lost motivation for the next few chapters which might be boring and hard to read but I promise you, I'm skipping like 3 months worth of her pregnancy and touring so it's shorter as I come up with new ideas, including Emma's pregnancy. thank you to that one person who always comments and messages me nice things, you know who you are!💕
this chapters...interesting. ;)
Eleanor Calder
My head was spinning. I didn't know what to expect. I lay face to face with Louis in our new hotel room bed, our bodies touching. The blue of his eyes look so good from this angle.
His hair was a mess from our pretty much sleepless bus ride. All night, we shared a single bed and whispered things to each other, I heard Emma and Abby both get up which was our cue to say we had been talking for way to long.
I found out some more stuff about him. In high school, he had a crush on a girl, but when he met Harry, he knew he was gay. He has 4 sisters, all younger. Lottie, Fizzy, Phoebe and Daisy, he's to only boy in his family.
He even told me about his dad. It was a sensitive subject but he trusted me. He told me that his dad had left his mom 10 days after he was born and his mom was only 18 when she had him. His fathers name was Troy; Louis full name used to be Louis Troy Austin until his mom married again to his stepdad Mark Tomlinson which Jay then changed his name to Louis William Tomlinson.
I told him I didn't have any siblings, I asked him what it was like to have 4 sisters. He didn't answer with much because he got along with his siblings, only because he wasn't there much because of the tours.
He sees them in the break they have, which isn't as much as he'd like to. We laid facing each other, our foreheads pretty much touching. We talked for hours. I finally understood him, and it made me like him even more. His smile was so cute, it lights up my whole world. I wanted to feel this, I know he trusts me, and I trust him. I finally understand him, I get him.
As we face each other, his lifts his head up a little so our noses brush together. I try not to smile at his little nuzzle, biting my cheek. We were so close, if anyone walked in, it would look like we were cuddling.
His hand reaches out and tucks hair behind my ear, my skin crawling and my chest tightens. It was a act that gave me butterflies. He shuffles closer if that's possible, looking down at my lips. "What were you saying?" I bite my lip and look down at his, suddenly I can't remember.
"I-I don't know, I forgot," he shrugs . I just nod, brushing out lips together. He finally closes the gap and our push together. He cups my jaw to keep the kiss longer. My heart and stomach fill with butterflies, my stomach jumping.
Our lips pull apart but join back in seconds, you can hear our lips smacking. A embarrassing amount of butterflies spread all over my body, his lips feeling amazing on mine. They were soft and indescribable. His teeth clamp down on my lip, pulling on it.
It takes everything in me not to moan. His hand slides down to my hip, resting it there for a few seconds before he grabs my thigh and hauls me to straddle his lap. He rubs my thighs slowly while our lips move together.
He's hands snake to my ass, giving it a squeeze. It just slipped out, a small moan. He inhaled at the moan, making my core throb. He pulls away and looks in my eyes, his bright blue eyes burn into mine. "One thing at a time," he whispers.
Make out.
I nod. "One thing at a time," I repeat in a whisper. He smiles, pushing my hips down so I sit on his lap, a bulge pressing onto my core which made my eyes widen and his lips part.
"Oops," he bites his lip.
"What's wrong?" I furrow my brows slightly.
"I'm hard," he grunts, looking down at me straddling his lap.
"Oh," I actually notice how hard he is. "I-I can get off-"
"No, don't," he shakes his head.
"Okay," I sit there. He sits back up and joins lips with me again, our lips smashing together again. Our lips smack again, the heat between my thighs getting more noticeable.
He pulls me down with him so he lays back down, I use one hand to move my hair out of the way. I arch my back so my ass is in the air and my stomach almost a touches his. He grabs my ass again, making me gasp yet again.
He moans into my lips, the throb becoming real now. He rolls us over so I was on the bottom, my arms wrapping around his neck instantly. We stay like this for a bit, our lips softly moving together with slow but loud smacks.
He makes a bee trail of kisses down my jaw, turning my head so he has better access. He starts to suck on my neck, making my eyes screw shut. I bite my lip and grunt as he runs his tongue all over the sensitive skin, still sucking on it.
I grab his hair and tug on it which instantly makes him bite down on my skin, making my lips part. I let out a small moan, and feel my heart thrash on my ribcage I was convinced it would shatter at this point.
"Louis," I whine as he pulls away and goes to another spot pretty much next to it, nipping it rather than sucking on it at this point. I screw my eyes shut and wrap my legs around his waist, squeezing my thighs together from the pool in my underwear from then uncontrollable throb.
He embeds a moan in my skin, leaving a bunch of hickeys that would be faint and a lot of them. I saw Abby's neck and holy shit, Niall went ballistic and sucked her neck like he was a vampire. They just look painful and I knew these hickeys wouldn't hurt, if not at all.
I roll us back over so he lays down and when I sit down on him, he gasps and breathes out heavily from the hardness in the crotch of his jeans. He grunts and grabs my hips again, my lips were parted because he could probably feel the throb coming from me and I could feel it from him.
I shift my hips which makes him screw his eyes shut and shakes his head with a whine. I get off his lap instantly which makes him sit up and undo his jeans. I bite my lip and cringe as he looks down at himself with his hands shaking as he holds his belt.
"Oh my fucking god," he whispers, standing up. "um...I-I'll be back," he chuckles nervously, locking himself in the bathroom. I nibble on my lip, reaching over to get my phone.
Abby Miller added you, Taylor Swift and Emma Rines to a group chat.
A: OMG OMG OMG ELLLLLLL!!!!
El: yeah?
Em: ARE YOU FR RIGHT NOW????
*Abby Miller changed the group name to; no boys, not even niall*
T: GIRLLLLLL
El: what?
A: WHAT JUST HAPPENED?????!!!!!!!!!!!
El: with?
T: WE HEARD NOT ONLY YOU BUT LOUIS MOAN!!!
Em: YEAH I HEARD IT TOO
El: um...he said to take one thing at
a time, making out was the first one
T: WHAT?
Em: HE WHt
A: AHHHH OMGGGG, COME HERE PLSSSSS
T: SHES GETTIN RAILED ;)
El: no, im not, not yet anyway.
i'll see you guys later, promise :)
Em: OOOOOH
A: GREAT
T: ;)
I roll my eyes and turn my phone off, biting my lip. I then grin to myself, burying my head in the pillow, giggling into it with my cheeks burning. Ooh, I haven't felt like this for ages.
I turn my phone on again, getting out my note pad app and write down a list of all the things you do in a relationship. I hear the shower turn on but it's not hitting anything meaning he wasn't in there.
Louis Tomlinson
No fucking way. There is no way in hell she just got me so hard to the point where it hurt and she couldn't even straddle me. The only other time I've been this hard was with Harry. I panicked, I ran to the bathroom so here I sat on the edge of the bath with my chest heaving.
I slide my hand into my boxers and as soon as I pull myself out, I gasp a whine. My tip was red and swollen, throbbing. I bite my lip and screw my eyes shut, even after wrapping my hand around my base.
As I slowly start stroking myself I drop my head and part my lips from the sort of pleasure coming from my hand. I speed up while tossing my head back, dropping my jaw and breathing out small quiet moans.
The last thing I need is for her to find out I'm so hard I needed to fucking wank. I've never been this embarrassed to be hard over someone since I took Harrys virginity.
The reason I'm not ready to be with a girl yet is because I've only ever been with Harry. I have been gay my whole life and I was not used to the females. I know about them and some stuff but never really paid full attention to learning about periods and shit.
She was going to teach me how to do stuff and as cringy as that sounds, I actually needed to learn about it. I liked her so much, that's half the reason I ended things with Harry, so if I were to get a hickey from her, he wouldn't call it cheating or anything. And besides, he's with Taylor so - I just need to stop thinking about it.
One thing at a time.
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GASP, HOLY SHIT IM SO GOOOD
i just came up with an idea
AND ITS INTERESTING HAHAHAHA
also happy new year guys. i have a feeling this years going to be another bad one *sigh* but n e way, have a good night, go partying but be safe with covid and stuff.
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