How stunning you look all vulnerable under me
Chaeyoung's pov
''So then, what's the plan?'' asked Jisoo.
''Wait, you would really help me with this?'' I muttered with wide eyes.
''Yes of course, what did you think? We're totally in this with you,'' it was now Jennie who replied, sipping on her cup of tea.
''Thank you,'' I sighed in relief, ''well,'' I pondered, rubbing my hands together anxiously, ''I was thinking we could pretend to go out together? I would meet you two by the entrance and then we would go our own ways, me after Jungkook and you two could go wherever you would like. Then later we would meet up and come back together,'' the two girls glanced at each other before turning back to me, nodding.
''That could work.''
Biting my lip I watched them silently with my clammy hands clasped tightly in my lap.
''I don't think this is a good idea,'' I whined silently, burying my face in my palms.
I hated this.
''Why? What's wrong?''
''Everything! What I'm doing right now is just...so wrong. And I'm dragging you two into this as well.'' there was a shorter silence before I heard Jisoo sigh.
''He called this upon himself, he shouldn't have forbidden you to meet up with Jungkook.''
''I know but...I don't like lying to him. I feel so...dirty.'' Jennie came to sit down next to me, rubbing my back.
''Did you think of telling him?''
''Of course, I did. But I'm scared.''
''Scared of what?'' I looked up at them, pursing my lips.
''That he'll get mad at me? That I'll make him angry and distant again. We've been doing so well lately, I don't want to ruin it...''
''He likes you Chae. I'm sure with some explaining, he will understand,'' muttered Jisoo, searching my eyes. I looked away, gulping.
Will he really?
I watched nervously as he stood in front of his closet, taking off his tie before loosening his cuffs. I was an anxious mess ever since I entered this godforsaken chamber, the fabric of the red gown feeling unusually itchy on my skin.
I didn't have enough time to think thoroughly about this. At least it didn't feel like enough time for me. I wasn't ready but it had to be done. Coming clean is the best decision I could go for right now.
''Sweetheart, come here for a second,'' jumping up from the bed I quickly scurried towards him, looking up at him nervously with questioning eyes.
''Y-yes?'' I gripped my gown tightly in my fists. Taehyung watched me oddly before he turned fully towards me, his dress shirt halfway undone.
''Would you mind helping?'' nodding I stepped closer, my shaking fingers reaching for his shirt. As I undid button after button, I couldn't help but feel tenser and tenser.
Now it's the time, Chae.
Uncertainly I ran my eyes from his chest up to his eyes. To my surprise, he was already watching me in question.
''Your Ma-I mean Taehyung,'' he smiled softly, his attention all on me as he waited for my next words.
But my throat felt clogged. The words just wouldn't come. Looking him in the eyes, with each second I lost the tiny bit of courage I had at first. Looking him in the eyes, I didn't want to ruin this. He was looking at me so gently, so fondly. How would he look at me once I told him the truth? Would his gentle eyes turn cold and emotionless once again?
''Sweetheart?'' snapping out of my thoughts I looked back down, my throat parched, my fingers shaking against the fabric of his shirt.
''I was...'' I gulped, my voice shaking, ''I wanted to tell you that tomorrow in the afternoon me and the girls planned to go out,'' I whispered, my heart heavier with each word, ''I just wanted to let you know.''
There was a short silence before he took a hold of my hands, making me look up at him.
''Is that what you were so nervous to tell me?'' he mused, making me avoid his eyes once again, chuckling nervously.
''I guess so.''
I was a liar. A dirty liar. I lied looking him straight in the eyes. I hated it but I couldn't for the love of me tell him the truth. I was so very scared. He was warming up to me, he let me call him by his name, he comforted me whenever he saw I was down, and what did I do in return? Spat one lie after another in his face.
But I didn't want things to change between us. I let this go too far and now it was way too late to walk out of this with our relationship unharmed.
At first, I didn't mind keeping it from him. I was mad at him for forbidding me to meet up with my friend, he deserved it. But after all that happened...I didn't feel like that anymore. It was suffocating having to lie.
''Give yourself a break, will you?'' startled I looked up at him, frowning.
''What?''
''You're thinking way too hard about this when there's no need to beat yourself up,'' he said with a sigh, taking me by my waist to pull me against him, ''of course I will let you go out with the girls.'' nodding stiffly I looked down, my chest tightening painfully.
He was making all this even worse but I couldn't really blame him. I was the one who caused this mess.
''Look at me,'' slowly, I raised my eyes back to him, ''I can see right through you baby. Whatever is going on up there,'' he knocked softly at my temple, ''stop it.'' nodding I smiled weakly, leaning my forehead against his shoulder with a heavy sigh.
Sometimes, this man was too good to be true.
''Now, let's get you a bit distracted, shall we?'' I looked up at him with a frown, but that soon disappeared once I saw the lazy smirk adorning his plump lips. Only one thing ever came out of that little grin of his.
Blushing I clutched on the edges of his almost-undone shirt as he held the back of my neck, pulling me closer.
And when he kissed me hungrily, I couldn't help but melt into his arms, bathing in his warmth that brought pleasing jitters all across my body.
Running my hands up his chest I slowly wrapped them around his neck, pulling him even closer. And as I pulled him in, Taehyung growled lustfully into the kiss before detaching himself from my lips, his eyes hooded over as they stared into mine.
Slowly, he took a step forward making me step back as we approached the bed behind me, his hand running around my waist before stopping at the ribbon and tugging on it gently, teasingly.
''Tonight, I want you to forget about everything that's troubling you. Let those things go for now, and focus on me. Only me and us, okay?'' his husky, honeyed voice brought me into some kind of trance and I found myself nodding slowly, all the while never straying my eyes away from his.
Satisfied, he grinned cheekily before attacking my lips once again in a fierce but passionate kiss. One of his hands brushed through my hair at the back of my head before tugging on it softly but firmly, making me tilt my head back. His other hand tugged at my ribbon harshly and pulled it out, the gown loosening and sliding down my shoulders. He tugged at my bottom lip with his teeth before reaching for my shoulders, hastily taking off my gown. With our foreheads against each other, I looked him in the eyes, and the sole sight of the lust and passion in them made me go weak in my knees.
Finally, he got rid of my gown and the transparent little dress, leaving me in nothing but my underwear. He looked at me cheekily, making me confused at first, but soon I understood as he hooked his arm around my waist, lifting me up. As I landed on the soft bed behind me, I laughed quietly, watching him as he approached me with an amused smile and a little wink.
Climbing on top of me he approached me slowly with a mysterious grin, making me narrow my eyes at him, the little smile never leaving my lips.
''Why are you looking at me like that?'' I questioned suspiciously, making him grin even wider.
''Like what?''
''Like...you're gonna eat me or something,'' the corner of his lips twitched slightly, making me go even more suspicious.
This was the first time he's been so playful with me.
He ran his tongue along his bottom lip, never looking away from my eyes, the sight making me squeeze my thighs together.
''Well, aren't I?'' widening my eyes at his words I blushed embarassedly, looking away.
That sneaky little...
Pulling my chin up so I was looking at him again he kissed me deeply and slowly this time, mingling his tongue with mine in passion. Mewling softly into the kiss I wrapped my arms around him to pull him closer, our closeness sending my mind into a frenzy.
His proximity, his touches, his kisses, his words, they all brought such warmth to my body, it all felt like it was meant to be. He was meant to be here, with me, this close. I was meant to be in his arms. Meant to be his.
And as much as the thought sounded ridiculous, I couldn't help myself but feel that way.
The temperature in the room grew with each second as we kissed, lost in each other's touches. Hastily, I pulled at his half-undone dress-shirt that still hung from his shoulders leisurely. Growling deeply he detached his lips from mine once again before tugging at the edge of his shirt, ripping it off and sending the buttons flying down.
Taking a deep breath I watched his built chest as the muscles beneath his smooth skin rippled. Soon he came back down, pulling me into another heated kiss. Closing my eyes I ran my fingers through his messy hair, a deep moan resonating in the depth of his throat at the action.
Smiling into the kiss and feeling brave I pushed him away, pulling him down on the bed before climbing on top, straddling him. Taehyung watched me quizically with one eyebrow up before smirking, pulling me back down by the back of my neck. Complying I kissed him sweetly, the little grin never leaving my lips. Gently, I took a hold of both his hands before pinning them down above his head, getting a displeased grunt as a response which made me chuckle into the kiss.
''What's wrong your Majesty?'' I mused to which I got a playful glare back. Smiling I kissed him again, intertwining our hands together, teasingly rubbing my pelvis against his.
Taehyung took in a sharp breath, closing his eyes with his eyebrows furrowed. I bit my lip watching him before ducking down, placing a soft kiss in the crook of his neck.
''Baby...'' he moaned softly making me hum into his skin as I proceeded to place soft, wet kisses along his neck, careful not to leave a mark.
''Oh fuck,'' I grinned as I felt him grind into me from under me. Returning back to his lips I kissed him softly before he took charge in the kiss, kissing me deeply and fiercely. As he was about to raise his arms up I pushed them back down, making him groan into the kiss.
''You know I can overpower you any second, right?'' he muttered breathily, making me pout.
''Let me have my fun,'' I whined silently making him quirk up his eyebrow before he grinned slyly.
''You want to have fun?'' I tilted my head to the side, watching him down as I tried to read him. But before I could, he quickly freed his arms from mine and took a hold of my shoulders, pulling me back down on the bed before climbing on top, straddling my middle.
I gasped in surprise looking up at him with widened eyes and reddened cheeks. He watched me smugly before leaning in and wrapping his arm around my back, he unclasped my bra effortlessly. We watched each other in silence, him with a smug grin and me with widened eyes, all the while he slowly pulled my bra away from me, leaving my top completely bare. Throwing the bra away he leaned back, looking over my body with a smirk.
''Let's have some fun then,'' I parted my lips, confused as he slowly reached to the ground beside the bed, grabbing something.
Confused, I noticed he picked up my red ribbon. I watched with my eyebrows raised as he turned back to me.
''What are you...'' but my words quickly died down on my tongue as he grabbed both my wrists with one hand, the other still holding the silky ribbon.
Realizing what's happening I gaped up at him, blushing as I watched him raise my arms above my head.
''T-Taehyung-''
''Shhh,'' I bit my lip, watching as he tied my wrists to the bar on the backrest effortlessly. Once he finished, I tried to tug on them but my wrists wouldn't move. Blushing I looked back to him who was now smiling softly down at me, his eyes full of adoration.
Unsurely I looked up to my wrist then back to him, trying to tug at them again.
''What-''
Taehyung reached down, planting soft kisses on my forehead and my nose before looking down at me, his eyes gleaming beautifully in the dimmed lights. Stroking my cheek with the back of his fingers, his other hand ran through my hair.
''Now, I want you to be a good girl and enjoy yourself while I take care of you, okay?'' frowning I watched his eyes, unsure.
Obviously, I've never done something like this, I didn't know how I felt about my hands being tied.
Reaching up he kissed the little crease between my eyebrows, making my frown disappear immediately.
''It's going to be okay, if you're not gonna like it then you can tell me, alright?'' watching him for a moment, still unsure, I nodded in the end, smiling softly as he leaned his forehead against mine, sighing softly.
''Good girl,'' I blushed feeling his fingers running gently up my inner thigh. I took in a shuddering breath with my eyes closed, his fingers now running along the hem of my underwear. Throwing my head back I whined silently as he traced my area over my underwear, the subtle touches already sending sparks of pleasure rippling through my body.
As I opened my eyes, he was watching me fondly, the soft locks of his hair caressing his lashes teasingly, his plump lips stretched into a lazy smile.
The strong will to run my hands through his hair made me tug at my wrists once again, the action causing the grin on his lips to widen.
Sighing shakily I bit my lip, his fingers hooking over my underwear to slowly pull it down. Once it was off he leaned in closer, freeing my bottom lip from my teeth with his own, the deep growl coming from the depths of his throat making me shudder helplessly under him. Kissing me softly he ran his finger along my folds, the sparks in my tummy from the action making me squirm under him with a quiet moan. Detaching our lips with a sloppy peck, he took a deep breath, his eyes closed.
''Fuck, I love how responsive you are,'' he muttered before looking down at me, my cheeks flushed.
Smiling down at me he willed his fingers to move more firmly and steadily, making me turn my head to the side with a strangled whine.
''Oh gosh...'' after more teasing and desperate attempts to tug at my hands, he entered two fingers inside me, immediately eating up the loud mewl coming from me with his lips. I kissed him back deeply, trying to push my body closer to him. Sensing my struggle he gently laid his warm chest against mine with one hand supporting his weight. Humming he picked up the pace with his fingers, my torso lifting up from the bed at the sensation.
''T-Taehyung...''
''Mmm just a bit longer baby,'' it was impossible to stop the moans from escaping as I squirmed under him, the now-familiar bundle of pleasure in my tummy ready to relieve itself.
However just as I was about to, Taehyung retrieved his fingers, making me groan frustratedly as the sparks disappeared, leaving me empty and unsatisfied.
I looked up at him with a weak glare, narrowing my eyes as he watched me with a smug grin.
''Why-why would you do that?'' I whined, pushing my thighs together and tugging at my hands once again.
Taehyung laughed deeply and once more I could feel his fingers at my entrance.
''You were about to cum but I am no way done with you yet baby,'' huffing I threw my head to the side, my breath picking up on its pace as he started to caress the area once again, the pleasure building back up.
''T-that was mean,'' I tried to say but it came out as a desperate whisper, making him smile softly at me. Reaching down he placed a wet kiss on my neck, making me tilt my head back with a low moan.
''But you will be able to bear it now, won't you?'' he mused into my skin before nibbling at it softly.
After few more minutes of teasing, he entered his fingers once again and I knew I wouldn't last long before releasing.
But just like before, just as I was about to, he retrieved his fingers once again, making me throw my head back with a whine.
''Taehyung!'' the man above me simply chuckled amusedly, pecking my lips.
''Be patient baby, you will get your reward, don't worry,'' frustrated I closed my eyes, breathing heavily to calm myself from the high he denied me of for the second time.
His hand on my hip slowly ran down my thigh, making me look down at him in surprise. Taehyung kneeled down between my legs running his palms up and down my thighs, all the while not breaking off our eye contact.
Watching him with heavy breaths, I could feel myself flush when he raised my legs, hooking my knees around his neck with a little grin.
Throwing my head back I closed my eyes, the only sounds in the room being the soft shuffling of sheets and my shallow breaths.
I gripped the ribbon tightly in my fingers, feeling his hot breath on my wet entrance. Holding my breath in anticipation, I felt his warm palms running up my thighs, his fingers stroking my skin gently.
''Oh my God,'' I breathed, feeling his lips kissing around it, successfully avoiding my clit, ''Taehyung please,'' I whispered desperately, my fingers turning white from the strong hold on the ribbon. Taehyung raised his head from between my legs, looking up at me smugly.
''Please what?'' he ducked back down slowly to kiss all around my clit lightly, his eyes never straying away from mine, driving me crazy. Whining I struggled beneath him, rising my torso in frustration but Taehyung pushed me back down, looking up at me playfully in question.
''P-please just do it,'' I pleaded, looking down at him, tugging at my tied hands in reflex. Smiling softly he ran his palm up my thigh before placing a soft kiss on it, closing his eyes.
''Your wish is my command,'' and with those words he dived in, pulling out a loud moan from me as his wet tongue ran across my clit. Gripping on the ribbon tightly I tried to keep my moans in as he licked all around, his tongue gentle but firm at the same time, making me roll my head back at the drugging feeling.
''Ohh fuck,'' I moaned into the silence, nothing but him and the way he made me feel clouding my mind. Taehyung growled against my clit, making me twitch as the vibrations from his voice sent another bundle of sparks across my body.
Looking down at him I watched as he ran his hand from my thigh to my entrance, slowly entering one finger, his lips still working on my clit, his hungry eyes focused on mine. Moaning loudly I threw my head back once again, tugging hastily on my hands tied behind me.
''Taehyung please...ohh God,'' at this point I was nothing but a broken record, moaning unstoppably as he ate me out, his dark and lustful eyes trained on me the entire time.
As I felt the pleasure building up again, I held on to the ribbon tightly to support myself from losing my mind, my eyes closed, my legs around his neck twitching gently.
Seeing my reaction Taehyung quickened his moves, his tongue working firmly on my clit while his finger picked up its pace, sending me into a frenzy.
Moaning into the air I finally came around his finger, my body rising from the bed, making him push down on my tummy gently as he led me through my orgasm, his movements not faltering one bit.
After what seemed like an eternity, my tremors subsided, leaving me feeling spent, my chest rising up and down heavily from the euphoria. Peering down at Taehyung, he took out his finger before he licked up the fluids on it and around my entrance.
He came back to lean over me with a soft smile, his finger brushing the stray locks of hair away from my flushed face before he licked his bottom lip slowly. Watching him I reached up weakly. Getting the message he leaned down, kissing me softly, his hand cupping my cheek gingerly.
Pulling away he cursed softly under his breath, watching my face longingly.
''Fuck baby, how stunning you look all vulnerable under me,'' even in my state of trance I could feel myself blush at his words, smiling softly.
However, the smile disappeared soon and was replaced with a pout as I tugged at my hands.
''C-could you...'' immediately, Taehyung reached up and untied my wrists gently before throwing the ribbon away. Heaving a sigh I immediately wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down, making him chuckle huskily into my neck. Smiling to myself I nuzzled his hair, closing my eyes.
''I liked that a lot,'' I murmured shyly into his hair, making him hum deeply into my skin.
''That's good because fuck, you bet we will be doing this again,'' blushing I hid my face in his hair, chuckling.
''Good.''
There was a short silence before he pulled away gently, looking down at me, the familiar glint in his eyes making me narrow my eyes at him.
''We're not finished yet baby,'' I gaped up at him.
''W-what do you-''
''Would you turn on your tummy for me, my love?'' searching his eyes silently I couldn't help but blush and obey, turning so I was now on my tummy with my arms under my head.
''What a good girl you are for me,'' he whispered into my ear from behind, brushing my hair away from my neck, his words making me hide my face in the pillow.
I heard him move behind me, the sound of his belt unclasping making me shudder in anticipation. I listened as he dropped his pants to the ground.
I leaned my cheek against my arm and in the corner of my eye I could already see him approaching me again. His hands on my hips made me breathe out shakily waiting for what's about to happen next.
I felt his lips slowly tracing up my back, placing one kiss after another on my heated skin. Once he reached the back of my neck he hovered over my ear, his breath hitting the back of my neck pleasantly.
''Raise your hips up for me, baby,'' at that his hands tapped my hips softly. Slowly, I did as I was told, his hands leading me to go on my knees with my chest still on the bed.
Blushing madly at the position I hid my face in the pillow once again, feeling his hands run from my butt to my back. He leaned to me once again, his breath caressing my ear lobe.
''Are you ready my love?'' taking a moment to collect myself I took a deep breath in before nodding.
''Y-yes.''
The next day
3.person
Seokjin poured himself yet another shot before downing it immediatelly, scrunching up his nose at the strong taste of liquor on his tongue. With a little scowl he watched the yard silently from where he was seated in the summer house.
It was 3 PM and he still had bunch of work to get done but right now, he couldn't care less. Work was good because it could distract him from his own shitty life most of the time, but sometimes, the work could be just as shitty, therefore he needed a break from both. And that's exactly why he was already down half-a-bottle of liquor in the middle of the day.
Noticing two familiar figures walking towards him, he groaned under his nose, this time abandoning the little cup and drank the liquor straight from the bottle.
''Hyung!'' he glanced at Jimin and smiled tightly however once he looked at Jinyoung who was standing next to him, even the almsot invisible smile disappeared, replaced with a blank expression, ''what got you drinking this shit in the middle of the day?'' snorted Jimin, taking the bottle from him to look at what exactly it was.
''Life,'' grumbled Seokjin before looking away, the scowl never leaving his face. He tried to reach for the bottle again but the younger snatched his hand away, making Seokjin glower at him.
''Oh come on hyung you had enough, this stuff is strong,'' scolded Jimin making Seokjin sigh, looking away, ''anyway, Jinyoung you stay here for a bit, I will go get the new bow I was telling you about and I will also get this thing away from him,'' he rasied the bottle, glancing at Seokjin who only rolled his eyes.
''Yeah no problem, I'll be here,'' with that Jimin left, leaving the two men alone. Jinyoung approached the summer house slowly before sitting himself down on the bench across from Seokjin, looking at him oddly.
''What is it?'' seethed Seokjin, making the younger raise his hands in surrender.
''Nothing dude, just thinking what crawled up your ass,'' at that Seokjin glared at the younger scarily.
''None of your fucking business,'' much to Seokjin's surprise the younger snickered, looking at him mockingly. The friendly aura he had around Jimin long gone.
''Sure doesn't seem like nothing,'' he muttered, smirking.
''What's your problem?'' growled Seokjin however Jinyoung didn't look very affected, on the contrary, he looked like he was enjoying himself which made Seokjin's blood boil.
''I ain't got a problem with you,'' he leaned his elbows on the table between them, ''but it seems like, for some reason, you've got a problem with me.'' clenching his jaw Seokjin looked away, silent, ''I wonder why?''
Silence. Seokjin was not in the mood to argue with the guy, his day was already shitty enough as it was.
But the mocking grin on Jinyoung's face was just pulling him in to give the younger a beating.
''I got the memo that you and Jisoo are quite close. Or used to be, that is,'' Seokjin flinched in his seat before turning towards the younger, throwing daggers with his eyes.
How the fuck did he know that? Did Jisoo tell him?
''You know, it's shame it's not that way anymore,'' having enough, Seokjin banged his fists against the table standing up.
''What the fuck is your intention here?'' he growled, glaring down at the younger in fury, ''why are you telling me all this?''
Jinyoung, however, only smiled smugly before raising his hands in surrender once again, shrugging his shoulders.
''Just telling you about my observations dude, don't get your panties in a twist, geez. You know, me and Jisoo are quite close lately, it's only natural I'm interested about her, or no?'' Seokjin watched the younger in silence, his fists just itching to knock the soul out of the boy.
He was fucking furious, the asshole was just trying to get him riled up and it was fucking working. Leaning in to hover over the sitting guy, he took pleasure in it once he saw the faltering hesitation in Jinyoung's eyes.
''Don't you fucking prod around in my business or it will not end well for you,'' and with that he walked away from the summer house, his chest heaving up and down in rage.
As much as the younger angered him insanely, Seokjin was also relieved becasue in the end, Jinyoung wasn't the innocent boy everyone had him for and he knew a guy like him had no chance with a girl like Jisoo. Which meant, Seokjin still had a chance.
Chaeyoung's pov
Sighing heavily for the hundreth time I smoothed down my dress, nervously glancing at the clock on my wall.
Ten minutes past four. In five minutes I'm supposed to meet up with the girls by the entrance. Just for us to go separate ways and for me to go to Jungkook.
I couldn't wait to see him for sure but on the other hand I felt so disgusting. This was so very wrong, I was a terrible person.
Slumping down on my bed I brought my hands to my face, trying to calm down.
This will be the last time. Definitely. After the anniversary, I will tell him. I will come clean. I needed to. Shakily I tried to get myself back together, looking at the clock once again.
Time to go.
Standing up, I picked up my bag shakily before walking out the door, closing it quietly. As if I was sneaking out. As if I was hiding something. Clenching my jaw I walked briskly along the corridor before descending down the stairs, having to hold on to the railing in fear of my knees giving out.
''What am I doing?'' I whsiepred to myself miserably, stopping in my tracks.
I needed to get it back together. I've been meeting Jungkook secretly for two months now, one more time wouldn't hurt. Taehyung wouldn't find out, I have a good alibi, the girls will be going with me and we will return back together too.
Taking in a deep breath I proceeded to walk down the stairs before turning a corner, heading for the east entrance.
The corridors were empty, the setting sun outside giving them a warm glow. Yet, I couldn't help but shake in my own skin.
''Chaeyoung,'' jumping in my spot I spun around, widening my eyes at Taehyung who was walking my way. I watched him nervously as he approached me, hands in his pockets, his face blank, his eyes avoiding mine.
''Yes? Is something wrong?'' thanking the God I didn't stutter I watched him uneasily, his eyes finally meeting mine.
And at that moment I knew, something was definitely wrong.
''Please come with me to my room, we need to talk,'' feeling my heart drop to my stomach I watched him silently, clasping my shaking hands behind my back, away from his sight.
Trying to shoot my shot for the last time I chuckled nervously, frowning.
''N-now? You know, I was going to go hang out w-''
''Now, please,'' closing my mouth shut I nodded, bowing my head.
Without another word he turned around, walking back towards the staircase, with me following behind.
Oh my fricking God, did he find out? His posture and expression didn't reveal much, he was acting very oddly, I couldn't read him at all.
Silently, we walked up the stairs before we reached his room, my heart beating so hard I thought it was gonna break free from my ribcage.
Entering, I walked up the few steps before turning nervously to him, trying to hide the fear behind my eyes with a soft, nervous smile.
However, Taehyung didn't look at me once.
''I will be right back, just excuse me for a bit,'' and with that he disappeared in his bathroom, shutting the door behind him with a bang.
Releasing a breath I didn't even know I was holding I started pacing around the room, tugging at my hair in frustration.
What could have happened? He didn't look specifically angry, but he was behaving weirdly still. Closed off. Out of his character.
If it wasn't about Jungkook, then what could it be? Everything was fine yesterday, things were more than fine. What could have changed?
Shivering I hugged myself tightly, glancing at the open balcony door that let the fresh, evening wind in.
It was soon summer but some evenings could still get very cold.
Sighing I brushed my hair away from my face, thinking.
Whatever happens now, it will be all my fault. I should have told him earlier, I should have told him yesterday. But like the coward that I am, I kept on putting it off.
A sudden harsh wind from outside moved with the curtains violently, sending a bunch of papers from Taehyung's table flying down to the ground.
Biting my lip I crouched down to pick them up, desperate to calm my buzzing mind down.
Abstinently I looked over the papers, my eyebrows furrowing as I stopped my movements to read one of them.
And with each word, my stomach contracted more and I felt a bile rising up my throat. Standing up from the ground I held the paper in my fingers tightly, the strength crumpling it up at the edges.
Somewhere in the background, I could hear the door opening, but I couldn't tear my eyes away from the paper as I felt them gloss over.
''Chaeyoung...'' slowly, I looked at him who was watching me carefully, an immediate expression of guilt overthrowing his face once he noticed the paper I was holding.
''Taehyung, what is this?''
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forty chapters, wow
I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, it was definitely a challange to write it heh
thank you all for your support, you're the best TnT