January 8, 2021
Ari POV
"Okay so I have all your favorites lined up" Creed say "seafood, ice cream, a nap, and then we can go to the movies or watch the stars or both. Whatever you want to do"
I was starting to feel bad and I honestly don't deserve Creed. She's being so nice to me and I woke up in the bed with Kay. I went over to her mom's just to cuddle. I just feel like she's the only person that can understand how I feel. We both lost our baby.
"That's so nice Creed" I smile
She handed me the flowers she been holding "I'm sorry I accidentally dropped them coming up. The damn elevator is damn"
"The elevator is down" I ask
"Yeah I took the stairs. I was about to turn around but I didn't want to do you like that" Creed say making my smile get better
"I would've did myself like that" which is true them a lot of damn stairs
"You worth it" she smile and I wrapped my arms around her neck.
"You too nice. Just tell me now if you have a wife and a few kids somewhere" I'm joking but then again I want to know the answer
"I just like you" Creed say wrapping her arms around my waist. She smells so good "how are you feeling today" she tried to end the hug but I continued holding her
"A little longer" I mumble not wanting to let her go. Creed has been here as much as I allow her to be and I appreciate it a lot. I finally let her go and she handed me the flowers and I pecked her lips "thank you Creed. Not just for the flowers or this day you have planned but for everything else" for one she was dealing with my pregnancy hormones and then she has been giving me my space but not too much space.
"Of course baby" Creed peck my lips "you ready"
"Yeah let me just get my purse" I turned with the flowers in my hand. I sat them on the counter and then grabbed my purse.
I locked my place up and she grabbed my hand and led me to the stairs. She better be lucky she's cute because this walk is just a no.
We finally got to her car and I was tired as fuck. She started blasting the air and looked at me "do you mind" she held a black up.
"Go ahead" I let my window down just a little. Her smoking really doesn't bother me really.
I sat and placed my hand on my stomach. Another reason I haven't been eating, to lose this fat. I know it's other ways but my body is still sore so for now this is it. Well was it because Kay is always in my face about eating.
She started driving and I just looked out the window. Not having Kason is weird but it's starting to turn into my new normal. I still cry everyday but instead of all day it's just a few times. That's progress.
"You going to the shop tomorrow" Creed ask. I've been dreading it. I know drops need to be made and as the owner I just need to go make my presence known
"I thought you said everything was good up there" I had Creed just do a random checkup and everything was good according to her
"I did but that's still your shop" Creed say
Scared that everybody is going to ask about Kason or just treat me like a wounded dog. Don't nobody have time for that. "Tae is running it. They don't need me up there"
"So everything up there Tae can do" Creed ask
"Unlock the doors and do hair" I shrug "that's just not my focus right mow"
"I understand baby just asking" Creed say turning the air down. It's already cold outside so I'm glad she was turning it down.
"Maybe next week" probably not but I'll just speak it.
"Go at your own speed" Creed say. Nobody said anything else until we got to the seafood place. "You want to eat in there or in the car"
"It doesn't matter. Whatever you want to do" I say
"Okay I'll bring the food here and we can go sit at a park" Creed say
"Like a picnic" I say
"That's right baby" Creed say "what you want"
Really don't like for her to spend money on me. She has school and bills. That taco shop can not pay that much. "I just want shrimp"
"No crab legs" Creed ask
"No just shrimp please" I say
"Okay" Creed say opening her door "I be right back" I nodded my head and watched her get out
I pulled my phone out. Maybe I do need to go to the shop. I need a full hot oil treatment and just to rise from the dead. It's just hard because I don't know where or how to pick everything up from here. Honestly I'm starting to wish I went with my first mind and got an abortion. I wouldn't be hurting like this for sure
Wiped my tears as I saw Creed finally coming out the door. My feelings are just going to have to be pushed to the back of my head. To do better I'll have to want better
***
"I'm just saying" Santana say
"And that's y'all problem always just saying" Tae
All these two do is go at each others throat "I'm ready"
"About Damn time" Miracle say
Earlier we did everything Creed said we would do and then she was off. She's not my girlfriend and doesn't owe me any loyalty but all this dining and then running off is going to have to come to an end.
Now my girls are here and I'm going to go out with them. I don't know how that's going to end but I'll find out.
We walked downstairs and then to the car. It's cool outside and we barely got any clothes on. Want to be seen so bad.
Tonight Tae is the driver. He's mostly the driver because he doesn't drink as much as us. Therefore he's responsible of how we get home. After all these years he's good.
We got to the club and skipped the entire line. I knew I was looking good. This is my first time wearing makeup and just getting all dolled up and I was feeling myself.
"First thing first the bar" Santana say
"I'm not getting drunk as fuck with you Santana" I say
"Why not? Ain't like you going to work" Santana say
"But I actually decided to go tomorrow" nothing is wrong with a little white lie. Then again today is going amazing so I might just be at work tomorrow but that's not a promise. "My limit is three"
"Three? Bitch no at least ten" Santana say
"Not ten" Miracle laugh
"Exactly that's like half a damn bottle if not more" because we take double shots all the time. Single shots are for the driver
"Bitch I'm paying" Santana say
"It's never a money thing" because none of us mind picking up the check. We mostly argue on who's cooking and driving. The money part is never a big deal "I'm not taking ten damn shots"
"Okay I'll take Ari's" Miracle say "I'm calling into work tomorrow anyway"
"Me too bitch" Tae say
"Fuck y'all seriously" I laugh
"Can I get twelve shots of Casamigos half blanco and half reposada" Santana say
"We don't have reposada" She say
"Okay all blanco please" Santana say
"Let me gone and text this nigga while I'm sober" Miracle say pulling her phone out making us laugh
Damn who am I suppose to drunk text?
We started taking our shots. Three a piece and then we went to the dance floor.
***
"We gotta talk like men" Tae put base in his voice making us laugh. Everybody was drunk.
I called Creed and got no answer. She makes me smile and feel a certain type of way but I don't think she's going to be around too much longer.
I called Kay and she didn't answer and I rolled my eyes "okay so we gone have a sleepover"
"No bitch you getting dropped off at home" they laugh. That's not fair.
My phone started ringing and I smiled and answered "hello"
"Fuck you calling me at three in the morning" Kay ask
Ignore it Ari she just woke up and her voice is so damn attractive "are you coming over"
"How imma do that with this monitor on Ariana" Kay ask
"Oh well never mind" I be forgetting
"You drunk" Kay ask
"No" I roll my eyes "do I have to be drunk to call you"
"Who are you talking to" Tae ask turning the music down
"Where the fuck you at" Kay ask
"Like you really care" I say wiping a tear I didn't even know fell
"You with some nigga like he can't get shot in the face and I hope I'm on speaker" Kay say. She's not even allowed to own a gun. Her P.O. told her that on the first meeting. If Kay is caught with a gun she's going to do way more than a few months.
"My name is Ariana" I remind her. I wish I would show loyalty like we together or something. Especially someone like Kay. If that bitch snap her fingers the hoes come running.
"Fucking Fletcher" for some reason I smiled. I'll admit it. I like crazy. Just sometimes Kay goes far
"I'm going to come over" I might regret it in the morning but who gives a fuck?
"Word to my son you bring a nigga over here and I'm going back for life" Kay say
"We gone see. I'll be there in like fifteen minutes" and I hung up "okay I'm not going home"
"Where you going" Santana ask
"To Kay's" I smile leaning forward with my phone to put the address in the GPS. I don't know it by heart just how to get there
"You think that's a good idea" Tae ask
"Probably not" I laugh "but I'm grown and she's grown"
"What about Creed" Miracle ask "you just said y'all had an amazing day"
"But it's no intimacy. Yeah I just had a baby but this was even before then. All we do is kiss and hold hands. I'm not in middle school" I don't even know if a relationship is coming out of this or we just gone be friends forever. I don't know.
"Intimacy? Y'all don't be fucking" Santana ask making me laugh
"No" I say
"Bitch" Miracle say
"It's giving she's about to let her babymama knock them cobwebs off her pussy" Santana say
Oh trust me I've thought about it. Plenty of times "I can't have sex" haven't had my six week checkup so I'm not cleared for sex just yet
"Put that mouth to work" Santana say "we know you can suck a mean dick"
"How you know that" I raise my eyebrow
"Bitch we got a free trip to Hawaii you know how to do some right" I started laughing
"Bitch I actually don't suck dick anymore" I say
"Just because you haven't done it in a while don't mean you don't do it" Miracle say
"No because nobody told me Merry Christmas" and Kay was at my house the entire day. We watched Christmas movies the whole time and she never said it. Of course I didn't get a gift either but I wasn't expected one because I didn't buy her anything. She probably wasn't in the mood thought since Jada wasn't letting her see Bryce but she got him the next day for a few hours.
"So I didn't tell you Merry Christmas and bring you a plate from my mama house" Miracle ask
"I'm not talking about you" I say "everybody in this car got a gift from me and I didn't hold back" lucky them I bought their gift before I started going through what I was going through because I know for a fact they wouldn't have gotten anything from me "and y'all was all checking on my and I appreciate that. Y'all really my bitches"
"Not this hoe back here crying" Miracle laugh
"I just love y'all. Honestly I wouldn't know what to do without you dumb hoes" I say wiping my eyes "my makeup is definitely fucked up"
"And then you going to Kay house knowing she gone talk shit about it" Tae say
"And then she really gone be crying" Santana say
"Since when are you a sensitive drunk" Miracle ask "ion like that"
"I don't either" I admit wiping my face but I'm not as drunk as I usually am so this right here is crazy. "I just love y'all"
"And we love you too" Tae say
We finally got to the house and I pulled my phone out and pressed her contact and she answered like she's suppose to. "What"
"I'm outside" I say and she hung up "since everybody know who I'm spending my night with, who are y'all spending y'all night with"
"Dominique" Tae say "we decided it's best if he moves in"
"His dick is made of crack" Miracle say
"Got to be cause what" Santana say
"And none of you hoes spent Christmas with the person you're fucking. Dominique was at my house the entire day" Tae say
"Oh so fuck his kids" Santana say
"That ain't got shit to do with me" Tae say
Let me keep my mouth shut because at a point that was me and now that I have had a child it makes me sick. Like you really can put your kids off and be in a hoe face? I was the hoe with Trent and even Kay. I knew they weren't doing right by their kids but I stayed silent about it thinking it had nothing to do with me. In reality I was basically supporting that deadbeat mentality.
That's over and done now. If I was to deal with someone else with kids they're going to have to be very active in their kids life because I would have wanted the same for my Kason.
Finally Kay came out with her bowlegged ass. She stood right by the door and I rolled my eyes. Bitch could at least come help me. "Okay guys be careful" I open my door
"Don't make no babies" Miracle say
I started laughing as I helped myself out the truck with my purse. Took me longer than it should have. Finally I was walking towards the door "who the fuck is that" with her gun in her hand
"Girl we not together" I remind her. Although it's just my friends I wouldn't let her know that
"Bye Ari" they let the window down making me mentally groan
"Yeah you know better" Kay say "with yo drunk ass"
"I'm not drunk" I say as she put her hand out and helped me up the three steps in front of the house. Once we got inside the house she locked the door before leading the way. Glad it's not any stairs in here
We got to her room and she closed and locked the door. I sat my purse in front of her Tv and sat on the bed "let me find out I'm who you call when you drunk" she laugh sitting her gun next to the bed
"What's so bad about that if that is the truth" I ask
"Cause you said we ain't together so why you calling me instead of yo bitch" Kay ask
"Why does that matter" now this really who's not about to find out we aren't having sex. She would never let me forget it
"She should be worried that her bitch around Young. Especially drunk" Kay say laying in the bed pulling her phone out
I frowned "I'm nobody's bitch first off"
"You my bitch ass babymama" although it was dark I could see the smile on her face when she said it
"Nah you my bitch ass babymama" I say and she started laughing. I took my heels off and then crawled into bed next to her. She was on Facebook "thought you didn't do social media"
"I mean I didn't but shit" She shrug "I definitely got a type" it was a picture of Jada
Jada Simmons: It ain't easy to leave me believe me
If we were together or even about to fuck I'll be in my feelings that she's looking at the bitch she cheated on me with but I've accepted she's a dog and doesn't belong to me "what you trying to say because we don't look alike" but I'm not a hating bitch so I'm not gone say she ugly either
"Pretty with a fat ass" Kay say "and tattoos. If a bitch don't got those three then I don't want her. Oh and straight teeth"
"I mean I guess" I say
"Imma comment 'bitch where my son at' just to piss her off" Kay laugh before her fingers started moving
"You have serious issues" I say
"Why you eat over there" Kay ask
"I'm not" I say
"We always in each other face" Kay say turning her flashlight on "fuck you been crying for"
I put my hand up to block my eyes "girl turn that light off" and she had it all the way up
"What you crying for" Kay ask turning it off
"Do you care" I ask
"Why you always ask me that shit" Kay ask
"I don't know" I say and she pulled me closer to me and started rubbing my back "you trynna put me to sleep"
"Yes" Kay laugh
"I like it better when you sleep on top of me" I say
"I'm trynna play nice Ariana you already half naked in this bitch" Kay say
What if I don't want her to play nice? "You must have a girlfriend or something because we always sleep like that"
"You sure do try to run a nigga" she climb on top of me. I could feel her print against my clit and I just wanted her to have her way with me but I knew that would do no good on the end.
"I do run you" I say "I don't try"
"Nah you be trying" she put her head in my neck. I felt her hands travel to my sides "oh look" she jump up and turned the light on making me groan
"Katorah the light" I say
She brought her arm up and I squinted my eyes and then the tears started. They wouldn't stop either. She already had Bryce name, date of birth, and his footprints on her arm but now she had Kason with angel wings around it with his date of birth underneath it.
"Now tell me I don't care about my son" she smile looking at me. I couldn't even say anything. She approached the bed and grabbed my legs pulling me to the end "you better stop crying before I really give you some to cry about"
"You already did" I cover my face feeling her wrap her arms around me
Now matter how hard I was crying I heard Kay perfectly clear when she said "I love you girl"
Why do y'all expect Kay to just change? She's been heartless this entire time towards everybody. Look how she treat Jada but y'all think because Ari has been around for a few months that she's going to just turn all soft? The bitch is heartless but she's slowly opening up if y'all can't tell
Next update will be on Tuesday
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