I pull up to the restaurant a little nervous because there is always paparazzi following me and I don't want them to destroy my evening with Court.
When I can't see any paparazzi I finally get out of the car and thank my driver.
I can see that Court couldn't wait for me to come so see is already eating her food.
J: Hey! I guess you couldn't wait for me huh?
C: I'm sorry, I have been waiting for 20 minutes and you didn't come so I started.
J: Haha, well I couldn't find the right shoes for tonight.
C: That's so you Jen, haha.
Waiter: Hi, could I get you something ma'am?
J: Yea, I would like some Enchiladas and sparkling water.
Waiter: Okay, we will come out with your food soon!
J: Okay ty!
You could see on the waiters face that he was nervous. I mean I would be too if you are taking orders from a celebrity.
My food tastes amazing, I just live Mexican so much.
Me and Court just sit and talk for a while about Coco and job things. Then we I see someone I thought I whorls never see again.
I went to the bathroom immediately and looked the door. I sat down to think what I was gonna do.
It's gonna be okay, I kept telling myself but I know that I the paparazzi sees ur together we will be everywhere and they will probably come up with some shit that we are dating.
When that came to mind I started crying I didn't want this to happen all over again. I don't want him in my life, he hurt me forever and I will not let it happen again.
I stood up to grab a couple of tissues to wipe away my tears. I tried my best to fix my makeup but you could still see that I had been crying.
I took a deep breath and unlocked the door, it was a lot harder then what I thought it would be because I knew what was waiting.