Harley's pov :
I don't know what came over me but I didn't fight sugars touch.
He was really gentle with me.
Nobody ever has.
As he confessed that Stacey wasn't his girlfriend to think that I was feeling ecstatic would be an understatement.
I don't know the voice inside me said to trust him.
I know I trust him, even though I haven't known him for a long time.
The thought alone scares me how easily I can trust him.
But that doesn't mean I'll tell them everything.
I do really wanna tell my friends all that had happened and is happening but I'm afraid I won't be able to protect them.
I really need to meet up with Liam.
He knows more than anyone knows but not everything that happened that day.
I couldn't tell him.
I felt sparks as sugar mounted me on his shoulder.
His hand on my thigh made my insides squirm.
He gently settled me in the passenger seat.
I shot him an unamused look to which he just smirked at me.
"I could've walked you know. I have perfectly proper functioning legs"I mumbled while looking at my hands.
I was embarrassed of what happened in the classroom earlier.
I just- don't know what to think anymore.
On one hand I have Ryder breathing down on my neck and I have to protect my loved ones.
I shouldn't have moved here.
On the other hand is sugar.
I know it may seem as a shocker because I vowed to stay away from any male contact but when it comes to him my mind is just jumbled.
I can't think straight.
But it's best to ignore it for now.
"And let you run away. Cupcake we both know you wouldn't have come on your own will" Sugar answered making me pout.
What the fuck is Wrong with me?
I'm acting like a baby.
He's right though.
I hate confrontations.
"why do you even care sugar? I mean nothing is wrong with me I was just sitting with my new friend"
I spoke while raising my eyebrow at him.
I know I'm lying again.
Ryder wasn't my friend. Like in hell.
That seemed to spark something in him.
He tensed and his grip on the steering wheel tightened.
Well if he keeps that iron grip the wheels gonna break and we are going to die.
Not that I'm complaining atleast I won't have to worry about my actions in fear that the devil himself was watching me.
But sadly I don't want sugar to die.
So I touched his hand that seemed to relax him.
I immediately retracted it as I came into my fucking senses.
What the fuck is going on with me?
I don't understand anything right now.
Because if it was any other guy I would've gotten those horrible flashbacks as if it was him who was touching me.
Or I would get a panic attack.
"That's bullshit cupcake don't bother lying to me I can see right through you. Surely that dick isn't your friend I saw you flinch"
Sugar almost growled.
That made me turn towards the window. I am not obligated to answer all their questions.
And I'm not taking any risk even if I want to tell everything to them.
After a short moment of silence we reached sugars home.
"come on inside or I don't have any other option except to pick you up myself" Sugar warned.
I immediately scrambled to get out.
I don't know if it's my fucked up brain or what but I can't think straight when sugar is close to me.
And I might even- nope I won't that's a promise to myself.
Today no one was home.
Wierd.
The day we pranked Roni and Sebestian alot of people were here.
I just shook it off.
Not my business.
I plopped myself on the couch infront of everyone who were already there waiting for us.
I sighed.
Do I really I have to do this?
Roni and Sebestian were sitting on the floor.
Roni in Sebestians lap.
If it was any other day I would've teased the fuck out of her.
Em was fuming with anger.
Noah was trying to calm her.
Sugar came and plopped himself beside me.
I moved away so we don't have any contact.
That made him look at me intently.
I swear I'm gonna go crazy if he looks at me one more time with those fucking beautiful eyes.
I just ignored him.
I don't know for how long we sat there but enough to make Em snap.
"okay enough I know what your trying to do missy. Don't fuck with me right now or I swear I'll go on my own to that fuckers house and make sure that he doesn't become a father nor have eyes to see you because I'll fucking pull them out and make him play ball with it" Em shouted.
She was fuming.
I just looked blankly at her while Noah whispered 'hot' making Em slap him in the back of his head.
Sebestian snickered making Noah glare at him.
"Har tell us the fuck is going on or I'll show these morons here everything you don't want them to know".
Roni snapped making me glare at her.
Why are they my friends again?
If I wasn't so crazy I wouldn't have minded but seeing Roni's obsession with filming everything I know she'll pull up shit making me loose my dignity.
"Alright fucking fine what do you wanna know?" I shouted while slumping in defeat.
Roni and Em shared a smug look making me give them a middle finger.
Roni just blowed me a raspberry.
Talk about being childish.
"But I have some conditions".
I replied making Roni pout at me.
"but-okay but you have to answer everything truthfully" Sugar spoke in a final tone cutting Roni off.
I nodded at him.
"Ask away"
I mumbled with a sigh.
I just wanna go fight in the underground.
"How do you know David?" Sebestian ask looking too curious.
I knew that be the first one.
"He was my friend back in London".
I lied crossing my fingers in the back.
I tried though.
"Har you just promised not to lie I'll tell you. Stop glaring at me. He was her ex boyfriend in London and a huge prick".
Em spoke while shutting me up.
All boys looked at me.
"Yeah that's true but who says I can't be friends with my ex".
I said while shrugging.
I knew four pair of eyes were looking at me in disbelieve.
The third one was Cameron.
That dude thought I wouldn't notice him.
"Than why were you ignoring us you could've introduced him to us" This time Noah said while putting his chin on Em head.
Wait why is sugar so quite?
Turning towards him I swear I saw his eyes turn black.
He was really tense.
"Because I didn't want to"
I lamely excused.
"I thought I told you cupcake that I can tell when you're lying".
Sugar spoke in a little too calm voice.
Uh oh.
Noah and Sebestian eyes widened.
"um-"
I was trying not to get nervous.
Sugars eyes became gentle seeing me nervous.
He nodded in a supportive manner.
Seeing as I'm not in the mood for any contact.
I clasped my hand nervously.
"Fine just don't go on rampage mode".
I warned.
They nodded well except for Roni and Em.
They know half the truth and that's what the others would know too.
"Yes he's my ex boyfriend and his names not David it's Ryder. I dated him for a year and he was my first and last boyfriend. I can't believe how fucking naive I was but we were happy atleast I was happy and for a 16 year old who thinks there is a prince charming waiting for on her doorstep was fucking dream. Everything was going great until one day he started acting weird also take in note that He was my older sister's boyfriends friend meaning he was three years older than me. He started to accuse me and start fights on petty little things. I didn't mind as long as we were together".
I spoke while shaking my head at my naive self.
Em and Roni sat on the floor near me in a supportive manner.
I shot them a grateful look.
"slowly He started to act totally weird he wouldn't pick up my calls or answer my texts so one day I showed up at his apartment to see him totally intoxicated. He-he assaulted me that day. He almost sent me to heaven" laughing humorlessly.
Sugar shot me an unamused look.
Welp they can't understand dark humour.
Clearing my throat I continued.
"He apologized several times. And took me on dates and again I was a foolish bitch. You could say I was desperate to be loved. My biological parents died in a car accident when I was 10. I was in the car god thought no Harley you must suffer so I'll spare you. After their death We were taken to an orphanage soon my parents adoptive ones took us. They were always on business trips I don't blame them though they are amazing. Anyways due to these reasons I still think I use these useless excuses to make myself less pitiful. After some weeks the same thing happened again then it was a constant cycle I was out more less and spoke too little people thought I was mute until one day my sister found out. I guess I thought I was finally free so we moved here to start fresh but Ryder had some connections and he got out".
I ended my oh so pitiful story with a dead smile.
Both my best friends were crying.
Sebestian looked at me sympathetically and Noah was just spaced out.
On the other hand sugar looked livid ready to murder Ryder.
"Oh another thing just don't tell anyone. I'm dark luna"
I said smirking at Sebestian who's jaw was dropped to the ground and Noah was laughing his ass off.
"Dude you got beaten up by a girl"
Noah said punching Sebestian on the shoulder.
Sugar was still silent.
Um did I say something wrong?
"tsk you didn't tell where your sister was? Or how david sorry my mistake ryder is forcing you. Do you want me to say more? "
Cameron said finally revealing himself.
Everyone went silent as soon as he came.
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Do you think Cameron knows something? Or rather someone?