Song: Lord Huron - The Night We Met
Every time I get sad I wonder why,
and it all leads back to you
No matter how many new people enter my life,
I just can't seem to forget about you
That December afternoon,
one that never really slips my memory
It was the start to my pain,
a misery that never seems to end
Because just when I thought it would get better,
it doesn't
You dying was the biggest betrayal I've ever faced,
hell I continue to face
Still the pain can be too much to bear,
so I dismiss it from my mind and repeat
Hell I can't even finish this poem without people ruining it for me
This is my life
I seem to forget I'm not like the other kids my age
The difference between me and them is they didn't grow up the way I did
Some escaped the hells of earth
I was not one of them
I question my religion because of this
Like for one why did I choose to come here?
To feel this pain
Did love make me?
I don't think I could ever love someone this much
To risk their love being taken away
I really thought I was this strong to handle this
Now as this same melody plays every time I think of you,
let me get back to the same thing leading me back to you; my writing
Goodbye baba
I miss your belongings, your stories, and most importantly your love
You had weird ways of showing it,
but that's because you're exactly like me
Something I'll never forget