Finding My Way Back *H.S.* "Sequel to O.O.M.M"

Chapter Nine

*Harry POV*

Its been a week since Skylynn's relapse, and she has yet to wake up. I haven't left this place ever since that horrifying day.

Do you know the feeling of losing someone you love? I mean how are you suppose to move on when you watched your love die? How am I suppose to wake up everyday if she doesn't make it? Am I suppose to act as if it didn't happen? Am I suppose to walk away? Am I suppose to find some else?

Everyday that I've been here and watching her slowly slip away, I think of what if's.

What if this never happened? What if Cole never took her? What if we never met? What if I didn't say such stupid things to her? What if Skylynn had the baby? What if she dies?

What if?

I've been telling myself that she's going to wake up and that she's going to live. I'm not the the kind of person to pray, but that's all I've done for the last week. I pray that she's going to make it through. I pray that we'll have our happy ending. I pray that she'll still be my forever.

If or when she wakes up and she doesn't want to be with me, then so be it. But I will fight for her. If she wakes up and still loves me like she said then I'll be happy. And if she wakes up and forgets everything, I'll be crushed.

The doctors have said there isn't any sign of amnesia but also said it could be a possibility. I just want her to wake up and tell me she loves me so I can say it right back.

None of this is her fault, its all mine and I blame myself every second of everyday. If anything it should've been me who was hit and not her. I should be in that hospital bed fighting for my life not her.

 "Hey, love I hope you can hear me cause it would be slightly embarrassing talking to myself." I chuckle softly "You have to wake up, you have to be here with me and keep me in check. Sky, you're all I have you are my world and I'm lost without you. Just please don't leave me." I beg

I grab her hand in mine."Please, Sky stay here with me. Don't walk away from this, fight it. You can fight this and you can wake up. You can breathe on your own." I whisper to her

"Sky, in five days they're going to take the breathing tube off, and see if you can breathe on your own." I sniffle "Please baby don't leave me. Just breathe, please stay." I say wiping my tears

I look at her pale face remember what she told me when I was in the hospital.

"Harry i-if you want to let go then, let go. I love you to no ends no matter what. And if letting go is what you than do it. I'm always going to be here, for you. Harry let go if you need to let go." Sky whispers to me

"I love you Harry"

I remember her saying to let go that if that's what I want then to do it. But I couldn't let her go then and I don't want to let her go now. And if that's what she wants I'll have to let her go.

"Skylynn, remember when you told me to let go, and I didn't. Well now if you want to let go....Then let go. I love you forever and always." I sniffle a whisper

"Whether you live or you die I will always be in love with the Sky, I met four years ago. And I will be in love with til' the day I die." I tell her "Sky let go if its what you want." I caress her hand

"I love you Skylynn"

~Guess its true, I'm not good at a one night stand
But I still need love cause I'm just a man
These nights never seem to go to plan
I don't want you to leave,
Will you hold my hand?

Oh, won't you stay with me
Cause you're all I need
This ain't love its clear to me
But darling stay with me

Why am I so emotional
No its not a good look, gain some self control
Deep down I know this never works
But you could lay with me
So it doesn't hurt