Finding My Way Back *H.S.* "Sequel to O.O.M.M"

Chapter Twenty-Five ~Wedding Part 1.~

*Skylynn's POV*

Today is the day, the day I officially become Mrs. Harry Styles.

Oh, the nerves are back I can't breath or speak. I feel like I'm being sufficated in a tight bubble not able to get out. What is happening to me? Why am I so nervous? Its just Harry, got to remember its just Harry. My number one guy, my one and only, my heart, my soul, my light, my constant happiness, my only love. No pressure, he's just him that's all I need.

"Sky, you will be fine now I'm gonna start to curl your hair and do your makeup." Perrie says I nod

I have all the girls in here with me including Gemma and Anne. Anne has been going back and forth checking in on Harry and she said he's exactly like me, just bit more calmer. I don't understand why I'm so nervous. never have I ever been so nervous or scared like this. He's everything I need, everything I want, he's my everything so I can't be nervous. Relax that's all I have to do is relax.

When I walk down that aisle today, it will be my step to a better future to a better life. Now is the time where everything will fall into place, and I want have to worry about being apart of the gang life anymore. Yes, its apart of me somehow but I can't be apart of it no more, its time for me to move on from the fights, the guns, the stealing, the dealing. All of it, no more fighting guys bigger than me, no more doing busts in alleyways, and no more shooting people.

"Okay, you're makeup and hair is done, go ahead look." Perrie says turning to the mirror

Smiling, widely the girl in the mirror doesn't look anything like me. I look so much more mature, so sweet and innocent. Tears come to my eyes but push them back gazing at my hair with the veil pinned to it. She spit my hair down the middle and curling my hair looking as if its wavy.The blush on my face is so light its almost as if I have no makeup on period, and I love it. My eyes pop with the little bit of eyeshadow on them, having my eyelashes curl just so perfectly.

"Wow." I breathe out

"You look beautiful, darling." Anne states dabbing under her eyes

"Thank you, mum" I whisper she looks up wide eyes smiling

"You called me mum." she mumurs

"Cause, you are now my new mum." I hug her tightly

"Alright, lets get that dress on you." Eleanor cheers

Did I tell you that they bought very revealing and sexy lingerie? Well, they did and I have it on now MaryJean and Sophia packed my bags saying that I had no say and that I would just have to deal with it. Which is very mean to be honest, I can pack my own bags. Harry thought it was funny when they were packing I had to sit in MY living room, while they were in MY bedroom going through MY closet packing MY clothes.

Slipping, on the dress brings me out of my thoughts looking in the stand up mirror they zip the back up, and buttoning the beaded buttons up that cover the zipper. I gasp looking at myself, I have beautiful, long white dress on that fits perfectly, my hair is gorgeously curled, and my makeup is pretty well done.

This girl in the mirror isn't the same girl four years ago.

This girl is a grown up, who has matured into adult-hood. This girl shows pontential, she shows beauty and elegance. The girl four years ago, would never be caught dead in a white dress, or ever thought of getting married. The girl four years ago, would kick your ass if you told her that she would be a nervous wreck on this exact date, that she would be getting married.

But, that girl is gone. She isn't coming back anytime soon either, the girl I am now is girl I feel I should be more often, the girl everyone adores and not scared of. I'm not that girl who would punch you by saying some stupid shit, I'm not the girl who was beaten and bruised those terrible years ago. I'm the girl who is going to move on from the past and see the new beginining that is in front of me.