Aidan's P.O.V:
" Forget her Aidan, she broke you..."
No Aidan, you're the one who broke her.
No Aidan, she's the one who broke you.
NO. I BROKE HER.
She broke up with me because she's tired.
Tired of being a secret.
Tired of a secret relationship.
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Secret relationship is nice, if you're not famous.
If no one is questioning your life.
Y/N is the only girl who really loves me, not because of the money and fame, because of me.
But our relationship needs to be secret, because I don't want Y/N getting some hate or worse than that.
But I guess it's a wrong choice.
I was signed to a fake date, and I need to sign it or else, it may ruin my career.
And I don't want Y/N is the only working..
She's Deva, I didn't like her, but she kinda like me...
and It made Y/N breaks her heart, because I need to spend a lot of time with Deva.
It also made me broke..
And she couldn't handle the pain... She broke up with me..
and I need to forget her.
But I can't
I've been spending all my time to forget her but I can't,, I just can't.
This is my fault..
She love me so much.
And now I am stuck with Deva.
A person who I actually didn't love.
I never felt something for her, but she felt.
But I rejected her, even though I am not with Y/N anymore.
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And I decided to tell my relationship with Y/N on a ig live.
I don't care if it may ruin my career.
Who cares about the fame or money if I am not happy.
I would rather to be poor, just to be with her.
"NO I SHOULD FORGET HER."
You know, I'll tell Y/N, our relationship.
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I told them. And I didn't regret it.
It didn't ruined my career.
It more like ruined Deva, but who cares,
she deserve it.
Y/N didn't respond to it since she's not really into social media
but she knows that I told about our relationship
probably she hates me more about it. I deserve it anyway.
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Weeks after, I still didn't forget her, I'm still broken pieces..
Until I heard a knock.
"Y/N?"
She didn't respond I thought she will slap me or something, but instead she hug me.
I feel completed. I feel happy.
" I miss you Aidan, I'm so-" I shush her.
" No need to apologize, Im the one who should apologize. I'm sorry Y/N. For everything. You didn't deserve this."
Y/N calmed me down, and we both headed to my room.
She warp her arms around me and my head rested to her chest.
I fell asleep to my lover's chest.
And I feel completed, I feel happy again.
I think forgetting her is impossible.