fate °changlix° || Felix X Changbin

30 :'(

  (I love angst and I'm trying༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)

It's hard for changbin to smile but he kept it just for Felix to know that he is happy without him, even though he is crying every night.
He walked towards his locker, just as he opened it, lots of colour cards dropped on the floor. He picked each of them, he's used to it, every time he gets it from girls, but this time it's from someone special. He opens one of them with a small kitty sticker on it. Smile crept on his face as soon as he opens it... It's from his boyfriend..ex-boyfriend

'i miss you binnie' another one with a panda sticker on it 'i will get you back'

He sighed closing all letters and tuck it on the corner of his locker.

"Binnie~" he heard a voice behind him. God he was craving to hear those words from his cute boyfriend, he looked at him still keeping his no emotion face.
He wants to hold felix, hugged him tightly and wants to apologize to him that all he did was not his intention, that how he missed him

Changbin didn't say a word, he was just looking at felix
"Do you like those letters?" Felix asked

"That's crazy" changbin said and walked away

Felix face saddened but smiled

After half day, all gathered in a cafe for lunch.. Their group was not as chaotic as it used to be. They all made it like family and if a member is absent then the family is incomplete. And the member is changbin.

Felix already knew about it, he is not gonna come. So he decided to give a surprise to changbin. He will take his man back.
Changbin went to the rooftop and he found a food bag with the same card, he opened it 'you don't have to skip your meal love, take care of your health'

He smiled to himself and eat that food that Felix brought for him.
As he was eating Felix jumped behind him startling him.

"You liked that, don't you?" He asked giggling cutely. Changbin cooed at his cuteness. Changbin can see his red eyes, wet cheeks, how can be someone this kind? Felix is smiling brightly even if it hurts him so much.

"I was just hungry" he said

"You don't have to pretend binnie, I know you love me. I told you we can face this problem together why don't you und-"

"Stop it, just stop. I don't love you, just go away Felix. You are so annoying, just go away from my sight, or might be I ended up hating you, you don't want that, am I right? so stop!" Changbin yelled

"Stop doing this to me, I can't live without you changbin please, come back to me" Felix started crying as he sees changbin walking away.

He crouched down sobbing, but again he fights with his heart, don't be weak.. Don't lose hope, he said to himself.

Another day..

Felix was walking through the staircase, as turned to take another side he saw changbin and mina. Felix stopped right there, what he is looking at, is it real? Indeed it is!
They are kissing, they stooped when they saw felix. Felix can see an evil smirk on mina, he didn't look at changbin. He ran towards the same tree, where he busted out in tears.
he felt really weak at this point, what he saw, he just can't believe it but it's real to believe. "D-did changbin really-" he choked on his sob.

He cried a lot, saying it's not true and all.. It's hurting him, it's paining, he felt like his world was ruined, he can't find a way to get through this even if he tried. He felt like all the happiness god gave to him through changbin was just a joke. He messaged changbin saying 'I love you' 'I can't live without you' 'please come back' 'I will die without you' and all he kept on messaging changbin.

Changbin knew how Felix is feeling rn, but soon he can get through this. He is getting nonstop messages from Felix but he kept his mobile on silent mode. It's lunchtime and went to a cafe seeing all his friends seating without Felix. He got a little worried as he knows how Felix is.. He somehow knows.. Felix could harm himself.. No! He slapped himself, shaking his head
His heart beating fast at that moment.

Felix didn't go to any of his classes, he was still texting changbin and crying his heart out. It's almost the end of the classes.

It's 4.30, changbin walked out of his class when he saw seungmin and jisung walking without felix. "Where is he?" He said to himself... He looked at his phone and saw 20+ messages from felix and the last message was at 3 pm 'meet me at tree side till 4 pm I'm waiting and I promise this will be our last ' was the last message

He looked at his watch and it's 4.30 already. He was late, he hurriedly ran towards the tree, when he got closer he stood right there clenching his fist.. Anger was building in him

Felix was crying, hugging minho..both hugging each other tightly

"Jealousy is the sign of love"