THE SWEETEST LOVE [ONE SHOT]

Bittersweet Memory

She is listening to the songs playlist on Youtube and jamming to them.

But then  *Remember That by BTOB* is playing.

This familiar song.
This familiar voice.
And this familiar feelings.

She knows  she couldn't help but to cry just hearing to the first verse.

She wants to hear the song even if it hurts her so bad.

The song is beautiful and yet painful.

"Ya, Sooyoung ah..gwenchana? "

She is in the living room, sitting on the couch when Wendy comes out from her room.

"Oh, I am okay unnie, it's just I am watching a sad video,"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes..I will go to my room then unnie, good night,"

She gives a goodnight hug to Wendy.

"Such a bad attempt Joyiah,"

Wendy knows her dongsaeng very well. She is not the one who will cry easily. Yes. Except for one reason.

Him.

Yook Sungjae.

"How I wish I could help to unite them back,"

She enters her room and lays on the bed.

"Why do it hurts me so bad?"

"Why do the feeling is remain the same?"

"Why do my heart doesn't change?"

It is just a song.

For damn sake- a song that give thousand meaning.

A thousand feeling.

Brings her back to the time when his love make her smile reaches her eyes.

Only the first verse.

Yet the impact is very huge to her fragile heart.
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"I hate myself to still longing for you,"

The soothing and deep voice of him always effects her mind.

She getting rid the earphone and throws her mobile phone to the bed.

She goes to the bookshelf and gets a photo album.

It may be an old album but there is no single dust on it.

Well..it is impossible if she always looking to the album.

Almost everyday and yet the feeling is still remain the same.

"Even many years has passed many heart still remembering you..Yook Sungjae,"

Thank you oppa for showering me with so much love through the show.. I hope you will find you own happiness soon...I will pray for your happy ending oppa...
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*Throwback*

"Joyiah..you know it very well right?"

"Ara..,"

"I am sorry Sooyoung ah..I always want us to stay the same..but...,"

"It's not your fault oppa, don't be sorry.. it is me.. I should know it from the start..,

"Sooyoung ah," and he brings her to his embrace.

This might be the last time he could hug her.

This might be the last time he could talk casually with her.

The last time he could hear her complains and nagging.

And yes..it hurts him to see Park Sooyoung crying her heart out because of him.

Thank you Park Sooyoung for being such a great woman to me. I appreciate our golden times together.. I know you will find someone much better than me someday soon..

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And that was their last close encounter and meeting. They cannot pursue their relationship even they wanted to.

They have careeer to protect. They have their group members that they love.

They have to sacrifice their feeling as they choose this path from the start.

They never thought that they will fall in love to each other.

But.. it is God's plan..and they are just the normal human being.

They accepted the fact that they cannot ended together.

They cannot met their happy ending.

But at least, they have created so many precious, amazing and sweet memories together.

It is impossible to get together but the bitter sweet memory of their young love will always hold a special place in their heart.