Kay Pov
"I mean killing is all I know" I say
"Well you can be a cop" Shayla say making me look at her "or not"
"Trust I want to be legit but that shit really ain't in me" I say
"Why" Shayla ask
"If my kid want some I can go get that shit. I ain't finna have my boy wait til Friday on some shit" I say
"That's why you save and invest" Shayla say
I smacked my lips "that shit sound good but it ain't"
"But it is" Shayla say "you can be a big CEO. I see that for you"
"See that for who? I dropped out in the ninth grade" I say "well 10th cause I got enrolled" just didn't go
"Ninth grade? So what the hell did you do all day" Shayla ask
"Hustled" I say
Kayleigh: she's literally the cutest babymama you have !
This girl is just growing overnight at this point. I do miss her mean ass but both of us are too stubborn.
"You can always go back" Shayla say "just pause on the streets and focus on school and then maybe college"
"And how imma get paid" I ask "I got a million kids"
"I'm sure you have money saved" not much. When I was wanted and my apartment got trashed money came up missing. Fucking dirty ass pigs
BM #3: im hungry
"See this when I know my hoes getting out of line" I say showing Shayla the message
"Not both your kids hungry at the same time" my face covered in confusion and I looked at my phone
BM #2: tell them streets or that bitch to wait. im hungry
"You want to hear some" I say ready to confess
"What" Shayla ask
"I don't think I fucked Julissa" I lean back
Shayla looked at me "I know you just told me you dropped out and I also know that you're special, as in your dick and all but you need sperm and egg to get pregnant. You can't just get her pregnant off looks"
I laughed "Nah just sometimes I be way too high and I don't know what the fuck is happening. I know her granny was blocking like a bitch"
"Well, why are you claiming the baby" Shayla ask
"I'm not. I'm just not trying to make her lose it" which is weird. I really am trying to be a little better. I think and hope we have a boy but if it's a girl....
I feel like your kids always have to pay back your ways and if that's so my daughter is going to be so damn depressed. No way she'll be able to handle everything I put women through.
Imma teach Bryce right. Like don't be like me killing unnecessary people just kill people when you need to do that shit. Then like don't be fucking everything. It sound good but it really ain't
"I feel that" Shayla say "you need to go and get their food"
Stacks: issue
Me: wassup
Stacks: no more cleaning
Me: how much
Stacks: 30
I knew this was gone happen. I wasn't breaking this bitch down no more so now she don't wanna help. I couldn't let that much money go to waste. Hm I think I might know where I can clean my money
"I be back" I stand to my feet "well no I'm not but I'll see you later"
"Lock the door please" Shayla smile at me
"And I better see you at the baby shower" wasn't gone be right if all her friends was there. They already don't like me
Just a friend. I locked the door behind me.
I went to get some barbecue. I got them the exact same meal.
First I headed towards Julissa's place. As soon as I parked I grabbed her back and got out leaving my car on. I knocked on her door and her granny answered. She frowned at me
"Yo old ass don't even know me" I say
"Nigga" she started and I bumped right into her walking in the hose
I walked to Julissa's room "next time if that old hag ass hoe here don't tell me you hungry. She could've got you some food" I sit the bag on her bed
"How have you been" Julissa ask
She think we friends? "How you been? Well the baby"
"I'm due any second" she smile rubbing her stomach "hope my baby get your freckles"
"What are you having" I ask
"My family and I wanted to wait, is that okay with you" I nodded my head "can you maybe show your face at the baby shower"
Ugh. It's harder and harder to leave a perc alone when people keep wanting me to do shit I don't like "I could, when is it"
"Next Saturday" Ariana shit is next Saturday
"Alright" I say
"Thank you" she smile
"Send me the information" the least I could do is show up. Ariana ain't my only babymama.
"Okay" Julissa was all smiles. I nodded and walked out.
"Next time don't park in my driveway" old people annoy me
"Bitch fuck you" and I made sure I slammed the door. Fuck that hoe.
Then I headed to Ariana's place. Haven't talked to this fire breathing ass bitch in a hot minute. She drop my son off at my moms on Thursdays and I pick him up. One weekend I have him the next Jada. I'm surprised she texted me.
I got to her place and parked next to her car. I didn't have the spare on me so I just looked inside the window. Making sure that seat is where the fuck it's suppose to be.
I used my key and walked in. She was sitting on the couch. No makeup, no lashes, and no wig. She looked at me before putting her attention back on her TV. If I pull this bitch down then imma be wrong
"Here" I walk towards her and sit the bag in front of her.
"Thank you" she damn near whisper not taking her eyes off the TV.
"You not even watching this shit" I say
"How come I'm not" Ari ask looking at me
"Cause all this shit end the same" I say
"You have no idea" she roll her eyes at me
"Got some on your chest" I ask
"Nope" her phone went off and she picked it up. I watched smile and respond to whatever message.
I only laughed. "Enjoy your food" and I turned to leave
"It's something on the counter for you" she announce "the reason I really called you here"
I walked to the kitchen and saw a sheet of paper "I ain't paying this"
"But you are" Ari say never looking at me
"Who you texting" I ask
"None of your business" Ari say and I walked behind her. Facebook. She just want to see me pissed off
"And stop throwing slugs at me" she turned and looked at me
"Tell your fuck ass babymama to stop watching my page before she find herself on the blocklist" Ari say
"She ain't the one that told me" I say
"You a fuck ass lie" Ari say
I shrugged my shoulders walking to her fridge and opening it "you need to go shopping" I grab a water
"You need to grab that bill and see yourself out. Im not in the mood for you and your bullshit" Ari say
"Yeen even have to call me over here. I know you just want to see me" I say sitting next to her "you miss me"
She rolled her eyes not looking at me "not even a little bit"
I wrapped my arms around "I missed you"
"You don't miss me. You just want to sleep with me" I only laughed
"Here you go" I say
"Seriously I'm not in the mood for you and your ways" Ari say moving my arm "not talking to you is so peaceful"
"I give you peace" I say "that's yo reckless ass mouth. You think you can say whatever and I ain't gone say none back"
"Fuck that. You think you can do shit and I not say anything. That's why we will never work" if I sleep too long she got some to say. She'll never not have anything to say. "If I see you walk out of a bitch house you'll tell me it wasn't you"
She got me fucked up "Ariana you be confusing me with that other Nigga"
"You probably right" if I wasn't trying to get back on her good side I'll slap her right now
"Ight now if I get to assuming and do the things you do then I'll be wrong" I say
"Honestly I don't care what you do. You can start fucking animals and I wouldn't care" I only laughed because who says shit like that
"I only want you, you know that" I say putting my feet on her table
"Get your fucking shoes off my table" Ari say
I did as told. I reached in my pocket and pulled out the money I made today. I started counting it. "Here for your walls" I throw two stacks on the table
"I would say thank you but you did that shit" Ari say pulling her blanket up
"Did you get those shoes I sent with Bryce" I ask
"Yeah and I'm not saying thank you for that either because it's your child just as much as it's mine" I smacked my lips
"I ain't ask you I was just gone ask you was they cute" I ask
"You bought an unborn child some Jordans in a size 4c that's big as fuck but I expect something like that from you" Ari say
"That's the smallest size they had. I just wanted all my kids to have matching shoes" I say
"Oh that other bitch got some too" Ari ask
"You calling my maybe baby a bitch" I ask
"No" Ari say "just the mom"
"You don't even know her" I say
"And you can defend that bitch somewhere else" of course if the baby does come out to be mine then that disrespectful shit is dead. My babymamas gone get along like the Brady bunch.
"I'm not defending her" I say "who even told you about her"
"She did. She approached me" Ari say
"Why you didn't say anything" I ask
"What was there to say? You out here fucking anything with legs and not wearing condoms. Not only risking your life but mines as well" Ari say
"We wasn't together. We wasn't even together when you got pregnant" it's the truth
"But we never stop fucking! That's okay. I knew you was a nasty ass nigga from the start" Ari say "red flag ass"
"Y'all just run with that shit" I'm tired of hearing it. It's been all over social media like we get it y'all learned something new.
"Yeah like you run with everybody's niceness" I rolled my eyes
"You so shady for what" I ask "you know you forgive me so drop the act"
"I do forgive you but I'm not on your dick anymore. You want them hoes they can have you" Ari say "you ain't finna stress me out"
"What hoes" I scrunch my face up "you don't even know why you mad"
"I'm not mad. You trapped me with a baby because your ex got pregnant. Which means you still feel some type of way about her" I will always love Jada. I did feel some type of way about her being pregnant
"Ariana you not even understanding" I say
"Well what" Ari ask facing me "and if you about to give me bullshit then save it"
"I wasn't jealous but she was rubbing it in so I did it but I'm certain you was already pregnant" I say "that shit was after Valentines Day"
"It don't matter" Ari say
"But it does" I say "I been wanting you to have my kids and I did go about the wrong way. I do apologize bout that part but you was risking it letting me raw dog anyway"
"Whatever. You'll never see a problem in the shit you do" Ari say
"I just fucking apologized" I say
"Okay and" Ari say "you shouldn't have did that hoe ass shit in the first place"
"Okay maybe you right" I agree "but the baby coming regardless"
"And I've accepted it" Ari say "I'm honestly over all that shit. Like I said you're going to do whatever you want and I have to accept that"
"Nah I want to be with you" I say
"No you don't" how the fuck she gone tell me what I want
"You mad weird" I say
"You mad disrespectful" I smiled. I love it when she talk like me
"You realize Yeen finna have another nigga up in here" and you can take it how you want. I been good with Ari and she know that. I did have a few lil mess ups but my good outweigh my bad and she need to know that
"I'm getting my locks changed" just for her to give me another key?
"When has that stopped me before" I laugh "I'll give you your key back. Ain't no door gone stop shit"
"Can you just leave me alone? You know you don't want to be with me" Ari say
"Why I don't" I ask "I'm in love with you"
"Fuck that. You just don't want me with anybody else" Ari say
"Well obviously not if I love you" I say
"Then why do you do the shit you do" Ari ask
"I really don't know" I shrug "my intentions be good though but yeen finna act like I just do you down bad"
"You don't but when you do me bad it's bad" Ari say "you feed me lies on a daily. It's not cool"
"Ariana no the fuck I do not" she really making me seem like I'm a bad person and I ain't
"How many bitches have you fucked since we been broken up" How did I know she was gone ask that?
"We ain't broken up so zero" I shrug
"We are broken up" Ari say
"No we ain't" I say
"Yes we are" Ari say
"No we ain't" I repeat
"I ain't finna argue with you" Ari say
"I know right bae" she started laughing not taking me serious
"You a clown" Ari say
"I do want to be with you" and I do.
"Actions speaks louder than words" I do believe Ari wants to be with me and I do want to be with her but I do be fucking up
"Ight" I nod
"Friends" she put her hand out
"Fuck that shit. Yeen finna be fucking on nobody" I say
"Don't expect me to do something you don't do" Ari say
"I ain't fucking nobody" I say "and that's facts"
"Whatever" Ari say
"I'm serious. I'll show you" I say
"Okay" Ari say
"You believe me" Watch she say something so rude
"Not at all" Ari shrug "but I wouldn't take anybody serious while I'm pregnant so you got a few months to prove yourself to me"
"And then" I was asking about what happen after she have the baby
"To the streets" she laugh but I ain't find shit funny
"I'll spin the block again and again" and that's a promise "blood on your hands"
"You not about to keep threatening me with that shit" Ari say
"You know I'm being serious" I say "I really want to be with you"
"Them hoes know that" she is annoying now. When have I ever hid Ari from a hoe? Maybe his a hoe from Ari but never the other way
"Didn't I just tell you ain't no damn hoes" I say
"Anyway" she scroll on her phone "look at me"
She showed me another maternity picture. How many she gone take?
"That's cute" I say "you was naked"
"Yeah" Ari say
"Yo arch is sexy" I smile "that's how you got pregnant"
She grabbed her phone "it's always you"
"Send me that" I say
"No" Ari answer
"Wow" This bitch is mean. Like why do I like her?
"Because I know you gone post it and I don't want no drama with your hoes" What hoes?
"Ain't like you gone see it since I'm blocked" I say
"I still see your stuff" she be watching my page "like the dumb shit you post"
"Like the dumb shit you post" she give a show everyday. Jada be sending me that shit. I'm not gone admit it to this fire breathing ass bitch though.
"Like I said tell Jada to stop running my business" she grabbed the bag of food and opened it sitting it in her lap. I picked my phone up and yawned sitting back on the couch "do not go to sleep"
"I ain't. I just want to chill with you" I say
That was the initial plan but I was tired and eventually I was sleep.
Ari POV
"Ari please" Trent plead
"Stop" I cover my ears but it seems as though he got louder "please Trent please stop"
"Ari please" he continued to plead and I watched myself shoot him again and again "why? After everything we've been through"
I did this. I took a life "I'm sorry"
"Kyle always told your ass not to take a life. Once you in you in. You willingly to throw everything away about a Nigga that's worth nothing" he laugh and I shot him again. It was a loop. It kept happening over and over
I woke up sweating. I removed my head from Kay's shoulder. Everyday it's the same dream. I can't keep picturing that. His pleading is what gets me the most. I don't know how People can just take a life and come home like everything is okay. Maybe it's the fact I haven't talked to anybody about it. Who could I talk about it to?
Kay thinks I'm overreacting and that it was nothing so she's out of the equation.
I can't tell Madison because she's been trying to get in touch with Trent plus we still aren't talking. I'm going crazy with my thoughts.
I rubbed my stomach and laid my head back. How am I tired? I did absolutely nothing.
Pressure started building up in my stomach and I closed my eyes. After every nightmare my stomach starts hurting and well I have no choice but to sit through it. "Mm" I groan rubbing circles in my stomach
Katorah opened her eyes before stretching "you on my hair" I raised up and she looked at me "fuck wrong with you"
"Nothing" I say
"I'm looking at you" Kay yawn "yo stomach hurt"
"Just a little" I already been to the doctor about it before. I would like to say the healthcare system is ass. I always get sent home no matter what the fuck I tell them. They be sure to send me that High ass bill though.
Kay leaned back on couch kicking her shoes off before laying back "come here" only because I'm in pain. We still not cool. I laid between her legs and she put her hand under my blanket and started rubbing my stomach. Her other hand massaged my thigh and for some reason the pressure started to subside "I'm some like a pro"
I couldn't boost her ego though even though it was feeling amazing "all the babymamas you got, you should know a trick or two" and with that I closed my eyes. I know since I forgave her I need to stop bringing it up but I can't. It seems like everybody got a piece of someone I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my days with.
Knowing that'll never fucking happen. Kay can't be tied down.
This time I was actually able to sleep. That's never been a problem for her though. She always knows how to put me to sleep
I woke up and Kay was gone, typical. At least I was able to get some rest. I warmed the food up she bought me and then picked up my ringing phone
"Hello" I answer
"What you doing bitch" Tae ask
"Nothing just about to eat" I say
"Bet. I'm on the way" Tae say
"Alright" I say
"Bye" and we hung up. I sat my phone down on the counter and for some reason a smile danced on my face.
"Time to eat" I rub my stomach "guess what" I look down "I think you're a boy but I also think you're a girl" I giggle "what are you" my stomach started moving "oh you trying to tell mommy" I smile "give me two kicks for a girl and three for a boy" and I got one kick "okay lil alien"
Me, Ariana Fletcher, about to have a beautiful baby? I'm scared but nevertheless I'm ready for my baby. I already have the names for a both a boy and a girl. Now I just have to wait and see.
**
Tae had brought me to dinner and who was I to deny my child of a nice free meal?
"You been good" Tae ask
"A little stressed but okay" I shrug
"Stressed behind what you had told me" Tae ask
"Um" I need this "Trent" I pick my nails
"He still haven't been found" Tae ask
"He's um" maybe if I talk about it then I can stop with all the nightmares. Just be able to let it out without being judged for having feelings "Trent is dead" I let out
Tae started coughing and quickly picked his water up "huh"
"I killed him" I look into his eyes
"Stop playing like that" I wiped my tear "omg you aren't playing!"
"Listen when I was gone and I told y'all the man kidnapped me it was Trent. One thing lead to another and I killed him. I didn't have a choice" I did! I had a choice. Kay should have never took me to begin with "I swear Tae I didn't mean to"
He wrapped his arms around me and allowed me to cry "I am so sorry" I just continued to cry.
For some reason I feel like Ari shouldn't have told Tae about killing Trent
The next chapter is on y'all, regarding the gender of the baby! Just know I gave y'all what y'all wanted, per usual 😊
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