"Crying is a way your eyes speak when your mouth can't explain how broken your heart is."
Continuation:-
Both drove and reached home, Ashwin and Sivaangi entered the home quickly due to the rain. They entered and saw none in the hall.
Sivaangi-- Enna Ashwineyy yaarume illa ?
Ashwin-- Thoonga poirupanga ma, seri mothala ukkaru paaru thala full-ah eeram.
Ashwin took a towel and started to dry her hair, while sivaangi sat like a kid, He dried her hair and was about to leave.
Ashwin-- Seri ma poi kuli po.
Sivaangi-- Hello nee panni-la naan panna venama?
Ashwin-- Etha?
Sivaangi-- Hmm kolupu da unnaku, naan sonnathu hair-ah dry pandrathu.
She pushed Ashwin down to sit on the couch and she took the towel and started drying his hair. She came closer to dry his hair, he was into the crook of her neck due to her pull. She didn't know what she was doing, she was casually drying his hair with care but here Ashwin was just losing himself to her and he leaned more and inhaled her strawberry fragrance.
He inhaled the smell and nuzzled into the crook of her neck making her gasp and she loosed the grip of the towel and let it fall. He started peppering wet kisses on her neck making her clutch his shirt tightly.
He lifted her head and pulled her down to his lap, she dashed into his chest making him go weak. She went and wrapped her arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around her waist. She kissed his forehead and the nose bridge. He pulled her more and cupped her face and both did a peck and rested their forehead together.
Sivaangi-- Ashwineyy...
Ashwin-- Hmm...
He hummed by closing his eyes and caressing her smooth skin.
Sivaangi-- Ashwineyy innaiki un dosage athigama ayiruchu pothum poi kulichitu thoonguvom.
Ashwin-- Please sivaangi ma innum konjam neram ippadiye irupome.
Sivaangi-- Adi vaanguva.
She got down from his lap and pulled him by his wrist while he groaned.
Sivaangi-- Po Po kulichitu poi padu.
Ashwin-- Naanum vena varava room-la unkooda.
Sivaangi-- Adivaanguva mani akka irupanga veladatha.
Ashwin-- Po di...
He sighed and left to his room, sivaangi chuckled and entered her room and saw Mani sleeping. She went refreshed herself and went to sleep.
Next-Day Morning:-
Sivaangi woke up and saw Mani already woke up so she wasn't there beside her in the bed, She woke up and sat on her bed with her phone going through Instagram. Mani came inside walking.
Mani-- Kalangathala enthiricha udane pandra velaiya paaru, mothala poi kuli sivaangi.
Sivaangi-- Yen akka ippadi pandringa...
Mani-- Ithukee ivolo scene podra? Ithellam ellam amma oda common dialogue, naan elllam itha ketkathe naal-eh illa...
Sivaangi was silent as she didn't know or have experienced these things for many years, Mani said it casually and then realized just what she said. She went and sat with her near the bed and hugged her.
Mani-- Sorry sivaangi theriyama etho oru nyabgathula pesiten.
Sivaangi-- Paravala akka ennaku theriyathu thane.
Mani-- Unnaku mothama 4 amma irukku..
Sivaangi-- 4 ah?
Mani-- Aama en thambi thane unnaku amma, appa ellame?? Aprom naan irukken, priya irukka, shanthi amma irukanga.
Sivaangi smiled and hugged Mani, mani kissed her forehead.
Sivaangi got up from the bed went to the washroom and came back changing her dress into a comfy one.
Sivaangi came out of the washroom and stood in front of the mirror drying out her hair while Mani was lying in the bed.
Mani-- Hey sivaangi.
Sivaangi-- Sollunga akka.
Mani-- Unnaku oru call vanthuchu yaaru-nu paakurathu kulla cut ayiruchu oruka yaaru-nu paathuru.
Sivaangi-- Okay Akka.
Therefrom hall Hussain anna called Mani Akka name shouting.
Hussain-- Maniiiii!!!
Sivaangi-- Akka hussain anna calling.
Mani-- Oru manushan nimathi-ya vanthu paduka mudiyathutha udane vanthiruvainga.
Sivaangi chuckled.
Mani-- Siri di mavale nalla siri.
Sivaangi grinned while Mani left the room.
Sivaangi laughed at mani and sat on the bed, took her mobile, and remembered mani saying to her about a call. She opened the recent calls and saw the doctor has called her, who took the test for the company.
She thought he might have called her because the result of the tests might have arrived, she smiled and called the doctor back again. The doctor picked up the call and she kept her phone near her ear to speak.
Sivaangi-- Hello doctor...
Doctor-- Hi ma...
Sivaangi-- Sollunga doctor neenga than call pannirunthinga, so sorry naan washroom-la irunthen so naan call paakala.
Doctor-- Paravala ma, and unkitta romba oru mukiyamana vishiyam sollanum.
Sivaangi-- Sollunga doctor... ethu pathi?
Doctor-- Unna pathi than ma, aana ithu un related people-ta Sonnen avanga eppadi eduthu paganu therla ma, unta sollavum bayama irukku ma.
Sivaangi-- Appadi enna vishiyam doctor please sollunga doctor, please.
Doctor-- Maa athu... [ You will it know it in the future chapters ]
Sivaangi was completely broken after she heard what the doctor said to her, she started weeping a lot which was heard by the doctor. He tried to console her instead of the sivaangi who is being broken.
Doctor-- Maa azhatha ma unnaku already, PBA vera irukku please calm down.
Sivaangi-- Eppadi doctor calm down aaga soldringa? Ithellam ketu aprom-um eppadi doctor enna azhama irukka soldringa?? Nethu than doctor ennaku engagement aachu Ashwin oda, ippo naan enna pannuven.
Doctor-- Yosichu enna pannanuma pannu ma. Sorry to say this, bye.
Sivaangi-- Bye Doctor.
She placed the mobile on the table closed her face with her little palms and started to sob badly.
Sivaangi-- Naan mattum santoshama-ve vaazhinthura koodatha, enna mattum yen kadavule ippadi sothikira?
Sivaaangi was sitting and crying while Ashwin knocked on the door.
Ashwin-- Sivaangi ma kathava thora
Sivaangi got jerked when she heard the door knock and his voice. She ran to the washroom and washed her face while Ashwin was still knocking on the door.
Ashwin-- Sivaangi ma enna pannitu irukka ivolo nerama kathava Thora di.
Sivaangi came out of the washroom and calmed herself, walked towards the door took a long breath, opened the door.
Ashwin-- Enna pannitu iruntha ivolo nerama? Kadhava thorakka ivolo nerama ma?
Sivaangi-- Illa athu.. athu.. dress change pannitu irunthen.
Ashwin entered the room and sat on the bed, while sivaangi was standing there beside the door itself with different thoughts. Ashwin saw her confused and called her out.
Ashwin-- Sivaangi ma enna pannitu irukka anga ninnitu? Inga vaa.
Sivaangi was still standing there and didn't him calling her.
Ashwin-- Sivaangi ma...
Sivaangi got jerked and she saw him with a confused look.
Ashwin-- Inga vaa ma.
Sivaangi walked near him and he pulled her and made her sit on his lap, she faced the front while he placed his head on her shoulder and wrapped his arms around her waist.
Sivaangi-- Enna pandra?
Ashwin-- Hello naan ippo un fiance...
Sivaangi-- So...
Ashwin--Sivaangi ma nethu Namba engagement nadantha pochu eppadi irunthuchu theriyuma antha feel-uh paah evolo kaasu koduthalum athuku eedu aagathu, ennoda motham santhosham-um nee than, en motham nimathiyum nee than, unnala than naan sirikiren, unakaga than naan vaazhuren sivaangi ma. Ennaku nee pothum, evolo azhudhalum unna anaipu pothum. Nee illatha life ennala ippo yosichu kooda paaka mudiyathu sivaangi ma. Enna vittu engayum poiratha di, poga maatila?
Hearing all these tears formed in sivaangi's eyes which was not visible to Ashwin, she tried hard to control it and not let it fall from her eyes. Ashwin hugged her more tightly from the back and kissed her nape, she pressed her eye so hard not to make the tear fall but she couldn't handle it after a certain point. She let out the tear and it fell on Ashwin's hand which was wrapped around her waist.
Ashwin-- Sivaangi ma azhuguriya?
He asked and made her sit in front of him and he cupped her face. He wiped away her tears and kissed her forehead.
Ashwin-- Yen ma azhagura?
Sivaangi-- Onnum illa.
She replied still crying and sobbing badly, Ashwin couldnt see her in such a state he cupped her face again and wiped away her tears and he leaned to kiss her, even she closed her eyes in that intimate proximity. She realized what they both were doing and she pulled herself back from the proximity and stood straight on the other side.
Ashwin didnt understand why she pulled herself from the kiss, he knew it wasnt their first time that too after being into that intimacy under the rain it's completely insane to see she not ready to kiss. Something hurt inside Ashwin like a hell, he wasnt able to take it that she just pulled herself from stopping abruptly with a kiss.
She stood from the bed and walked towards the door, Ashwin also stood up pulled her inside the room, and locked it. While she pulled her hand out of his hold and sighed, Ashwin looked at her with a bloodshot eye with tears formed in them. She never wanted to hurt Ashwin in such a way but she couldn't help herself or him.
Ashwin-- Sivaangi ma nee enna pandra-nu therinju than pandriya?
Sivaangi- Enna venum unnaku?
Ashwin-- Sivaangi ma this is not you, enna di aachu unnaku?
Sivaangi-- Naan nalla than irukken, I am doing fine please enna vidu naan veliya poganum.
Ashwin-- No you're not good, en sivaangi ippadi enkitta nadanthu kittathe ila. You have never behaved like this sivaangi ma, athuvum naan kitta irukkura appo you have never pulled yourself out of the trance of my hold but innaiki Panna athuku pesama nee enna kondrukalam. Do you regret your intense proximity to me?
Sivaangi-- Theiva senju please ithu pathi ippo pesa venam, unna kenju ketkuren enna vidu naan ponum.
Ashwin-- Sivaangi ma ennala unna avlo easy-ya vida mudiyathu di please enna irunthalum sollitu po, Kavala padatha I will take care ma.
Sivaangi-- Unnala onnum paathuka mudiyathu Ashiwn please leave me.
Ashwin-- I love you sivaangi ma , unnaku athu mela nambikai-eh illaya?? Nethu night vara nalla thane di enkooda iruntha innaki kalaila appadi enna than di nadanthuchu?
Sivaangi-- Unnaku sonna puriyathu Ashwin, you first en kai-ah vidu Ashwin.
Ashwin left the hold of her wrist and looked at her with glistened eyes, she ignored them and left the room leaving him in a devastated state.
Sivaangi walked downstairs and went to the garden and stood there facing the trees and plants, she started shedding tears as she knew she has hurt him a lot and walked out and abruptly stopped a kiss and have avoided him. That too just after all the love dialogues he spoke, all her dream moments were slowly getting to be the reality but today's call from the doctor made her devastated.
She spent a little amount of time they're out in the garden and walked inside the living room, all were sitting together and discussing something. She saw Ashwin who was sitting beside pugazh and sarath with a sad and hurtful face.
Shanthi amma noticed sivaangi standing and called her out.
Shanthi amma--- Sivaangi chellam vaa da unnaku than saree ellam paathutu irunthom, nalla collections-ah irukku wedding collections kooda vachu irukanga, unnaku kalyanathuku podra maari irukka-nu paaru da.
Kumaran-- Va ma vanthu ukkaru kalyanathuku unnaku pudicha maari irukka-nu.
Priya-- Mehendi collections-la irunthu sangeeth collections irunthu ivangalta ellam irukku da unnaku pudicha maari irukka-nu paaru da.
Mani-- Vaa di vanthu ukkaru angaye ninnitu irukka?
Sivaangi-- Ennaku intha kalyanam venam.
Every member sitting there in the living room was completely shocked and stunned by what she just said. None could believe it as if it was sivaangi or someone else. Ashwin widened his eyes and saw her with bloodshot tearful eyes that were flowing from hers without any warning.
Rakshan got up from his place and rushed to her held her wrist and looked at her with complete anger.
Rakshan-- Enna di loosu maari pesitu irukka ??
Sam-- Hey enna pesurenu purinju than pesuriya? Nethu thane di engagement ellam aachu...
Sakthi-- Ellam nalla thane poitu irunthuchu, thideernu ennachu?
Priya-- Chinna sandai pottutu ava kovathula pesitu irukka yen ellarum serious-ah edukuringa namba sivaangi Ashwin-ah evolo love pandra-nu theriyatha. Seri vidu vaa sivaangi.
Priya walked towards sivaangi and held her by the shoulder but sivaangi moved back and got out from the hold and looked down.
Sivaangi-- Illa akka naan vilayadala naan serious-ah pesuren, ennaku Ashwin-ah kalyanam pannika konjam kooda ishtam illa.
Pugazh-- Papa enna da ithu, enna sandai kovam irunthalum pesi theethikilam aana ippadi ellam pesatha da.
Sivaangi-- Illa anney naan unmai-ah than soldren ennaku intha kalyanam venam.
Mani-- Sivaangi loosu maari pesatha di .
Hussain-- Maa enna prechanai-nu mothala sollu enna-nu pesi paakalam first.
Ashwin was just hearing all this and sat idle on the sofa without any reaction or actions, but tears flowed from his pair of eyes and he didn't even look at anyone but down the floor. He couldn't look anywhere and take his gaze out of the floor, Sarath noticed this and voiced out.
Sarath-- Dei enna da thangachi ivolo pesura nee enna-na amaithiya vaaya mooditu ukanthiruka?
Rakshan-- Dei machi ava ethetho pesitu irukka nee enna machi ippadi amaithiya onnume pesama ukanthiruka?
Ashwin-- Enna ennai da poi pesa soldra? Ava yen ithu soldra? ethanala soldra? Naan enna pannen? Enna prechanai onnume puriyala... Ennanu poi ketuka soldra?
Rakshan-- Athuku-nu enna sonnalume amaithiya iruppiya? Ava kalyaname venam-nu soldra da.
Ashwin-- Ennake ava yen ippadi pesura? Ennachu yethachu-nu therla da. Sethralam pola irukku.
Sivaangi couldn't bear his words at all, the moment he spoke this she broke down into tears of hurt and guilt.
Sivaangi-- Ashwin please ippadi pesatha, un mela entha thappu-um illa ellame ennala than ennala mattum than. Theiva senju purinjuko da please.
Ashwin got up from his place walked towards her held her both hands brought it to the chest and looked into her eyes.
Ashwin-- Sivaangi ma please di enna prechanai-nu sollu, ethume sollama ippadi irunthina naan enna di pannuven, enna ippadi kollatha di. Ennala nee illama irukka mudiyathunu unnake nalla theriyum. Nethu thane di engagement-eh aachu, please sivaangi ma innoru break-up ennalayum eduthuka mudiyathu unnalayum eduthuka mudiyathu-nu ennaku theriyum. Please di Please.
Sivaangi was not able to talk anything her lips and hands started to tremble, she didn't know what to do or what to say, she slowly removed her hand from his hold and looked down not knowing to decide what.
Sivaangi-- Venam Ashwin please purinjuko, oru vela namma kalaynam pannalum namba santoshama irukka mudiyathu please naan kenju ketkuren enna vitru.
Ashwin-- Namba kalayanam pannikita unnaku naan irukken, ennaku nee irukka ithuku mela enna di venum?? Namba rendu peru kalayanam pannalum santoshama irukka mudiyatha?
Sivaangi-- Irukka mudiyathu Ashwin athuthan naan sollitu irukken, please theiva senju move on ayitu vera nalla ponnu-ah kalyanam panniko enna vitru.
She spoke and walked away to her room upstairs, Ashwin and all were in utter shock at what just happened. Ashwin had just tears rolling down his cheeks and eyes he was just staring the way she left and stood. Shanthi amma came near him and tried to console him.
Shanthi amma-- Kavala padatha pa namba sivaangi thane, ava etho thappu-ah nenachitu pesura. ellame seri aagidum.
Ashwin-- Ava enna romba love pandra ma, avanala naan ellam illama irukka mudiyathu ippo yen ethanala ippadi pesura-nu ennaku puriyala theriyala.
Kumaran appa-- Vidu pa namba sivaangi thane.
Rakshan-- Aama da appa sonna maari namba sivaangi thane, ennaku nalla theriyum ava unna romba love pandra da ellame seri aaagidum don't worry.
Here on the other side sivaangi walked to her room upstairs, she entered her room locked the door and started to cry loudly and she sat beside the door leaning her head into the door and hiding her face into her two-leg knees. She was going through a very hard phase that some others wouldn't be able to imagine going through such a phase.
When she was just feeling happy and blessed that she has got everything ever she wanted in her life, there came a sudden hard wave that took away all her happiness along with the water making her stand without anything.
She didn't know what to decide, her happiness or his happiness. She thought that if she chooses to get her happiness and even after knowing the consequences if Ashwin admits to marrying her, even after all this in the future even if a second he would regret getting hooked to her, she knew that she would even die that day. So she didn't want to take risks and she wanted to see him happy and content even though it might hurt now, she thought day by day he will come to know in the future that she has done well for him.
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