fate °changlix° || Felix X Changbin

36 (☆▽☆)

Changbin sitting in their favorite place waiting for a special person to come. Cold air passing, touching him and swaying his hairs. He rough his both hand to warm his body.
The person came and sat next to changbin.

Changbin smiled looking at a boy next to him and remains silent for some minutes both looking at stars, it's their favorite thing.

"We don't have much time," Felix said

"Aren't you too busy with your company? Take a rest"

"I'm good, just tell me. why do you want to meet me?"

"You are still mad at me? ... It's ok" he smiled "just stay a little longer please?"

"Why do you always make it hard changbin? For both of us. I don't remember you, I don't remember anything about us!! So please stop" Felix said getting pissed

Changbin remains silent, feeling nervous, how should he explain?

"So? I'm going now" Felix said

"Let me explain first" Changbin said, looking at Felix who sighed and sat 

"Fast, I don't have time, and it's freezing" Felix shivered when cold air touched him

Changbin pulled out his jacket and put it on Felix's shoulders

"I'm sorry" changbin said looking at stars on Felix face
Felix rolled his eyes "you have only sorry to say? I've heard it for god know how many times, I'm sick of it" he scoffed

"Just listen to me Felix" Changbin said and Felix rolled his eyes and sighed, signaling changbin to speak

"I'm really sorry, I hurt you, but it's not my intention, I truly l-loved you...and I still love you. What I did in the past was for you"

Felix looked at him with a raised eyebrow but didn't speak

"My father wanted me to break up with you, and I know you were with me to fight for us but you don't know my father, he can do anything for his words which he has already given to his friend. He would have killed you to break us.. I was scared to lose you, I was afraid of losing you"

He holds Felix's hand softly

"I want to fight for us. Do you remember, my birthday , we met at your apartment and when I got home, I talked to my father, I even told him that if he wants me to get married to him, I can leave his home happily but I don't wanna lose Felix.. I told him and he collapsed, his Health wasn't good at that time.. that time when I went to America when you all were worried for me. I don't want to lose both of you. I couldn't understand why was that all happening to me.. am I too bad? Did I do something wrong that God has to punish me like this? I was trying my best not to look at you, I was trying to go far away from you, I was trying to ignore you but it didn't.. you always make it hard for me. My father's health got worse and that time I said you cheated, It wasn't my intention, I know you would never cheat on me! You are too innocent to cheat, you are kind-hearted. But I have to do this for us, For you, for my dad, ... So I did. And I hurt you...your accident was all my fault, I didn't imagine that it could turn out like this.. I was afraid , what if I truly lose you? I couldn't sleep at that night, you got in an accident was just because of me.. I hated myself, I blamed myself, I tried giving up on this worthless life but I couldn't dare.. I don't deserve you! I wanted to erase my name from your life so I left... But I came back and I saw you with hayeon, I got jealous and things happened, I'm sorry ... I'm truly sorry Felix.. I love you Felix.. I do love you " he told him everything, tears left his eyes as he speaks.

That's what felix wanted changbin to do. To be with him and not just leave him for anything.

Listening to him, with his sincerity Felix was crying, he knows it from the start that his father was behind him but he believed in changbins Every word that he told him in Chan's house.

He felt guilty about changbins father, it's because of him and now felix feeling guilty. If he had known about changbins father's health he would have told him

"Don't cry, it's all my fault.. just forgive me all I want you to forgive me" changbin said wiping Felix tears

Felix hugged him still crying "I forgive you... And I'm sorry that I acted so cold"

"It's ok I deserve it" changbin said drawing circles on Felix back to comfort him

"Hayeon is your boyfriend right?" Changbin asked

"Y-yeah" he stuttered

Changbin laughed
"Stop lying Felix aren't you bored now? It's been  10 months, do you have to pretend like you loss your memory?" He raised his brow

"Y-you know about it?" He asked

Changbin nodded " I saw you here on our anniversary day"

"Shitt! I'm dumb" he said slapping his forehead

"No, you are cute! "

Felix blushed after sooo long time almost a year maybe?
After so long they hugged, hold their hands, they stayed there in each other's embrace for what felt like 15 minutes.

"So what's next?" Felix asked

"M-my father's health is still not good.. I'm getting engaged with my fiance soon" he said, not looking at Felix

Felix took changbins hands in his and gave a peck on changbins lips.
"Its ok binnie, just promise me you won't cry,.. you look so ugly when you cry" Felix giggled

Changbin cooed at Felix's cuteness and kissed him, the kiss was full of love, no one wants to pull back, it's soft.. Both had known this kiss is their last one

Both pulled after 5 minutes

They stayed there for another hour holding each other, enjoying the last moment with each other and last star gazing with each other.

After that they ready to go..in their separate ways
"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry, we aren't destined to be together " changbin said on the verge of crying again, holding Felix one hand close to his chest

Felix smiled "we will see if fate brought us together and please love him as you love me, you should be happy"

Changbin nodded waved their goodbye to each other.

Changbin was sad but felix was smiling

"Even in the world, we are at the opposite ends, I will love you endlessly"