I couldn't sleep so well at night, so I went downstairs to get a drink. I then heard a sound. It was nothing, so I went back to the microwave.
"It's quite amusing how you don't feel awful that you killed me" said Connor
"I don't. Because you deserved it" I said
"And now, I'll be here to haunt you" said Connor
"Ok. Cool. I could use some company. Even if you're a ghost. YO JER! COME DOWN, YOU NEEDA SEE THIS, AHAHAH" I said
"Hm. Can a ghost do this?" asked Connor, as he attacked me, but I pushed him off. Then he came back at me, so I shoved a knife into his throat. But then I blinked to see it was Jeremy who I stabbed.
"No...Jeremy...NO!" I screamed, as he fell to the floor, I cried as I realized he had his ring on, which calmed me down a little bit.
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"I can't believe that stupid rat tricked me into doing this" I said "What am I gonna say to him now?"
"Thanks for not ditching the family ring after it drove Ric crazy?" asked Damon, yes, I called him over
I looked at him in a really? way.
"You should have called Stefan" said Damon
"No. He's been distanced. And you've been by my side again, so you know what's going on. You were in the open. And I mean, he compelled Jeremy to forget, I don't even know, I forgot" I said
"In all fairness, I mean, I think you killing him kind of trumps that. I mean, you should have called Stefan" said Damon
"He's been doing stuff behind our backs. I wanna give him some space" I said
Then someone got into the house "Hey" it was Stefan
"P.S. I called Stefan" said Damon
"What happened? Why didn't you call me?" asked Stefan
"This happened" I said, as I blew a little air onto Stefan, showing him a memory of what happened. "I'll be in the shower, cleaning the blood off my hands"
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I was upstairs, getting reddie for a shower.
"Y/n. Hey, listen, I know you're still upset about yesterday, and I get it, believe me. But just..let me help you" said Stefan
"I don't need your help right now. How about you go? Finish your job with Klaus" I said
"So you'll except Damon's help? Just because I worked with Klaus?" asked Stefan
"No. But the plot goes that way. And I don't know if I am powerful enough to change it" I said
"Y/n--" started Stefan, grabbing my wrist
"Don't. I just stabbed my brother last night. Because that little hunter ghost was haunting me. Now this blood on my hands is his. I feel like I'm Kai Parker, who tried to kill his family. So excuse me if I can't talk to you because I feel bad as hell not paying attention to reality and accidentally stabbing my brother in the damn neck" I said, as I went into the shower.
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I was in the shower. Just enjoying the water and getting the blood off of my hands. When the whole water turned into blood. I gasped getting out, and shutting the water with my powers before grabbing a towel and drying off.
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Once I was out of the shower, all dry, I put on some clothes. Then I remembered Klaus. He must need some blood to create hybrids. I get his side. So I decided to send him some blood.
I got a blood bag, chugged it down to make it empty. Then I cut my wrist, and chanted a spell to make the blood go faster. "Phasmatos Citius Motus" I casted, then watched as the blood bag got full fast.
I then got a post it note, and wrote "I'm guessing you'd need more blood. Enjoy. -Y/n" and put it on the blood bag.
I got a map, and poured some blood on it. Then chanted "Phasmatos Tribum, Nas Ex Veras, Sequitas Sanguinem" and had a vision of where Klaus was, I said "Phasmatos Lacus" to teleport the blood bag there, and watched as Klaus caught it, and smiled.
I smiled to myself, before cleaning my surroundings and putting stuff away.
I turned to see Connor. "Damn. You really are a ghost, huh?"
"Would you like some?" he asked, getting some blood off of his neck. "You seem to enjoy it when you drink from me"
"No. I'd like to do something else with your neck. Ossox!" I screamed, snapping his neck. Heheheheheehehhe.
I went downstairs, and saw Damon.
"Damon..." I started, but it turned to Connor "You really shouldn't have snapped my neck"
"Oh, you've got to be kidding me" I said, as I sped out of the house.
At last second, I saw Klaus, he saw me and sped over to me, bringing me somewhere. I laughed my ass of at the sudden movement, making him chuckle.
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Klaus brought me into...his room?
"Is this your room?" I asked
Klaus nodded "I apologize for the lack of windows. It's to preserve the art. And, of course, to present you from taking off your daylight ring, and burning yourself to death in the sun"
"A) This is a little sus. B) I don't even have one. Bro I'm a tribrid" I laughed
"Ah. True. You want to die, don't you? You killed someone" said Klaus
"No. I'm actually happy I killed Connor. It pisses me off when people mess with the people I love" I said
"The hunter had to be kept alive. You should have listened to Stefan when he said he had it covered, love" said Klaus
"The hunter had to die. It's the plot. If I didn't kill him, some force was gonna make me do it. Just like how it made me kiss Damon, which I regret. I mean, it happened so fast I couldn't even process what I was doing" I said
"That must have hurt Stefan. You did tell him, didn't you?" asked Klaus
"I did. He understood the scene. Things are good right now. I think" I said
"Good to know" said Klaus, before knocking on the door and leaving. I took a seat near the bed, and just chilled there.
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"Clothes, toothbrush. Klaus said you're going to be here until he figures out where to put you" said the guy who Klaus had gotten
"Thanks" I said, the guy nodded, and got out, behind him, there was Connor.
"I'll be staying here with you now. How heartless you are to not feel bad about killing me. Did you know I had a brother? Parents?" asked Connor
"Good thing that they had a disgrace out of their lives then. You hurt the people I love, Connor. So I don't feel bad about killing you. In fact, I'd do it again. So that's what I'll do" I said
I stretched out my arms, and shredded Connor into pieces.
"Next time you wanna mess with me, even though you deserved death, think before you haunt" I said, as I blew him into dust.
"What if you were to talk to me?" asked a voice, I turned to see Katherine
"Katherine?" I asked
"Did you miss me?" asked Katherine
"Yeah. Missed reminding you how much of a bich you are" I said
"Oof, poor Y/n. Always the victim. Except now you're a killer. What does Stefan think of the new you?" asked Katherine
"He think that I'm better than you, because I at least try to fight the urge to feed" I said
"No. You're like me now. Maybe worse" said Katherine
"Connor literally tortured the people I love. He wanted to kill me since I was half vampire. I killed him to protect those I love, you would have just ran away, not caring about anyone. I am nothing like you" I said, going to her
"Really? You kissed Damon while you were with Stefan. Sounds like me" said Katherine
"We both know that's not the true story. Now, buh bye" I said, as this time, I pained her, and made her disappear like that. Like I felt the allusion disappear from inside me.
Then someone came in, it was Stefan.
"Let's get outta here. I guess" I said, Stefan nodded, and we got out.
Stefan and I got out, but I think in the middle of the road, I freaked out and sent him flying backwards as I sped to wicker bridge. I was going crazy, those hallucinations pissed me off!
Suddenly, I heard a voice "It's ok, sweetie" I turned to see.....Miranda?
"C-can I call you mom?" I asked
"Of course you can, sweetie. You're my adoptive child now" she smiled, and so did I, she cupped my cheek "I know what you're going through. And it's ok. This bride is...where your life should have ended. Deep down, you wanted to meet me"
"I don't know what to do. I knew I wouldn't die. That's why I sacrificed myself for Matt. I don't get why they hate me for that. That hunter was hurting my brother, so I killed him. And not only my brother, he was hurting April. It pissed me off" I said
"Yes, you do know what to do. Your guardian died. And so did we. Join us, Y/n" said my mother
"I can't kill myself, it's not that easy" I said
"You can at least die a few times. Focus on your side, sweetie. It's the right thing to do" said Mom
I focused on my vampire side, as the thirst got stronger. And my other sides felt weaker.
"Wait..I can't do this. I can't leave Jeremy. He may be better off without me in some ways, but I can't leave him without any family" I said
"He can see ghosts. He'll have you" said my mom
"You're right. He'll have me" I said
"Y/n" I heard a voice say, I turned to see Damon
"Damon?" I asked, as my veins appeared, my vamp side was getting stronger. I turned to see my mother was gone.
"Are you ok?" he asked
"You were right, Damon. Vampires kill. Stefan was right as well. I can't live like this" I said
"Look at you. Being all glass and half empty. Let's just go talk about this before you do something stupid, ok?" asked Damon
"Sun's gonna be up soon" I said
"Why are your veins appearing. Why is there wind, Y/n?" asked Damon
I just looked forward
"You need to stop focusing on your sides" said Damon
"It's almost time" I said
"No, what you're going through is a curse. We know how to break it, we just have to get you inside!" said Damon
I can't let him stop me. Not this time.
"Damn it, Y/n!" said Damon, as he sped to me, but I made him miss.
"I already destroyed him" I said
"What?" asked Damon, then the sun came up, and I started to burn
"Oh, hell no" said Damon, as he dropped me, and I guess snapped my neck?
Well, I felt my witch and werwolf side rise again. So I guess I failed...
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The next morning, I woke up. I was feeling like myself again.
"How ya feeling?" asked Damon
"I feel ok. It's all over now" I said, as I got my daily vervain for the day.
"Thank you for saving me" I said, I felt like I was falling for Damon little by little, but no. I came here to be with Stefan. Damon's only like a best friend. Yeah, I guess that's what I'm feeling.
"Well, you know what they say about teenage suicide. Don't do it" said Damon
"I just thought that if I just died once--" I started
"But you didn't. And you shouldn't said Damon, getting his arm towards me.
"But if I did. I thought that.....it would be a good idea to feel better" I said, as I held onto his hand as well. I looked down at our intertwined hands.
"Ah. I'm about to take a very high, and annoying road to tell you something. Because I know that you think Stefan's been lying to you. Which, yeah, he has. But this, ouch patch that you 2 have been going through, it's not what you think. Everything that he's been doing, he's been doing for you. To help you. And after he kills me for telling you this, I want you to throw my ashes off of wicker bride, ok?" asked Damon, I laughed
"He couldn't kill you if someone made him choose between you and me. You're his brother, Damon. You've been there for him longer than I have. He shouldn't kill you. If he does, he's just taking you for granted, kinda. And he isn't dumb enough to do that" I said
Damon laughed "There may be a way out of this for you, Y/n. There may be a cure"
"There is. Except, I won't get it. Well, I mean, I will, but I'm gonna shove it down Katherine's throat, then we'll feed Katherine to Silas and make him mortal, then we'll kill him because no one will like hell on earth, as Kol says" I said
"Damn, you really know your stuff" said Damon
"The fact that every time you say damn, you're basically saying your name but with no o" I said, he smirked
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Well, I called Stefan over for a little apology talk. And he was here, so I went out.
"Sorry I've been kind of distanced" I said
"Nah, it's alright uh...I probably deserved it" said Stefan "So um, Damon told me that he clued you in"
"Why did you send Damon to check on me, and not you?" I asked
"Because I can see that Damon has a way to get through you in ways that I can't. You listen to him. You trust him" said Stefan
"That's only cause I'm sired to him" I said
"Hmm" said Stefan
"Look, I owe you so much for everything that you're doing for me. But you don't have to. I'm going to get the cure, then what? It's not like I'm not gonna want blood again. I'm just gonna become weaker. I mean, it wont change what I want" I said
"What you want? Or who you want?" asked Stefan
"Look. Damon and I do have a bond. And sometimes I do consider if I have feelings for him. But I think I just see him as a best friend. Because I love you Stefan. I came here to be with you" I said
Stefan nodded and smiled.
----------A/N----------
Ok, so.....I've been thinking...
What if Y/n was to get with Damon, just because it was the plot that was making her do that? But her and Stefan were still in love? Kinda like Hamilton, Angelica, and Eliza?
Like she isn't using them, but she is with Damon because the plot is making it happen, like she does have feelings for him, but she, herself, is still in love with Stefan.
Ik it's a little confusing, and a little Katherine like, but since it is the plot controlling Y/n, and that the feelings seem real, and they are in the TVD universe, but...like, do you guys get what I'm trying to say?
If you do, pls lmk if I should do it like that. Bc Idk what to do after the scenes that Elena and Damon get together.