Finding My Way Back *H.S.* "Sequel to O.O.M.M"

Chapter Eleven

*Skylynn's POV*

"I-I'm s-sorry." I whisper looking at him

"SKYLYNN!" they all shout causing me to flinch

"W-what..h-happened?" I ask squinting

"Y-you were hit by a car." Harry says crying

"Oh." is all I say

They all stand there staring at me making me uncomfortable. Everything hurts, and when I look at Harry I see guilt and sadness but I cringe looking at him.

Soon the doctor runs in, with some nurses.

"Ms. Brooks! Its amazing that you're breathing on your own!" the doctor exclaims smiling

"Yeah, well I'm a fighter." I smile weakly

"That you are, young lady." he says checking everything give us one last nod walking out

Why do they keep staring?

"Sorry." they mumble

Must've said it out loud.

"S-sky? How are you feeling?" my father asks

"Uh, I have some pain in my head, and in my leg. But other than that I'm just dandy." I smile

"And your attitude never left." Louis sighs chuckling

"Why would it?" I asks smirking causing them to smile

"Glad to have you back kiddo!" Uncle Cane says

"Its good to be back." I smile they all do the same

We all talk a bit as the nurses come in and out checking my vitals and giving me medicine. I lay there as they talk about stuff that had happen over the year when I left, then talk about the last two weeks of me being here.

They told me the guy who hit me is in custody, which I don't get I'm the one who ran in front of him. He didn't mean to hit me, it was my fault.

Everything is my fault.

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It's about nine o'clock at night and everyone had left besides Harry. I really haven't spoken much to him, and you can see the pain in his eyes.

I don't know what to say to him. He said those things and I know he didn't mean them. It's just how could he say such terrible things to me? He should know I would never do any of that stuff but still accused me of it.

Yes, I feel bad not talking to him but its hard to look him in the eye and not remember what he said. I love him with all my heart and sitting here ignoring him or giving one worded answers isn't going how I wanted.

I wanted him to hurt, which he is. But its hurting me more.

"Skylynn, I'm so sorry. I hate myself for saying those things to you, and if I didn't say those things you wouldn't be in here. I had just got you back and was losing you all over again." he cries

"Har-" he cuts me off

"No! Sky, if I didn't run you out of that damn house we could be back in London. We could be go back to old times. If I didn't yell and scream at you, you wouldn't hate me right now!" he sniffles

"Harry, who said I hated you?" I asks confused

"Of course you hate me Sky! You should I did this, look at you! I did this! Me." he exclaims

"Doesn't mean I hate you." I mumble crossing my arms

"And why don't you hate me?" he asks confused