Crushing On Your Majesty;The girl he hated

Just let me go!

Have you seen a bird trying to fly with a broken wing?

I have and trust me when I say,it dosen't stop him.

It will fall down again and again,it will thrash around hitting the ground in pain.

But with each thrust it will sour few feet higher,
It will not stop even if it's wigs are on fire.

Not because it can't survive on plains,but because it was born to break the barriers that restricted it's aims.

It was born to fly and it will , disregarding any odds and hurricanes that came in it's way.

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Since the last 12 years, I have wished to see him.
To see that smile that I am seeing right now?

How can he smile?
Doesn't his heart curse him for throwing out his own daughter?
Doesn't he have a conscience?

He is talking to the king, his arms were interlocked with someone and when I moved further, my heart stopped.

It pains

It shouldn't I know
These feelings, this sadness should have died the day they disowned me.
But can I help it?

The knives pierce my heart as I saw her, my so-called stepmom.
Her smile was all fake just like insides.

I tried breaking the stereotype.
I tried accepting her as my mother as I never saw my real mother.
But her, she just couldn't see me as anything except a wh***'s child.

My fists clenched as I stepped back from the stage.
Unaware of Daniel's eyes fixed on me.

Such a happy couple.
I bet they both were perfect for each other after all.
Both fake and unreal.

My foot got stuck on the carpet behind.
I was going to fall back when I felt two strong hands hold me steady.

That was when I looked at him.

"Careful Stalker. What happened?"

I couldn't stand, let alone speak.
I want to go
Like right now!
Away from all of them!

My eyes met his confused ones.
I could only move my head in a no.
Tears were stinging my eyes, ready to gush out.

Sh**

I have to leave.

I tried pulling my hands away from his grip but he was reluctant.
Holding my wrist in his hand he followed my gaze.

Still not able to understand, he moved me closer to his chest.

"Stalker! Look at me! Hey here!"

Don't say anything Daniel
Please don't
You can't see me cry
I can't look at you with tears in my eyes dammit
You will ask for reasons and I can't tell them!

"No...no Dan...I...sorry"

I harshly pulled my hand away from his grip.
Running away from everything.

His voice could be heard in the background but I didn't stop.
Desperate to escape.

As soon as the girl's washroom came into view, I ran inside slamming my cubicle door shut.

Let it go Eva!

And I did.
Tears stained my cheeks as I pressed my back on the cubicle wall.

I don't know how long I stayed there.
Letting go of my emotions in this silence.