After seeing Zhou Jingze off, Xu Sui thought a lot. She is a passive person. Xu Sui dares not be with him again.
Because Xu Sui had insomnia all night before, she turned pale and had a blue eyes when she got up the next day, so she had to wear light makeup to go to work.
Throughout the morning, Xu Sui was a little sleepy when he sat down. Finally, he went to the bathroom to wash a cold water face before cheering up.
At noon, Zhao Shuer took Xu Sui to the hospital canteen for dinner together. Xu Sui made a seaweed egg soup, roasted spareribs, fried pork with green peppers, and a portion of seasonal vegetables.
Xu Sui lowered his head and drank soup. He found that Zhao Shuer was always staring at his mobile phone and forgot to eat.
She reminded with a smile, "What are you looking at? Do you have a boyfriend in your mobile phone?"
Zhao Shuer recovered and said with a smile, "No! Recently, I have been obsessed with a model. I always look at her every day. She is really too royal and fascinated me. She is so beautiful and has a cool personality. Hey, I read her social webpage every day, and I have been about to bend by her.
"Who is it?" Xu Sui lowered his head and bit a bean.
"Nuo, let me show you if she is particularly beautiful. She is a popular model abroad. It seems that she is going back to China to develop. She also has a lot of fans in China and is very popular."
Xu Sui casually raised his eyes and fixed his eyes when he saw the woman on the mobile phone screen.
As if a key switch had been triggered, the deliberately sealed memory in my mind was turned on.
Xu Sui suddenly remembered the smell of perfume of pine girls in the air in that extremely sultry summer.
And Ye Senin said confidently as he tore the yogurt lid, "We weren't together because he said he didn't want to lose me."
When the camera turned, it cut until Xu Suiming knew the answer clearly and asked him abusedly, "Have you liked her before?"
Zhou Jingze nodded and said, "Yes."
Zhao Shuer is still talking about Xu Sui's new idol:
"She has a really amazing sense of lens. She looks good and wears everything. Remember the last time FG's new model was launched, it was because she wore to Paris for a show, which led to the robbed of this series of-themed clothes. Moreover, as soon as she returned to China, she took three luxury endorsements, five product endorsements, and invested in Ye Senining. It's not a loss."
Xu Sui's ears were like tinnitus, making a buzzing sound and he couldn't hear anything. She lowered her head mechanically with white rice, feeling that it didn't taste anything. Finally, she ate half a bowl of rice and didn't eat it anymore.
During the noon break, Xu Sui stayed in the office, took out his mobile phone, searched Ye Sening on the Internet, and several relevant links popped up on the webpage.
"Model Ye Sening returned triumphantly from Paris and intends to develop in China."
"Ye Sening's first thing to go back to China was to register on Weibo and increase fans by five million overnight."
"Ye Sening's mysterious relationship."
Compared with the past, Ye Sening is more beautiful. She has become a star from a famous model.
Xu Sui held his mobile phone and clicked on a video interview about Ye Sening. In the picture, the reporter asked, "Do you have the will to return to China for development?"
"Yes."
"Why did you make the decision to go back to China?"
The magnesium light flashed at Ye Senin. She didn't blink at all. She turned her head and thought for a moment and said:
"On the one hand, it is the need for career development, and the domestic fashion culture has been developing steadily."
Ye Sening said, his words turned around and smiled, "Besides, my relatives and friends have always been in China. I have always wanted to come back, plus some important things to deal with."
Xu Sui closed the following interview before he finished reading it. She lowered her eyelashes and thought, isn't it good? Anyway, she pushed Zhou Jingze away and made it clear to him.
What Ye Sening wants has nothing to do with her.
In the afternoon, when Xu was sitting in the clinic, he suddenly received a text message from a strange number:
[Xu Sui? I'm Ye Sening. It took a little effort to get your number. I don't know if you have time. I want to talk to you about something.]
Xu Sui's eyelashes trembled and edited in the dialog box: I have nothing to talk to you about, and Zhou Jingze is not with me.
After typing, she clicked Enter to delete it, dragged Ye Senin's message into the draft box, and finally replied nothing.
Not long after, Bai Yushi called and said, "Xu Sui, you dropped an earring in my car that day. I happened to be working near here. I'll give it back to you when you get off work?"
"Okay, thank you, professor." Xu Sui said.
At 6 o'clock, Xu Sui got off work on time. She took off her white coat and saw Zhou Jingze's WeChat message an hour ago when she took out her mobile phone. He asked:
[What do you want to eat? I'll pick you up after work.]
Xu Sui was a little powerless when he saw this sentence. He felt that everything he had done was like punching cotton, which could not shake him at all.
For many things, she knows that she is sluggish and greedy for gentleness, and she is not straightforward at all. Compared with worrying about gains and losses because of Ye Senin, Xu Sui willingly detoured this road.
She hates competition.
Very annoying.
Her eyelids trembled and she sent a message to Zhou Jingze word by word: [After thinking about it for a long time, I found that the two of us were not suitable. Don't contact me again in the future. Really, I have someone I like now.]
The message was sent successfully after a few seconds. After a long time, Zhou Jingze didn't send any more messages.
Xu Sui didn't look at his mobile phone anymore. He directly put it in his pocket and picked up his bag and walked out of the gate of the hospital.
Downstairs, Xu Sui pushed open the revolving glass door of the outpatient building and went straight out. A piercing cold wind blew. She subconsciously buried her face in a scarf and was looking for gloves from her bag when she heard a exclamation from the people next to her.
A little girl pulled the adult's sleeve and her voice was surprised: "Mom, it's snowing!"
Xu Sui paused and looked up. It snowed for the first time.
The first snow of this year came late, so that passers-by were so excited to see it and shouted "It snowed".
The snowflake was small, like fluff and transparent crystal. Xu couldn't help stretching out his hand to pick it up. The snowflake fell on the palm of his hand, melted in an instant, and water fell from between his fingers.
Xu Sui waited at the door for a while. Bai Yushi appeared not far away with an umbrella.
When Bai Yushi walked to Xu Sui, he reached out and brushed the snow particles on the collar and said with a smile, "As soon as I came to Beijing on a business trip, I caught up with the snow."
"After all, it won't snow in Hong Kong, so you're right to come here." Xu Sui said.
"Really?" Bai Yu said.
Xu Sui's words reminded him of someone, a messy little girl, flexible and charming, with a pair of black eyes full of firmness:
"It will snow on Nathan Road one day!"
Unfortunately, it is fleeting.
Bai Yushi changed the topic and stood at the door with Xu Sui for a few words. The two talked and laughed about the interesting things they had encountered. Xu Sui listened carefully. Occasionally, he smiled at the corners of his mouth. When he turned his head, Yu Guang inadvertently caught a glimpse of a familiar figure.
What Zhou Jingze wants to do is to go to the end.
The only way he can give up is to break his self-esteem again.
She looked at Bai Yushi again, raised her eyelashes, and her voice was a little hoarse: "Professor Bai, didn't you say you could come to you if I was busy with anything to the exhibition that day? I..."
Zhou Jingze looked at the scene in front of him and thought that if his life could write an autobiography, his most wonderful part must belong to this day.
Throughout this afternoon, Zhou Jingze stayed at Dongzhao International Airlines.
He sat in a spacious and empty conference room, and no one received him. Only Xiao Zhang from the front desk will give her some gadgets from various countries when Zhou Jingze landed on weekdays, and usually takes good care of her. She took the initiative to pour him a glass of water.
Zhou Jingze sat there and watched the drops of water adsorbed on the wall of the disposable cup until the steaming cup slowly cooled down.
How much did the old employer attach to him in the beginning and treat him coldly now.
Zhou Jingze sat there and waited for more than two hours. The people in the investigation department and his former immediate superior came late.
"Jingze, I'm sorry, your business has been delayed for a long time, and now the result has come out." The boss turned the tip of the pen and put a contract under his elbow.
Zhou Jingze sat up a little straight and said calmly, "It's okay, you talk about it."
"After investigation by the company's specially approved investigation department, it was found that on the way from Toronto to Beijing, the CA7340 international flight you operated by you defied the rules and disciplines, and also violated the relevant regulations of the pilot and captain, almost causing casualties among passengers. The company is right to you. According to the bad reputation impact caused by international airlines, Captain Zhou Jingze was officially dismissed on November 20, 2020 and will never be hired. At that time, we will send emails within the company and report the results in the industry.
"The company will not pursue your financial compensation if it is mindful of your hard work and efforts in the past."
The leader bowed his head and thought about the company's decision. He didn't dare to look at Zhou Jingze.
After saying that, the air was dead.
After so many years of efforts, one sentence can be easily erased, and in the end, a crime has been deducted on you.
He has nothing to say.
Every former colleague and leader of Zhou Jingze here knows him. He is frivolous and proud, but he has the ability in the sky.
Termination of employment and industry notification are devastating blows.
Zhou Jingze's flying life may stop here.
Obviously, there is a bright future, but when he was less than thirty years old, the proud son of heaven was frustrated and the proud star fell.
Just when everyone thought Zhou Jingze would lose his temper or make a scene. He pulled the corners of his mouth, raised his eyelids and asked:
"Have you finished talking?"
The leader thought it was a prelude to the storm, and there was a moment of panic in his heart: "Say... it's over."
"That's right. I have something else to do. Let's go first."
Zhou Jingze got up, with a traceless expression on his face, as if it were nothing to do.
His back was straight and wide, as if he had never bowed his head.
When he got to the door of the conference room, Zhou Jingze remembered something and looked around the conference room quietly with a pair of dark eyes.
In this conference room, he has been here countless times, has received medals of all sizes, and has also been criticized by leaders with colleagues.
He looked at the small paper plane in a group of models next to the conference board. It was the first time he flew into the sky since he came to the company, carrying the life and safety of the passenger on his shoulder, and successfully landed.
So he folded a small paper plane with the leaflet on the plane and put it there.
Tell yourself to live up to your original aspiration.
Zhou Jingze inserted his pocket alone, habitually raised the corners of his lips, looked at his colleagues who had been in trouble together in the past, and laughed word for word:
"Goodbye, everyone."
After saying this, Zhou Jingze left. When he arrived in the corridor, the leader chased him out and stopped him.
The leader handed Zhou Jingze a cigarette and sighed, "I believe you won't do such a thing, but the voice recorder (the tape recorder recording the cockpit of the plane) and the monitoring all prove that you made a wrong decision. As for the co-pilot Li Haoning, he insisted that he was listening on the plane. I took your instructions."
"Okay, it's okay. Thank you for your care and tolerance in the past, Lao Zhang." Zhou Jingze took the cigarette and laughed at a moment.
When Zhou Jingze walked out of Dongzhao International Airlines Building, the warm arc of the sunset just stayed on the tall building with the corner of the raised five-star red flag.
From the ground, Dongzhao Airlines' four bronzing characters suddenly appeared in front of us.
The far right point of the word "aircraft" is made of a small golden plane pattern, which still shines in the setting sun.
Zhou Jingze stood there quietly and looked at it.
Take a look less.
This building carries all the pain and glory of his past.
From today on, it will be zero together.
"You should know that when he was a young man, Ling Yunzhi was once the first-class in the world."
I don't know why Zhou Jingze suddenly remembered this sentence.
In the end, Zhou Jingze withdrew his sight and held the cigarette that the leader had just handed him.
He smiled, put his backhand in his ear, copied his pockets with his hands, and left Dongzhao. The sun dragged Zhou Jingze's back for a long time until the last light disappeared.
Zhou Jingze walked alone in the cold wind. The wind made him unable to open his eyes. He took out his mobile phone and sent Xu Sui a text message asking her what she wanted to eat?
Halfway through, Zhou Jingze met someone selling sugar and fried chestnuts on the way. He went over and bought one.
At the next intersection, the sunset had completely disappeared, night had fallen, the lights on the street, and the aroma of baked cream bread on the road.
Zhou Jingze looked up and saw that there was a long queue at the intersection of a bakery, which mainly sells pineapple buns.
He put the fried chestnuts with sugar in his pocket, walked over and lined up.
If you like someone, although his mood has reached the bottom, he is still willing to buy your favorite pineapple buns and fried chestnuts with sugar.
Zhou Jingze came to the gate of the hospital where Xu Sui went to work with a mixed mood. He suddenly felt a little tired. He planned to tell her what had happened before and hug her.
On his way to Xu Sui, there was a faint cluster of fire in his heart. As a result, when he saw the scene in front of him, the glimmer in his heart completely went out.
Bai Yushi bent down and was wearing earrings affectionately for Xu Sui. After that, his thumb pressed her forehead and gently hooked her hair that fell in front of her behind her ear.
It turned out that nodding his forehead intimately and hooking her hair were not his exclusive movements alone.
Zhou Jingze squinted at each other's smiles on the bottom of their eyes, and the cold snowflakes hit their eyelids and never moved. The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and it was piercing and colder. He felt that his fingers were frozen and stiff, and he couldn't say a word.
Because he was afraid that the fried chestnuts with sugar would turn cold, Zhou Jingze had been putting them in his pocket, and there were pineapple buns that had just come out for the best taste.
It seems that she doesn't need it anymore.
After learning this conclusion, Zhou Jingze threw the two things in the garbage can aside, and then turned around and left. His shoulders were dyed dark by snow, and then his black back disappeared in the ice and snow.
The wind blew, lying in the plastic bag containing two things in the garbage can made a "clattering" sound, and then was forgotten there.