A/N : GUYS! OH MY GOD! SO SO SOO SORRY FOR THE LOOOONG WAIT, WE'VE BEEN SO BUSY!! BUT HEY, WE'RE BACK! -BRI
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Liam's POV:
"Uh, I'm going to go to the bathroom Jessie, I'll be right back." I said awkwardly. I grasped the feeling that she didn't want to express how she truly felt, so I thought it to be best to not say much. With the tension thick in the air, I decided to carry myself to the bathroom.
Pushing the metal door open, I paced over to the porcelain sinks and large mirrors, instantly recieving a botched reflection of myself. Letting my dissatisfaction out through the cinched grasp of my fingers encased around the counter, I inclined my face inches to the mirror, resting my hot forehead against the icy glass. I exhaled significantly, releasing the tight breath of air constricted in my throat since the first text from Jenna.
Recollections of our past relationship flooded through my thoughts, insulting and maneuvering me into the malicious possibility.
Jenna.
No. I was with Jessie now, I cherished her. The thought simply deteriorated me for actually considering what Jenna proposed. The feeling weighing me down to my core that I was silently deceiving Jess with my curiosity. She would never consider the possibility of cheating so what gave me the right to do so? She was just so irresistible, so tempting. No. No I wouldn't allow myself to think these thoughts. I was out of line, I honestly needed to chill.
I sighed, shaking the dishonest thoughts out of my head. I began to reminisce the times shared with Jessie. Her laughter echoing and bouncing against the walls of my memories. Her capturing smile tattooed upon my heart, suddenly grinning as the pure contentment of my love to Jessie played in my head. She was my beginning and my end, the intimate romance of my life. I couldn't even start to imagine, let alone describe how happy she made me feel.
Turning the faucet I splashed the chilled water onto my face, stinging my pores with its glacial feeling. Pushing myself from the sink, I walked out of the bathroom feeling replenished. I began to make my way over to where Jessie was seated, but before I had a chance to take a step towards our table, a flood of blonde bumped roughly into me. Recognizing the familiar head of blonde hair, I grabbed both her arms with with unadulterated concern. Her once brilliant, blue eyes were now red and puffy; she was crying uncontrollably.
"Jessie? Babe, what's wrong! What happened? Where are you going?" I frantically sputtered as my eyes searched her face for answers.
Millions of questions swarmed in my head and I spoke quickly with utter concern. She didn't answer me, but rather yet just sobbed harder and she yanked free my grasp. I tried to close the gap between us but she roughly shoved me away. What was causing this behavior? This wasn't going anywhere. Putting my hands up in defeat, I realized I was too flustered to comprehend what was going on.
Then I noticed it.
My phone, in her hands.
Immediately grabbing it, I glanced down and saw Jenna's messages.
No, this wasn't happening.
A frigid hurry of annoyance, distress and dread throbbed all through my entire body. I couldn't move, I couldn't significantly assemble out a solitary syllable. I was horribly stunned and embarrassed. The expression Jessie wore was anguishing, and I loathed myself for not having the capacity to do anything. She was broken, and I had nobody else at fault however, but myself.
At that point she ran. Right out of the restaurant and I dreaded for the most exceedingly awful, right out of my life. I watched as the love of my life ran out into the obscurity of the night and I wasn't able to do anything to stop her.
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