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16. Anxiety

- You found comfort in Jennie and I'm pretty sure you didn't even remember me last night - I was about to speak but she smiled and shook her head - It's okay honey, I knew that you wouldn't be my little girl forever

We stayed in silence, her eyes looking straight at me in a strict yet soft way:

- Something did happen - I said having flashbacks, but never losing my composure - It was bad, horrific, scary and I hope I will never have to be through that again

She held my hand with a worried expression painting her face:

- And yes, you are right when you said I found comfort in Jennie. She was there for me when I needed, if it wasn't for her and Chanyeol.. - I squeezed my eyes shut but opened them a few seconds after - You will always be my person, you will always be one of my top priorities because you're my mom and there isn't anyone I love like I love you, but I'm asking you to give me a little space and I promise, when I'm ready, I will tell you everything

- Okay sweetie - she gave a kiss on my head - Can you promise me one thing?

- Of course

- Don't take a bath with Jennie when I'm home

My checks turned red and I could feel my blood pressure getting high:

- Mom!!!! I'm a virgin!! - I exclaimed - I just had my first kiss..

The older woman's jaw dropped and I stood up quickly, going to the hallway and heading upstairs almost dying from embarrassment:

- I want to know with whom!

- Byeeee!

- I know it was Jennie!

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I opened the door with a big smile on my face due to what I was carrying. I put it on the floor and put the helmet on my head:

- So you really think that a bike will take us faster than me flying us there? - I looked behind ready to answer, but didn't say anything due to her clothes

- Uh.. hm.. - Shoot, I didn't know she would look so hot wearing my clothes - Yeah.. Hmm.. sure

- Sure? - she chuckled - Why are you staring at me like that? You don't like your clothes on me? They're a little bit big, but it's okay

- No! - I said rather loudly which made her furrow her eyebrows. I coughed and scratched my neck - I mean.. you look fine

- Ouch - she clenched her chest and I widened my eyes

- No wait! You look gorgeous! Amazing ethereal and beautifully breathtaking - I stared at her body. Looking at her wearing my clothes was making me crazy

- Oh.. - I caught her by surprise and she blushed - T-thank you

After staring at her for a little while and basically shutting down every possible thought, which surprised me since I had never had such mature and explicit thoughts, I cleared my throat and adverted my eyes to my bike:

- This old thing is really important for me. This brings back good and happy memories of my childhood- I smiled - Every Sunday me and my dad would ride our bikes around the neighborhood and in the way home, we usually bought bread to make grilled cheese and ham sandwich. This is his bicycle since mine is too small for me now

Jennie smiled and approached me. She wrapped her arms around me and I leaned my back on her front:

- You don't really talk about your dad - she stated and I sighed - I don't wanna pressure you about it, but you know you can talk to me whenever you want