I sat with benny for what felt lille hours, the little sun rising gleaming across from the little windows, though the frosted glass of the bedroom window and door letting the golden early sun shine onto our faces and bodies as we held each other tightly, tighter than ever like we never wanted to let go.
"Benny" I spoke up my voice croaky from my screams
"Yes?"
"Can we talk about something?... not That" I asked him
"Okay, uuhhh..." he says thinking for a moment "Did you wanna hear what I dreamt about?"
"Sure" I laughed as we both moved a little so we could lay in bed together on our sides both out arms still wrapped around each other "let me guess? You where in Moscow at the world championship, you beat everyone but borgov" I laughed
"You're doing good" he nodded
"And then you beat him in like thirty moves and become world champion?"
"How do you know what I'm dreaming?"
"Because you always dream the same thing benny" I laughed
"Not always" He complained gently tickling my waist
"Ahhh benny stop it!" I complained pushing his hand away
"I don't always dream the same thing?"
"Ohh like when?"
"Like... the other night. I had a dream about some weird world where the ground was a chess board and lots of people wanted to beat me up"
"You've been reading alice in wonderland again haven't you benny?"
".... Maybe"
"That'll be why benny"
"Oohh... why does that book mess my head up so much?"
"I don't know, but it weirdly does"
"You wanna know what else happened in my dream? Before I was rather... Rudely awoken"
"Sorry"
"It's okay," He smiled kissing my nose "I just have to remember not to let you go while I'm sleeping"
"Why?"
"Because when I'm cuddling you, You don't get nightmares. Any night I let you go you have them"
"They're not nightmares benny..."
"I know theyre not, But come on you wanna know?"
"Alright" I laughed
"Once he resigned and I had won," he began
"And where there soaking up the victory I presume" I laughed
"Yes I was, And you came through from where you were watching the game and..."
"And?"
"And you came over, I picked you up in my arms and" he began before he pulled me closer and pressed his lips against my own. The kiss was full of passion and love, the sweet soft movement of our lips as we slowly kissed his thumb gently rubbing on my hip as we continued to kiss. Till he pulled back "And I did that, In moscow In Front of the whole world"
"That does sound like a nice dream benny" I smiled nuzzling into his neck
"Maybe It won't be a dream, One day"
"I hope not"
"Why not?"
"Because that means I'll be in Moscow"
"I know, Maybe someday we can go there just you and me, for a holiday or something? Visit your home?"
"Id rather just stay here benny, With you"
"You're really happy to stay here with me?"
"Of course I am I've been here for months"
"I know I just kinda assumed once the heat was off you'd... I don't know, run off somewhere else"
"Why would I ever wanna go anywhere else, Then here with you"
"Really? Not anywhere?"
"Knowhere in the world can me feel the way I feel when I'm with you"
"Aww, Y/n... thats beautiful" He smiled giving my lips a little kiss "Well, You can stay with me as long as you like"
"You mean it?"
"Of course I do" He smiled "Y/n?"
"Yes benny?"
"I don't wanna go anywhere unless I can take you with me, I want you to stay here with me, I don't want to be without you"
"Why not?"
"Because nothing else in the world is better then the way I feel when I'm with you, Honeybunny"
"Aww benny" I smiled tightly squeezing him
"Y/n I uhhh... I" He began
"Yes benny?"
"I - I wanna tell you something"
"Tell me what?" I asked
"I uhh, I really like you"
"Aww I really like you too benny"
"Did... you wanna be my girlfriend?"
"I'd like that" I smiled widely he smiled back giving me a kiss as we got closer and cosier
"Y/n I wanna tell you something else"
"What?"
"I uhh I've never had a girl stay here with me this long"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean like at most a couple of days not... months like you have"
"So?"
"So, is there anything to make you more comfortable if you're staying here?"
"I wish you didn't go out so much, this place gets lonely"
"I know, I'm trying to figure out not having to go shopping every like two days,"
"Buy more?"
"I know but I can only buy so much honey bunny, I am not that strong you know I can only carry so much home with me"
"You could always go to the bigger store outside of town in the car?"
"That's not a bad idea I guess, but... then I'm further away and it'll take longer because I'm driving further, and a bigger shop and all. I don't want to leave you too long all by yourself"
"Isn't leaving for a few hours once a week going to be better than an hour every other day?"
"You're right, You're always right" he says kissing my head "it's funny"
"What is?"
"You're probably the first girl I've had to sleep in my bed without... you know"
"Without what?"
"Without... having sex with her"
"I'm sorry"
"Sorry? What are you sorry for?"
"That we... haven't."
"Y/n its okay '' he says holding me softly "If your not ready that's fine it doesn't bother me that we don't, You've never done that before it's fine. I'll wait as long as you want me to"
"What if... I don't ever want to?"
"Then we won't"
"What if I did want to, But I was scared?"
"Then we could, if you wanted to, I'd be slow and gentle with you if you wanted me to"
"Do you, want to?"
"Honestly?"
"Honestly"
"I do, Very... Very badly" He mutters running his fingers up my waist "But, Not till you're ready." He says kissing my cheek
"But that's not fair on you, You want to its not fair I keep denying you what you want"
"Y/n, Alright yes I want to, you're beautiful, you're my girlfriend, you're living here with me of course I want to. But I won't enjoy it if you're not happy too, I couldn't bear to do that to you if you didn't want it to. I can wait, till your ready" He says "and not a moment before"
"If your sure"
"Of course I'm sure" he shrugs "Besides I always have the bathroom"
"What?"
"What do you think I do when we've been... snuggling or kissing and I, You know"
"In the bathroom?"
"I didn't want to bother you or, wake you up or anything."
"You've just been, in the bathroom anytime we?"
"Pretty much yeah, I can't exactly like wait for you to go out"
"True, I didn't think you did"
"I do, sometimes the shower too. When I'm lazy"
"Is that why it takes you like an hour to shower?"
"Sometimes" He nods "Do you ever... while I'm gone?"
"No, I don't know how" I blushed
"You don't know how?" He laughs and I nodded "They filled your head with nothing but chess and ballet didn't they?" he ask and I nodded "My poor little honeybunny" He laughs giving me tighter hug "You sweet little thing" He laughs kissing my head as we cuddled
"Benny?" I asked after a moment of our quiet cuddle
"Yes y/n?"
"I want to tell you?"
"Tell me what?"
"Tell you about Moscow" I told him