A/N: Hello minna! Just finished my 4th Monthly Test!! XD It's really important because I need it to graduate this March... I also passed my entrance exams in Central Luzon State University here in the Philippines, so yeah... I gotta be ready for college :P
So, here's the 7th entry.. Enjoy! :)
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Tuesday 8:30 PM
You know diary, I found myself in an awkward situation. You very much know about the Snow Storm, right? And how Natsu saved me. I'm also pretty sure that I lost consciousness since I can't remember anything that happened after. All I know is that, Natsu's ignoring me.
Why? What have I done wrong with the stupid Fireball? Well, maybe the times I bullied him before, but that doesn't count, right? I mean, he kept up with me for years, so why now?
A proof is when we practiced the play. I got better immediately after resting, so I joined the rehearsals. Everytime I hold his hand as Maya the Servant, I can sense the tenseness in his hand, and the look in his eyes... almost as if wanting me to vanish completely on the spot. I tried my best to talk to him but my big ego just won't let me.
Tomorrow is the play, but I don't think I could play well.. I mean, I feel down, really... I can't make myself believe I'm happy.
P.S. I got an awkward dream where I kissed N---Nat-- no, Fireball on the cheek. Well, it's weird right? 'Cause my heart is beating faster than usual even in my sleep.
-Lucy Ashley