Adrian ran the brush gently through her hair grabbing the curler next to her. Her body felt bloated and fat. She couldn't tell him it would break his heart and hers. She couldn't stand to see the look on Omar's face when she told him she was pregnant. It had nothing to do with her being pregnant it had to do with one problem. The baby wasn't Omar's it was Ben's baby. Adrian hiccuped as she thought of Omar leaving her. Tears streamed down her face as she pushed her back up against the wall. How stupid was she? She got pregnant twice by the same guy two years and now here she was on her wedding day pregnant by some other guy's baby. Ben. The name sounded bitter to her. She had sex with the same guy who broke her heart and she cheated on the guy who loved her with alot of love. Now she was going to be alone surely after she told Omar he wasn't the father to her baby instead it was Ben."How could I do this?" Adrian asks herself as she throws her head against the wall letting the tears come down her face. The taste of salt and felt warm to her face making the tears slightly sticky to her face. Wipes them away instantly like its something she does everyday.
"Adrian are you going to get ready," a voice called from the other side of the door knocking briefly on the door.
"Yea I am coming," Adrian told her mom who was standing on the other side of the door looking at Adrian confused. Adrian's eyes were blood shot red and puffy making Cindy put her newly manicured hands over her mouth trying her hardest not to say anything to make Adrian mad.
"What happened?" Cindy asked in a careful as she walked toward Adrian running her fingers lightly over her swollen eye.
"I am fine mom," Adrian replys swatting her hand away from her face.
"Why were you crying?" Cindy asks putting her hands over her very curvy hips. Adrian pushes pass her.
"It was nothing," Adrian insists trying to out on her best fake smile, but her mom isn't buying it at all.
"Adrian Lee," Cindy demands looking at her daughter confused. "Why are you lieing to me you are my daughter. I know when you are upset now tell me what is going on. Right Now!" Cindy demands with anger rising in her voice making Adrian run into her old room and slam the door. Adrian truthfully wanted to run away from all of this. She wanted to leave like Amy did. When she ran to New York to be away from Ricky and John. Why couldn't she do that? She had to do that. Maybe it was best she did do that. Run away. Her brain kept telling her thoughts about marrying Omar. Would she be happy marrying Omar? Time would only tell. Adrian brushed her knees up to her chest sobbing harder. Only time would tell. Kept running through her brain those few words werr making her want to run away from this wedding. She would rather be a run away bride then be the bride getting married. She was young. "I have my whole life ahead of me," Adrian tells herself standing up. I have to leave. She grabbed a pad of paper and a ball point pen from the small compartment under the sink.
Dear Family,
Im sorry I cant get married. I left I am going on a journey something I should have done long ago, but now I am finally doing something that is right. For me. I hope to someday meet up with my family again. In the future. I am going somewhere far away. I know this isnt fair of me to leave Omar. I have to one day I will explain. I am running away from my fears. I couldnt face them like you always told me. I'm sorry for all of the trouble I have caused.
Love, Adrian Lee
Adrian stared at the note the longest time. Was she doing the right thing? All of these questions kept going through her head. Was she going to regret not leaving now while she had the chance? Adrian could rip up the note and marry Omar, but would she live a lie. She wanted to so badly rip up the paper and tell Omar she loves him. She couldn't. It would be a big fat lie. She didnt love him. She loved Ben. The man she should have been with in the first place. Not Omar. Not Ricky, but Ben. Ben. The name made her smile. It lit up her stormy days and made the rain clouds go away. She heard noise downstairs and ran down the flight of stairs and ran toward the door. She turned around slightly looking behind her. "Good bye," she whispered before opening the door and leaving this would be the last time she would see this house.
Grace's Apartment / California
Grace pushed through the giant piles of clothes she had all over the floor. Grace looked to see the perfect sparkly blue dress that laid in the corner of the room. Grace tip toes towards the dress. Her eyes sparkled as she looked at the perfect dress that she had been searching for. It felt like hours trying to find this dress and now she finally found it.
"Grace!" Grace smiled and then walked into the bedroom with a panic look on Jack's face making Grace frown.
"Whats going on?" Grace asks him. He takes a deep breath.
"Grace Adrian is gone," Jack slowly lets out. Grace covers her mouth with her small hand.
"What do you mean she is gone," Grace sobs letting out a couple of tears.
"They came home and she was gone only leaving a note saying she was leaving," Jack explains. Grace wipes away the tears and sniffles. He pulls her into an embrace. "I'm sorry," he whispers in her ear kissing the top of her head while she cried in his shoulder.
Abottle Restaurant/ New York
Adrian sat on a stool sighing as she looked around the deserted restaurant. "Would you like the bill miss," her waiter asked walking back up to her tall table. She nods her head with a sad look on her face. He walks away giving her a smile making her smile back at him.
"Adrian?" A voice asked from the front of the restaurant. Oh no it couldn't be Omar.
Adrian turns her head one way to see somebody she longed to see. She wanted to be wrapped up in his arms all night. He was the man she wanted to marry. Not Omar and not Ricky. She wanted Ben.
"Ben," she coughs out with a giant smile plastered on her face. She jumps off of the stool and runs up to him wrapping her legs around his waist.
"Adrian," he moans as she gave him a deep kiss on the lips. "I love you so much I am glad you didn't marry Omar," Ben confesses to her. Adrian smiles in the crook of his neck.
"I am glad I didn't either,"
"Adrian I am soo sorry it took be a long time to realize how much I love you," Ben smiles. Adrian wipes away a tear that starts coming down her face.
"I love you too and want to know something?" Adrian asks him with a smile that made him want to keep kissing her forever.
"What is it?" He asks her with a goofy smile.
"I'm pregnant," she let's out with a cheerful smile. A full out grin comes onto Ben's face.
"Wait really?" Ben asks with a giant smile. "Is it mine?"
"Of course its yours Ben," Adrian jumps down from Bens waist making Ben groan wanting her stay with him forever.
"Come here," Ben commands pulling her waist toward him and giving her a big deep kiss. "I love you and our baby,"
"Me too," Adrian puts her hand on her small belly. Ben puts his hand over hers.
"Forever?" Ben asks her.
"Forever,"
Amy and Ricky's Apartment
"Hey Amy come here," Ricky tells her from the living room. Amy walks into the living room with a big smile.
"I got them to sleep so be quiet," she whispers putting her hand over his mouth with a small giggle. He smirks pulling her hand off of his mouth.
"I need to ask you something,"
"What's that?" Amy asks from her spot next to the couch. Ricky smiles at her before pulling out a black velvet box from his pocket. Amys hand collapses over her mouth with a big aww. He takes her hand while getting on one knee.
"Amy I have loved you since the first time I saw. You are the most beautiful girl in the world and I would do anything for you. I am sorry for everything I have put you through and I hope you can forgive me. I also thank you for giving me three beautiful kids. I love you. Will you marry me Amy Juergens?" Ricky asks looking up at Amy who had tears escaping her eyes.
"Of course I will," Amy tells him jumping into his arms with a big smile. "I love you so much Ricky,"
"I love you too," Ricky says giving her a big kiss on the lips. "So when do you want to get married,"
"Not this again," Amy tells him with a serious face.
"I was kidding whenever you want I am not pushing after waiting an eternity I am not going to push you. I promise," Ricky promises her before smirking and giving her a kiss on her forehead.
"Okay you better not," Amy giggles. Ricky smiles.
"I won't," Ricky puts his hands in the air. Amy shakes her head before giving him a kiss on the lips.