𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑵𝑯𝑬𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻// adam stanheight//saw (finished!!)

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adam's pov

"lawrence." i called his name as he made the bed 2 hours later.

"what?" he said sort of meanly.

"are you mad at me or something?" i asked him.

"what are you talking about?"

"why are you acting like this?"

"i'm not acting like anything."

he continued to forcefully pull the sheets onto the bed.

"lawrence." i said again.

"can you just-- not??" he told me, finally looking up at me.

"what did i do?!" i asked quickly.

he ignored me that time.

"why do you always do this?" i complained.

"do what?!" he said angrily.

"like, you always..blame me! and for what? i didn't even do anything wrong!"

lawrence said nothing.

"okay, yeah, continue to ignore me." i said.

"do you not understand that we just had sex not even 12 hours ago?" lawrence finally said.

"okay?" i said, "so what?"

"so what? so what?!" lawrence said angrily to me, "it's not a so what situation, adam! IT'S THE FACT THAT YOU'RE A MAN!"

after he yelled that, i had nothing to say.

i was so angry that he put this whole situation on me.

i admit, i wanted to have sex with him, but didn't he as well?

if he didn't want to, he wouldn't have.

but he did.

so i don't understand why he's blaming me for something he wanted to do.

he was the one who pulled my shirt off and took me to his bedroom, not me.

"you wanted to." i finally mumbled.

"excuse me?" i heard him say.

i rolled my eyes since i knew he heard me.

"stop playing victim all the time, adam." lawrence said shortly afterwards.

"are you kidding me?! since when am i ever playing victim!? you wanted to have sex with me!" i yelled at him.

"when did i ever say that?" lawrence asked.

"if you didn't want to have sex with me, you wouldn't have!"

"maybe i just felt bad for you!" lawrence yelled again.

"seriously?!" i yelled.

i had never felt angrier in my life.

but he said nothing else.

and neither did i.

"do you want me to just go then?" i asked him.

"if you want to." he mumbled.

i rolled my eyes.

but i really didn't want to leave.

"you're selfish, you know?" i told him finally.

"what?" he said, looking up at me once again.

"you heard what i said, stop playing dumb." i said.