Finding My Way Back *H.S.* "Sequel to O.O.M.M"

Chapter Eight

*|_please read a/n at the end..._|*

That damn gif....

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*Harry's POV*

Nurses and Doctors rush in and out of Sky's room. I stand in the corner shocked to what is happening, I get push out of my thoughts when a nurse is pulling me out.

"NO! I CAN'T LEAVE HER! SHE'S MY LIFE, SHE CAN'T DIE! PLEASE!" I scream as they pull me out

"Sir, calm down we can't do anything if you don't leave. So please go and we're going to help her." she says as I feel other arms around me I turn to see Zayn and Louis pulling me out as Niall pulls Liam away from his dying sister

They drag me out of the room, sitting me down in a chair. I pull at my hair as tears fall from my eyes.

Sky's in there dying and I caused it.

Why did I say that? Why did I accuse her of cheating? Why did that driver have to hit her? Why am I so stupid? Why was she the one to get hurt? Why couldn't it been me?

I stand up looking in the window as they pull out those electric shock system, pushing to her chest. Her body jolts from the shock, but nothing happens so they go again.

After watching for so long I slide down the wall, crying into my hands. I feel arms around me rocking back and forth as the other person silently cries too.

"Harry, she's going to make I know it! And she's not going to worry on what you said, she'll just be happy you're here." Perrie's voice sniffles as she holds onto me

We sit there crying as everyone starts to hold us, and we are all a crying mess.

"Sir?" some clears their throat and we look up to see the doctor wiping sweat off his head

"P-please tell m-me s-she's okay?" I asks sniffling

"Ms. Brooks, had a relapse from some sort of shock. She also flat lined once but she is fine for now. We have run some tests to see what caused it but for now she is stable. She is still on the breathing tube, if she doesn't start breathing in the next two weeks on her own we'll have to cut it off. I'm sorry." the doctor sighs while talking to Paul some more

"Can we see her?" I asks he nods

"Yes, but please don't do anything that could cause another relapse." he smiles sympathetic at us walking away

We walk into her room seeing her heart beat back and bandages still wrap around her head and arm. She looks so peaceful yet so lifeless. I sit by her bedside, grasping her small cold hand rubbing circles on it.

"Sky, you have to come back to us, to me. I never meant what I said, I don't even know why I said those things." I sniffle "Please don't leave me again,  I love you, I need you. Please, Sky." I whisper kissing her hand

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Hours upon hours later the doctor comes back and he starts to explain what caused the relapse.

"Ms. Brooks must have heard you all, or felt you guys. She fell into shock, which caused her an panic attack. We look back at her older records, and saw she used to have them when she was a younger age. We will come and put some medications in her daily dose to calm her attacks." the doctor sighs

"Is there anything else?" Paul asks he nods

"When we were in surgery we could tell that her body had a damaging to her lower region, I suppose a miscarriage. She can still have children, as far as it goes." he tells us

"Thank you." Paul says as he walks out

We sit in silence for the rest of the night, each of us have talked to her. I smile when Perrie tries to get Penelope to talk to Sky, but she just stares at her.

"P, this is your beautiful God-Mother she saved you when you were very little." Zayn says to Penelope

"That's right and she always had this attitude it was hilarious at how people would get scared." Louis says causing us to chuckle

"She is the reason we are all safe again, and we couldn't be more happier to have her in out lives." Perrie says letting tears fall

Penelope stares at Sky, then snuggles up to her side. We all awe at the sight, I could just picture her holding our little girl in her arms.

All I want is for Sky, to wake up so I can tell her that I do love her. That I will always love her, and no-one else. She's everything a guy could ask for. I shouldn't have told her those idiotic things. I just wish I could take it all back, so none of this had happened.

I reach into my pocket pulling out the engagement ring, I slowly place it on her finger. I hold onto her hand just smiling at her hand.

The whole time she was gone, I kept the ring with me at all times. I never wanted it out of my sight. She was the only thing on my mind for the last year.

"Sky, no matter what happens I will always love you. What I said was idiotic of me and I shouldn't have said it. You are always going to be my number one girl, and I will love you forever." I sigh " You gotta wake up so I can tell you how much I love you and how much I need you. You can pull through this, Sky I know you can." I say

"I want you to be by my side, through all my trials in life. I need you to be here so you can pull me out of the darkness. I need you to come back to me and stay. I need you to come home." I whisper

"I love you so much and I hate myself for saying that shit to you. Just please come back." I breathe out

I lay my head on the side of the bed, humming to myself.

This isn't how its suppose to be, we're suppose to be happy and healthy. We could have been on our way back to London.

She can't die, she just can't.

I want to hold her, I want to kiss her. I want to have her back, I need her back.

"Sir, when we were recovering her stuff we found this." the nurse hands me Sky's phone "She was writing you a texts message, I guess as she was running." the nurse say sadly

To: Harry<3

"I'm so sorry, for what I have done and I will forever be guilty for it. I know what has happened between us is for the better. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me, I'm sorry for losing the only sanity I had. Just remember, I will always love you and I will watch over you wherever I end up. Find someone who will love you as much as I do and who will be there for you. Love Sk....."

She didn't finish it, and she was blaming herself. I'm one to blame, if I didn't blow up she would be here with me.

My baby is dying and I'm basically the one who is killing her.

~I will always love you, Skylynn.~

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A/N well this was an emotional chapter...
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I will be either writing a Louis or Zayn fanfic soon after this one. I need to know which one you want first. I have ideas for both just wanted my readers to suggests.

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