast they are taking care of. I can hope and think of what if's but I can't tell them what I want, it's their decision and they both think the same way, they dont want to marry each other because of me, instead they love each other.
"Jayden is really courting her?"
"What a lucky girl she is"
"They are not good together"
"Maybe she poison Jayden"
"Attention seeker"
"They have chemistry tho"
All of the students are looking at us, especially me. Cause Jayden is making scenes, he gave me flowers and chocolates, and his reason? 'I'm courting you, to prove myself' and it's making me uncomfortable more.
"Accept it Vanessa" sabi ni Jayden at sapilitan na nilagay yun sa kamay ko, he also smiled at me "There" he said while smiling proud, like I really accept him, he's doing this for almost two months and I'm being a 'attention seeker' too for two months
"It's uncomfortable Jayden and I already told you my a-" I cut my words when he spoke, that make me more stressed "I know, and I won't accept no as an answer Vanessa..." he said then whisper on my ears
"...what I want is what I get, and I want you so I want to get you" he said but I just put his flowers and chocolates in the table of one of the bench "And my answer is Final" I said then left, place is really making me uncomfortable.
Nagpunta na lang ako sa may cafeteria ng university, bumili muna ako ng pagkain ko bago ako umupo sa may upuan na nandun
"I saw how uncomfortable you are" napalingon ako sa nagsalita I automatically smile when I saw Josh "You already have a smile for us, especially to Thun" sabi niya at umupo sa may harap ko.
"Cause I'm not uncomfortable when I'm with the two of you" sabi ko tumango naman siya "May I ask why your uncomfortable with Jayden?" tanong ni Josh.
"I don't know? I mean, I just found it uncomfortable whenever he's in my side or he's being close to me, I just don't like his aura and presence at all" sabi ko tumango naman siya
"Maybe he do something you didn't like? That make you uncomfortable around him" sabi ni Josh tumango na lang ako sa kanya, nakipag kwentuhan pa ako kay Josh bago niya ako ayain na umalis na doon dahil baka hinihintay kami ni Kyle.
Sa may parking lot kami naghintay ni Josh dahil sabi ko ayaw ko sa may mga bench, doon na kami pumwesto sa may mga bike. Doon na lang namin hintayin si Kyle.
"Josh, I'm going to the restroom" sabi ko, I need to go to the restroom "I'm guiding you?" tanong niya umiling lang ako sa kanya "No need, I can handle myself" sabi ko tumango naman siya.
Umalis na ako doon at nagpunta sa may pinaka malapit na restroom. I enter restroom, and after that I look at my reflection in the mirror, I'm good.
Paglabas ko ng restroom ay nagulat ako ng makita si Jayden na naka-sandal sa may pader sa gilid ng restroom, wala na dapat akong balak na pansinin siya at mag-deretso na lang sa paglalakad ng hawakan niya ang pulso ko.
"Your coming with me" he said and force me again to come with him "Let go, Jayden!" I said, but he's too strong but I'm trying my best to let me go. Wala ng masyadong mga students dahil uwian na.
"Jayden!" I shout his name but he didn't hear anything, my Papa is not here, Josh is not here, Kyle is not here. Nagpumiglas pa din ako sa kanya at siya ay hila pa din ako.
Uncomfortable.
"I told you didn't I? I am only allowed to be with you cause I'm your suitor!" he said then force me pinned in the wall, he's too dangerous the way he stared at me
"Your not my boyfriend, and I don't like you!" I said and he hold my jaw, masyadong madiin yun kaya masakit "I don't care, I get what I want" he said then place kisses on my neck.
I keep on pushing him away, but he's pinning himself on mine, he also broke my shirt! What the hell?! I can see desire in his eyes,
"You are only mine Vanessa" he said and place some kisses on my colar bone, I just cried
He's doing some dirty things on my body, kissing my neck, lick it, suck it. "Don't cry baby" he said then held my cheeks wipe my tears, but I didn't stop, he also kiss my cheeks, he was about to kiss me when I moved my face on the other side.
"Don't be so stubborn!" he said coldly, but I didn't listen to him, until he gave up and just kissed my neck and my cheeks, I cried more when he lick it, for god's sake!
I'm being dirty because of this man, he also licked my ears! And I just feel his hand traveling around my body, I try to stop his hand but his other hand caged both of my hand, and place it on top of my head.
"Shh, don't cry, it's will be fun, just you and me baby, just behave" he said and he sounded like a dirty monster, I feel his hand on my legs, and travel on my thigh, "So soft baby" he said and I didn't feel anything just pain and feeling dirty for myself.
I also heard his moaned, and I just cry, he keeps on touching every part of my body, until I felt his hand on the bottom of my breast. "I feel so lucky cause I'm the only one who touch you like this" he said and I just cried
"Don't shout or else I will rip your throat, just moan for me baby, that's all you can do" he said and place his hand on my breast, my tears fell from my eyes once more, I cried more because of what he do.
He's the only one who enjoy this kind of situation, while I'm feeling dirty of my body, he unhook my bra and he touch my breast like he want it only for him. He's too agressive, and I just cry while he's still licking my neck and my colar bone.
After he touch my breast his hands travel down again on my body. And he's lips touch down too, it's on the top of my breast "S-stop i-it, p-please d-dont" I said while crying he look at me and I thought he's going to stop but not he just slap me.
"I said don't cry! Your smiling at Thun and Josh while, for me your crying?!" he said that made me cry more, my knees are going to gave up cause I'm losing strength, but I can't gave him myself, never!
Someone save me! From this monster!
His hand keep on traveling around my body until he reach my tummy, "Moan for me baby" he whispered and I found it more monster and dirty, he's so dirty. And I just cried and pray to be stop what he's doing.
"Asshole!" I heard someone says and I feel Jayden is not in front of me, thanks god! And I seat cause my knees are giving up. I just hug my body, I'm dirty now! I just cry till my eyes don't have an tears.
"F*ck you asshole" I heard someone, the voice is not clear to me all I do was to cryand beg to that monster to stop. Until I feel something wrap on my back.
"Elly, I'm here, your safe, don't worry, I'm here" and I heard Kyle voice, he save me from that monster, he save me, I look ast him, even though my eyes are bit blurry cause of my tears.
I touch his face, he's really my savior "Kyle..." I said while holding his face, he save me!
But I'm too weak to stand-up, and I feel my eyes is going to shut, before Kyle guide me to stand up I already passed out.
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