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By CloudyCrowxx

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!!UPDATED COVER ART!! ⚠️Warning⚠️ please do not read if you are triggered by: Themes of depression Anxiety... More

Introduction to my book :)
-The void 😟-
-Motherinnit-
-The voices-
-The voices pt. 2-
-Maldaptive daydreaming disorder-
-Ana, friends, and panic-
-Ana, friends, and panic pt. 2-
-Arson... pog?-
-Fundy art from last chapter-
-Memory loss-
-Why do I want to be hurt?-
-Fly like a bird-
-What do you mean it's not normal??-
-Ranboo?-
-Ana, friends and panic pt.3-
-Ayup loves, new book? + Important thing-
-Fingers-
-All in my head-
-Clementine (for those 50 of you/srs)-
-Deadline-
-Offline-
-Hes back-
-A/n skip if you want but pls read-
-Im sorry I lost it-
-Warm hugs-
-Red looks pretty on me-
-Red looks pretty on me (continued...)-
-Fingers pt.2-
-Spirits-
-Scrappy acquaintances-
-To the people I've let down-
-To the people Ive let down pt.2-
-Catbur (100k fluff (:)-
-Rabid-
-A Poem to the clouds-
-Sweet dreams!-
-Talk to me-
-Too much-
-Mini golfing is for lonely people-
-Fireworks-
-Grown ups scare me-
-You're just like me-
-Its my turn to die-
-Althea-
-Empty house empty bed-
-Night out, lights out-
-Eternal life is not a gift its a curse-
-Thats a wrap (A/N)-

-Insanity-

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By CloudyCrowxx

Art creds today: peppermint_cuddle on instagram (:

Requested: nope
Character: Tommyyyyy
Setting: Logstedshire, random forest, the room where it happened/j (but there is a spooky room)

TWS for this chapter include:
• Abuse, physical and mental
• Crying
• Blood and injury
• Somewhat derealization/ hallucinations
• Implied sewerslide

A/N: AYYY 3/4 CHAPTERS, ONLY ONE LEFT. BEWARE THIS ONE IS A BIT FUCKED UP AS IS THE NATURE OF C!DREAM SO BE WARNED. ALSO... I MADE ART FOR THIS. TECHNICALLY I MADE THE ART THEN WROTE THIS BECAUSE OF IT BUT YES. THAT'LL BE AT THE END

ENJOY (:

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|*~Tommy POV (3rd person)~*|

"please stop... Dream.."

Tommy sat in the corner, weak and vulnerable. Blood sticking his hair together and a broken lamp shining on him.

"No Tommy. You deserve this for trying to run away."

Tommy hid his head in his knees with his arm out to block. He flinched at Dreams malicious tone

"Now.. i'm going to leave you here for as long as you misbehave, as long as you're good, you'll get out soon enough."

That was a lie. Dream wasn't going to let him out.

"But Dream no! You cant leave me here all alone.. please! I'll be good!"

"Prove it." He said before shutting the door and locking it.

Tommy stumbled over to the door and started fiddling with the doorknob in a panic

"No.. no.. no... there's gotta be a way out.. no.. NO! YOU CANT LEAVE ME IN HERE DREAM! YOU CANT LEAVE ME IN HERE.."

He shouted breaking down. Knees hit the floor but he didn't care how much it hurt.

"please..."

Quiet sobs wracked his body, he buried himself in his blood stained sweater.

It was so quiet, no sounds could get out, none could get in.

The only sound being that of poor Tommys cries and pleas, and the drip of the water in the corner of the room.

"please..."

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|*~Tommy POV (1rst person)~*|

It was the early afternoon and I had just woken up. I didn't get much sleep last night due to the relentless thunder. It sounded like the sky was screaming for help.

I'm not sure what i'm going to do today. I guess probably wait for Dream. He should be here soon.

I don't want to stand so I sit on the beach. The waves are calming but they also make me sad. I mean, you'd be sad too if your best friend exiled you and you had to look into the vast emptiness of everything you love and care for being torn from your grasp while also having to stomach the pressure of being good enough for anyone's standards because everyone hates you.

😊

drip. drip. drip.

I guess not everyone hates me. There was Dream, but he sometimes got angry, and scary. And I don't like when he's angry, cause it usually means I've done something wrong. I cant help it, but i'm trying to be a good friend. Me and Dream are friends right? D€NT T£¥^UST
H]{M (Dont trust him)

Who said that?! Maybe I should take a walk..

Oh! And of course Ghostbur. We're pals. Lads on tour! You know?

Speaking of ghostbur, I see him picking a red flower from across the field. Odd, he hasn't been here in a while. But i'm so happy to see him..

1T$ N@7T H/M (it's not him)

Excuse me? Is someone there? Eh oh well. I wave to ghostbur but he just looks at my direction and walks the other way. Hmm... maybe he didn't see me. So I followed him.

drip. drip. drip.

When he saw me following he only floated away faster.

"Ghostbur! wait!" I shouted after him

I don't understand why he's running..

Everytime I got closer he would look back and speed up again. He was dropping the flowers he was collecting from before. All of them were red. Isn't ghostbur's thing blue?

5DR34M$ F&<L(T (Dreams fault)

Ah! What the fuck? Now i've heard it 3 times.. I cant be imagining things..

I shake it off and look up to realize i've lost track of ghostbur. And i'm in the woods.. like the ones i'm not supposed to be in..

Oh god! Dreams gonna be so mad, ugh I'm so stupid how could I get lost??!

"Tommy... what did I say about wandering off..?"

I froze.

drip. drip. drip

"I-I'm sorry Dr-Dream I didn't mean to.. I just got-"

"-Lost?" He replied

"Yes.. I-I- I was following ghosbur and-"

"Ghostbur? Ghostbur hasn't been here in weeks. You're probably going crazy"

Maybe I was.. i'm hearing things now i'm seeing things too..

"Tommy, you know what this means right?" He said, I could feel his glare through the mask

"Y-yes Dream.."

We walked back to logstedshire where dream made a pit in the ground for me to drop my stuff in

He blew it up as I covered my ears.

Man. I hate tnt

drip. drip. drip

Then.

He slapped me.

I clutched my face with my hands as I fell to the ground with the force of his hit. Tears pricked my eyes as I looked up at him. He was so tall and intimidating, his constant smile only made it worse.

He yanked me up off the ground by the collar of my shirt. I scratched and clawed at his hand, trying to get free. Then I bit him. With a yelp of pain he dropped me. I scrambled off the ground and began running, I don't know where to, just away from him...

H3'$ N@7T W/~|O Y<>U T)1!NK H3 1$ (he's not who you think he is)

This made me trip. I lost my guard, now i'm screwed.

drip. drip. drip.

"Tommy.. Tommy Tommy Tommy, what am I going to do with you..?"

Fuck.

drip. drip. drip

He grabbed my arm and dragged me to a bedrock room.. How did he even get this here..?

When he opened the door, all there was was a wooden table with a lamp on it.

drip. drip. drip

I was still struggling against dreams grasp but he was much stronger than me.

He threw me forwards into the table, it knocked over the lamp which shattered on the floor and cut my skin.

drip. drip. drip

Dream stepped forwards grabbing the table and smashing it against the wall. He held the broken table at me like a warning.

drip. drip. drip

I looked past him to see the door was open, he must have noticed me looking at it because when I tried to run out he pushed me over and sent a swift kick to my stomach. I toppled over in pain.

drip. drip. drip

As he continued to smash the table I crawled into the corner and hid.

drip. drip. drip

He looked to me again breathing heavily.

"please stop... Dream.."

"No Tommy, you deserve this for trying to run away"

Now I sit in the corner.. listening to the drip of the water from the other side of the room

drip. drip. drip.

for hours.

I look to the broken glass on the floor from the slowly dying lamp.

There's only one way out of this hellhole.

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1116 words

Uhhh... sorry?

Yk I actually really like this chapter even though it's like awful what actually happened wise, but yeah!

I said I had art so here ya go:

!!BLOOD WARNING!!






BIGGGG SHOES, BUT ALSO SAD ☹️

(Ik the hand is flipped, I can't fix it ))): )

I'd also just like to explain one thing, ghostbur was a hallucination Dream sent specifically for Tommy because he knew that would happen. And ghostbur had red flowers because it's not really him

Anyways that's about it (:

I love you guys, you are appreciated and cared for <33
I hope you're having a great day/night/whatever time it is for you
here's an optional hug headpat or handshake
And some blue: 🌹🥀🥀🥀🥀🌹

/j (🦋🐳🦋🦕🦋🐬)

-Crow 🎩

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