QUESTIONS - mature-ish
chapter twenty-seven
"Study!" Korei giggled, pointing at her boyfriend's open notebook. The purple-haired male was too busy playfully nipping at her neck to actually listen and do as she said. School was draining for him and he just wanted some quality time with his girlfriend. "Seriously, Hoshi!" She squeaked, her voice suddenly muffled as he brought his lips towards hers, locking them together. Almost immediately, she melted into his touch.
Shinsou felt his face grow hot as his thoughts ran wild. Korei didn't know what he daydreamed about, and he didn't plan on telling her just yet. She was so willing to please him and he didn't want to use her like that. He'd soon find out that she wasn't as innocent as he thought.
His hand wrapped around her throat, not squeezing, just resting there. Korei wanted to feel his touch again, body heating up as she remembered that moment two days ago. Shinsou touched her through her shorts! It was like nothing she imagined!
No words were spoken as they separated, brown eyes locked with purple. Quiet pants left her mouth, hands slowly grasping onto his forearm. Shinsou sent a smirk her way, leaning down to brush his lips over hers yet again. As the kiss deepened once more, Korei let her back rest against the side of Shinsou's bed, pulling him into her.
Korei's non-dominant hand dropped down to grab for Shinsou's hand, not breaking their make-out. She placed his large hand on her chest, giving him permission to squeeze and touch her. Shinsou pulled away slightly, lidded gaze meeting hers. There was this sparkle in his purple eyes, making Korei's stomach twist giddily.
"Can I?" He whispered, wanting to get her verbal consent before doing anything more. Korei responded in her quiet voice, the three-letter word making both of their heartbeats race. He squeezed hesitantly, testing the waters to make sure that she didn't reject him. His large hand fit around her breast almost perfectly, making the girl's stomach feel all fluttery again. Korei was always self-conscious about her chest, not liking that some people would just stare at it and others would whisper harsh things about her. So, for Shinsou to be enjoying it made her like it as well.
"T-toshi, we should be...st-studying..." She whispered, unable to look directly at him. Shinsou nuzzled his nose against her cheek, ghosting soft butterfly kisses to her skin. "We have that test tomorrow."
"Later," he responded, shuffling so he was partially leaning over her. "I want you right now, kitten." His words left them both flustered and feeling things that they didn't fully understand. Korei took him by surprise, mumbling out a few words that made Shinsou feel like he was in a cringy romance novel.
"Then take me, Hitoshi."
"D-don't say things like that," Shinsou pulled away from her, the room suddenly too hot for him. Korei grew very embarrassed and flustered, apologizing quietly for making him feel uncomfortable. "You can't just...say things like that and the-then expect me not to get all frustrated."
"I'm sorry!" She squeaked out, shuffling away from him and standing up. Her eyes welled with tears, afraid that she had ruined everything. "I-i'm very sorry, T-toshi. Ma-maybe I should leave?"
Shinsou didn't want her to leave, not mad at her just mad that he was so horny all the time. Why couldn't he just enjoy the not-so-innocent innocent moment they were sharing? Why did he want more? He should have been just fine with groping her boob!
"No...don't leave?" He asked, his voice softer and more desperate. Korei brushed her hair out of her face, turning to look at him. Shinsou glanced at her before sighing and standing up. "Korei, you didn't do anything wrong, alright? I just...I just get really...you know, when you say stuff like that. It really gets me going and it makes me do things without asking."
"Y-you don't have to...ask me to do...those things. I want to do them with you." She mumbled out and Shinsou shook his head at her. She really was pretty innocent, so that automatically made her an airhead when it came to this stuff.
"I do have to ask, Korei. It's common decency, but that isn't the point. We're young and I don't want to take something from you that should only be given to the person you plan on marrying." He explained and Korei nodded her head, touching her bottom lip softly. What was she supposed to save for her future marriage partner?
"Well...what if I plan on marrying...you?"
"Korei! Don't talk like that!" Shinsou exclaimed, slightly aggravated that she'd be so forward about that. They had only been dating for a month! And they're first years in high school! Marriage is way out there. Who's to say that they'll even be together within the next four months?
"What? Do you not...want to marry me?" She asked softly, pushing away from him carefully. "I-i thought that you did b-because when your mo-mom said something about it, you didn't get upset."
"Korei, it's not like that, okay? I just...I just want to be with you for right now. I don't know what the future will be like." His hands ran through his messy hair, turning so he was looking at his girlfriend. "I know that I want to be with you right now, and I'll probably want you later, b-but marriage is a scary thing, Korei."
"Oh...but," she glanced up at him, wiping her slight tears away. Shinsou took in her red cheeks and swollen lips, his stomach twisting as he imagined doing so much more than just kissing them. "B-but what's scary about marriage? And what am I supposed to save for the person I want to marry? What am I supposed to do if the person I want to marry, doesn't want to get married?"
Shinsou realized that he should help her with this, so he explained what he could to her as they sat back down on his bedroom floor. "Marriage is scary because you're committing to one person for the rest of your life, meaning that you'll risk being alone forever if they die early. And it's entirely possible that you can marry someone who doesn't even like you and is just trying to use you." He scooted closer to Korei, wrapping his arm around her shoulders and holding her. She accepted his embrace, her head resting against his shoulder. "And when the person you want to marry, doesn't want to get married, you wait for them. If you really want them, you'll wait," he nodded, catching her gaze and smiling. "But if they're playing you, find someone else."
"And the last one? What am I supposed to save for my future marriage partner?" She asked, one of her hands touching his clothed chest. Shinsou blushed, his mind and heart going completely nuts. He really wanted to be her future husband but just the thought scared him.
"Your first time," he shrugged, accidentally moving her head from off of his arm. He immediately regretted that, wanting her to use him as a pillow again. "You know, sex."
"Not really," Korei murmured, looking down at Shinsou's pants. He was still wearing his school uniform, and his belt buckle was shiny. Carefully, she touched her fingertips to the metal, looking up at her boyfriend with such innocent eyes. "What if I want to have sex with you?"
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