this day SHOULD be december 22, assuming i did the math right. i have big dumb so i may be wrong but if so just pretend we slept through it or something idk
also hope y'all like dnf because i can and will write dnf
I woke up, not feeling refreshed and not wanting to get out of bed. Last thing I remember doing was talking to Tubbo, and vibing. Honestly, something that I enjoyed doing. Man, I am such a simp, but I am not going to admit that.
I got out of bed before immediately sitting on the floor. Because why not, nothing matters. Someone started knocking on my door. "Go away!" I shouted. "Get up!" Someone replied. I think it was Dream, but it was hard to tell because him and Sapnap sounded similar sometimes, plus I had just woken up.
"No!" I responded, standing up and putting on clothes. I assumed I was doing internet stuff today so I should probably look decent. I looked around, trying to find a decent hoodie to wear. I ended up just grabbing a red and black BadBoyHalo hoodie.
I walked downstairs while brushing my hair. "What's up?" I asked George, who was the first person I saw. "Good morning." He replied. That wasn't really an answer but whatever. "How did you sleep? More importantly, where did you sleep?" I asked. "Good, in my room." He said, seeming to turn a little bit red.
I sighed quietly. Dream and George man. I didn't know what to do about them.
Whatever. They can be their closeted selves. I will continue shipping and bugging them because who cares. They don't.
a/n oooOOOOooOOooooooooOOoooh is y/n salty? idk why im doing this imma be honest
me re-reading this: damn this kinda (very) cringe
Dream came down the stairs. I silently watched him go down. I still couldn't believe that he was a real person, and I could see his face.
"So, what's popping?" I asked. "Good morning." He responded. I shook my head. No one actually answered the question. I sighed. "Good morning Clay. What are we doing today?" I asked, being more direct. "Oh, streaming." He replied and yawned.
"Awesome. What's for breakfast?" I asked. "Biscuits and gravy, bacon and eggs." he replied. "Wow. You can cook?" I said. He rolled his eyes. "Yes, I can." he said.
He turned to George. "You wanna help me? I can show you how to make true American biscuits and gravy." Dream said. "Sure." George replied. "You two lovebirds." I said, shaking my head.
Nick came down the stairs. "Good morning!" I said, and ran over and hugged him. He hugged me back. It felt nice. "Wow. You obviously have a favorite." Clay observed.
"I'm sorry, I think Sapnap is the only one around here who actually seems to give me attention and care about me. You two are always too busy constantly fucking each other." I spat out.
I instantly bit my tongue. That was one of those moments where my mouth moved faster than my brain could talk. Dream stared at me like he was going to drop-kick me off a cliff. George looked like he was in pain, between shouting 'LANGUAGE' and me and putting me up for adoption. I turned my head around and looked at Sapnap. He winked at me. "Nice one." He whispered.
We all sat there silently before Sapnap cleared his throat. "Anyways, she does have a point." He said awkwardly. "Thanks for sticking up for me. Sorry, Dream. Sorry, George." I muttered. They both muttered apologies as well. "We'll try to do better, okay?" Dream said. "Okay. Thanks man." I replied.
"Now, lets get breakfast, shall we?" I said.
After we had all eaten, we got ready to stream. I looked around. There wasn't really anything else I needed. I checked myself in the mirror. I knew for a fact that this was going to be around for a long time, so I needed to be ready. I brushed my hair, and put in a simple black headband to keep the hair out of my face. I wasn't really one for looks. I didn't really wear make up unless I was cosplaying or something. I just stopped caring.
I heard George call my name. I headed out into the hall. I went into Dream's room, where his computer was set up. The three boys were working on getting a camera set up. I got some chairs out of the kitchen for us to all sit on. The plan was for George and Sapnap to be the main center of attention, and I would randomly hover in the background. Dream was off-camera, but the microphone was still able to pick up his voice.
"Are we ready?" George asked. "I think so." Dream said. They checked the camera to make sure it was properly working, set stuff up, blah blah blah, boring streamer stuff. I should probably know this because I am a streamer, but I had my setup and I knew how to work it.
They set up a green screen on as the background, which gave me an idea. I ran around Dream's house, looking for a pen and blank paper. I found a black marker. "We're going live!" Nick shouted. I ran up the stairs.
dreamwastaken is live: minecraft :)
a/n that smile gonna make you all cry? it made me. suffer.
It sat on the starting soon screen. George kept checking that we were muted on stream, worried. I took a deep breath in. "Are we all ready?" I asked. Everyone replied yes in agreement. Me and Sapnap ducked out of frame, and George turned on the camera.
"Chat! Welcome to this stream! In this video, we coded it so that we are in Minecraft except GeorgeNotFound stole my twitch account. Can he beat Minecraft before I find out? Watch the video to find out. Also, according to Twitch statists, only a small percentage of my viewers have used their Twitch Prime. Thanks, and enjoy the stream." George said. It sounded like he had practiced. I did my best not to laugh.
"Also, u/n/n is here!" George said. I took that as my cue, and I popped into frame. "Hi chat!" I said. They were already questioning why this was happening. I glanced at Dream, then at Sapnap. "When, George?" I whispered as quietly as I could. "Soon. I'm gonna nod. You'll see." He replied quietly. He talked to chat for a second.
"Yeah, I really did. Yep. Happy birthday! Thank you." George was saying, answering donos and questions. He read out a dono that said "Your sister has the same name as me, poggers!" He glanced at me and nodded. "Isn't that cool?" He said as he did it. I poked Sapnap in the side.
He got up. "Hi chat." He said. Boy, did that make them freak out. "Umm, well." I said. "Chat! Guess what! In this video, we coded it so that we are staying with Dream for a week during Christmas." I finished. I could just feel that going all over the internet right at this moment.
"IS DREAM THERE?" was being spammed in the chat. "Dream?" Sapnap asked. He cleared his throat. "Hi!" He greeted. He waved his hand. That was also going to be on the internet for a while, because 'dream hand makes simps go brr'
a/n really calling myself out, huh?
We streamed for a while, just hanging out, having fun. We showed the stream Patches. They absolutely loved her.
I convinced George to turn off the background the to green screen, and slapped a paper with Dream's smile logo on it. "This is Dream. It's actually what it looks like." I said, trying to sound convincing. "Yeah, that's very accurate." Dream said.
After a while, we finally ended stream. It was nice. I knew that it was going to blow up on the internet for a while. "Do I even wanna check twitter right now?" I asked nobody in particular. "Probably not." Nick said.
The Minors Gang groupchat was kinda blowing up at the minute. It was because Tommy was spamming "YOU MET UP WITH THE GREEN BASTARD AND DIDNT TELL ME" and stuff along that line. He also asked some . . . dnf questions. Which, I answered, because I like to make my brother suffer.
We went out to subway for lunch. It was pretty good. I wasn't really a picky person, so I was up for just about anything. Back at Dream's house, I was flopped upside down on the couch, scrolling a meme page on one of my alt accounts, so people wouldn't know it's me.
"Hey, quick question, do you consider yourself British or American?" Nick asked me. "Why?" I asked. "Never to the point. Anyway, it's for a tweet." He replied. I thought for a second. "I mean, I'm still technically American. But I live in England now, and plan on living there for a while. It's a tough question, and I can't really answer. I'm legally British, I guess, but still follow a lot of American culture." I explained the best I could.
I don't think he really understood. I mean, neither did I.
a/n ah yes, another summary of my life moments
-time skip to nighttime because writing is hard-
I told the boys goodnight. We didn't have a plan for tomorrow. I knew it was Tubbo's birthday then, and I would try and join his stream, but I didn't have anything else to do.
I got in bed, and turned on some music. It didn't really help me sleep, but I still enjoyed it. I hummed along to Savage Love while scrolling various social media apps for a while. I was bored, so I texted Tubbo. All five of us in the Minors Gang had a pact that we could all be awake at anytime of day so we could pretty much text each other at anytime without worrying about bothering each other. I mean, I still worried, but everyone seemed fine with it.
Tubbo :D 🐝
hi tubbster!
hello y/n!
you doing anything right now? dont wanna bother
nope! im okay
awesome!
can i call you? just wanna vibe :>
sure!
I put my phone down, and sat in bed for a second. The lengths I go for Tubbo. I don't like people, yet here I am, willing to talk to him at midnight. Sure, call me a simp.
a/n OKAY don't act like you wouldn't do the same thing. either way, you're the one who clicked on this book soooooooooooooo we're all simps here.
I called him. "Hello?" He said, and yawned. "Hi Tubbo!" I said, doing my best to keep quiet. "Isn't it like, 6am for you?" I asked. "Yeah. I don't sleep though." He replied. "Yeah. My sleep schedule is totally fucked. I don't sleep." I said.
We sat there for a while, just having fun together. "Isn't tomorrow your birthday?" I asked. "Today, technically. But yes." He said. "Well, happy birthday!" I said.
I resumed my music. I was quietly singing 'I'm in Love with an E-Girl' by big man Wilbur. I wasn't singing all that well (we can blame it on me being tired) but both of us still enjoyed it. I would sing a line or two and then interrupt myself with my own input.
"I wanna be the girl
That you fall asleep on call with"
"Me right now. At this rate, I'm gonna be the girl you fall asleep on call with."
"Meanwhile, I'll
Find other people to talk with"
"Probably not. I really only talk to other people on the smp, and mostly only you, Tommy, Grayson, and Ranboo."
"Cause you like me
And I think you're a maniac"
"Yeah, you're crazy. It's fine, though, I still vibe with it."
"Let's skip to the good bit
Let's completely block all contact"
"I don't plan on blocking you yet, unless you make some questionable tweets."
I yawned, and heard Tubbo yawn a few seconds later. "Goodnight Tubbo." I said. I paused my music, and fell asleep.
that's it! that's the end of the chapter!
thanks for reading! love you all!
hey, serious talk for a second. just wanted to tell you. feel free to dm me anytime if you ever need me. im always there if you need someone to talk to. i can be you therapist. dont worry about bothering me, i dont mind. i will keep you anonymous. i want to be able to talk to you all if you are ever going through something and need a friend. /genuine
okay, serious talk over. i seriously do love you all though, you are amazing. thank you for everything you have done for me, i really appreciate all of you.