Art creds to: sinisterseen on Instagram (:
Here's some puffy art cause I'm running out of Wilbur art sadge
Requested: no
Character: Wilbur/Phil
Setting: NOT Dream smp but they all live close without being in a neighborhood like in Minecraft.
‼️‼️ Trigger warnings ‼️‼️:
• SH
• Blood
• Crying
• intrusive/self hatred thoughts
A/n: Hey! Here's the part two to this, this one is wayyy longer and is about 1000 words which is the longest I've wrote in a while! Kinda proud of that ngl but I hope you enjoy/cry 😩
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|*~Phil POV (3rd person)~*|
Phil could feel something was wrong, he didn't know what but something wasn't right. Maybe it was his father figure senses going off- but he needed to see what was going on.
Standing up from the place he was sitting he began walking. A knocking could be heard at Technos door before he swung it open to reveal a worried looking Phil.
"Oh thank god you're ok-" he let out a breath
"Yeah... are you ok?" The pink haired man responded
"I am but somebody isn't- I can feel it techno, something bad happened." He blurted out
"Woah, slow down. I can help you if you'd like. I wasn't busy, especially if it's important." He responded
"T-that would be great Techno thank you. Since you're helping I need you to go and check on Ranboo, I'll find Tommy."
Techno responded with a thumbs up and turned around as Phil rushed off. He came up to Tommy's home and flung open the door.
"Tommy!" He called out
No response... he called out again and when it was quiet he began to panic, he ran to the door as fast as he could. Conveniently hitting Tommy on his way out.
"Owwww what the fuck Phillll" an injured sounding Tommy said
"Sorry mate! Somethings happened and I don't know what- I wanted to check to make sure everything was fine."
"I was fine but now it's significantly worse after you ran into me" he huffed.
"But I was actually looking for someone, have you seen Will? He's been gone all day."
"That's it- WILL" he scrambled out the door as Tommy ran after him
"Phil! Phil!!" He shouted. But Phil was already too far away to hear. Tommy gave up trying and turned the other direction.
Phil on the other hand had realized something.
Wilburs been acting off in general and he had less energy than usual he thought something might have been going on with him.
This is why Phil wouldn't hesitate to break down his door if needed. But luckily it wasn't.
The door was already unlocked, he crept into the home and began searching for anything that might help.
He came to the bathroom, the door was wide open and light was streaming out into the hall, evidence of blood could be seen on the floor. Phil rushed over, but as soon as he reached the door he sunk to his knees and lightly shook the still bleeding boy. He was unconscious and losing blood quickly.
Phil scrambled up to look for something to help, he got back to the open door and saw Niki walking by on the street.
"NIKI! NIKI HELP ITS AN EMERGENCY- WILL HE-"
Niki didn't need an explanation, she had already starting running over to Phil.
"Where" She said, her tone becoming very serious and her smile fading into concern. Phil led her to the bathroom and she immediately got to Wilburs level and starting trying to stop the bleeding.
"Phil! Towels napkins anything I just need a lot of them and quick!" She said with a shaky voice
He practically flew to the kitchen and grabbed paper towels (👍) for Niki
She applied pressure to the cuts and kept wrapping up his arms until you couldn't see blood anymore, she let out a breath she'd been holding.
Her and Phil lifted Wilbur up and carried him to the couch, then they began cleaning the blood up and waiting for Wilbur to wake up.
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|*~ Wilbur POV (3rd person)~*|
Wilbur woke to two voices, one male and one female. He began to remember what had happened beforehand and quickly sat up and back up into the arm of the couch, he looked down and noticed his bandaged arms. Then he looked up to see Phil and Niki looking at him.
"Hey Will. it's good to see you awake. How do you feel?" Niki spoke
"I- I'm fine just a little dizzy and my arms hurt... a lot." His voice came out very raspy, like he'd been smoking for years.
"Yeah.." sympathy showed on her face
"Look, we wanted to talk about some.. things. We don't have to right now but me and Phil thought it would be good to know what happened so it doesn't happen again."
"I guess we can talk..." he sighed and looked at the ground.
"What do you want to know?"
Niki and Phil looked at him.
"Well first off, we want to know the events leading up to you fainting- " Phil spoke this time.
"You don't have to get into major detail but just how it happened"
They stopped talking and let Wilbur think for a moment.
"I... I was trying to get something open by using a knife and I accidentally cut my arm with it. And- and I ran to the bathroom to try and get wrap to cover it" he explained, looking anywhere but at Phil and Niki.
They exchanged a glance.
"Will... we saw them. All of them- on both arms. Can you please tell us the truth? We just want to be able to help you."
Tears brimmed in his eyes. He swallowed before continuing.
"They.. we-" useless, just spit it out you idiot. He inhaled and restarted his sentence
"I made the cuts... on purpose." His voice quivered before he put his hands over his face and broke down crying, curling in on himself.
"Will, Will it's going to be ok" Niki tried to comfort him but he couldn't hear her.
The little voice in his head was louder forcing him to block out everything else.
You're pathetic. Look at you crying, you little baby.
You deserved it.
You should have cut deeper.
You need to be fixed.
You'll never be good enough.
Maybe you should have died instead.
And maybe he should've...
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1047 words
Woooo! Long chapter pog
Also if you all are wondering how I write my chapters (which you're probably not but here's this anyways) I start with a base plan and I write whatever comes to mind until eventually something cool connects and then I come up with something completely different! So this started as me wanting George to find Wilbur irl and him going to the hospital but I like this better so 👍
Also ik some parts may not be realistic but it's for the angst so bear with it.
Also last thing I promise! There won't be a Ranboo chapter tonight like I said because it's really late and I haven't finished the last part/editing so I don't really want to work on it for 3 hours tonight 😍
Just wanted to explain incase there's any Ranboo book readers reading this <3
I love you all sm!!
I hope your having/had a wonderful day or night or whatever time of the day it may be for you
Here's a h/h/h if you want it
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