fate °changlix° || Felix X Changbin

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"NO!" Felix yelled while pushing changbin, when he knew what he was doing

Changbin step back and muttered a "sorry" while looking down feeling guilty. He kissed Felix without his permission but he kissed him back.. Why did he kiss him?

Felix felt like crying but holding it back, as he turned to walked away when he felt someone holding his hand he looked up to see changbin. He has wet cheeks, a tear escapes his eye.

"Sorry.. don't go away please" changbin said

Felix felt like he was giving up on ignoring changbin... He already messed up by kissing him

"I'm sorry changbin"

"No, Why are you saying sorry I'm the one who should apologize for what I did"

"Why? I told you let's forget our past, it's over! Can't you understand? .. please let go of me"

"I-I still love you, I want you?"

"Why? You want us to break not me, you want me to get out of your life not me, you hurt me changbin, you!" he said pointing at changbin chest "you thought I cheated on you with my own brother not me" he scoffed

"Now you are saying you want me?!! Aishhh ! You are so selfish, you always think about yourself only. About. You!.. let's say this is our last conversation. Don't even try to talk to me seo changbin"

Felix blurted about on him, and walked out from there.
Changbin let his tears flow down, it was his fault.. he hurted him what did he expect, Felix will come back to him? No.

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Two months passed by just like this. The exam was over , summer taking place and soon summer vacations.
both didn't talk to each other after that incident. They're stealing glances at each other secretly. They aren't spending their friends time with their friends at cafes and some Hangouts.

Next year (felix sophomore and changbin final year student)

It's 9 pm. Changbin sighed and walked out of his car to the park. He sat on the ground near a familiar tree, where "binbok" was written on the tree. He smiled remembering that moment when Felix wrote this. He asked him, 'What's boki?' and he replied 'it's my.. just I liked it'.

He smiled looking at names and averted his eyes to the stars
"This is how we ended"
He smiled, shaking his head
"Two months was enough to fall in love with you lee Felix. And now.." he heard someone walking , he looked at the right side, when he saw some boy standing a little far away from there, where stars can be seen clearly from.

The boy was looking at a star smiling to himself just like him.
He smiled looking at that boy
"Happy anniversary baby" as tear drop from his eye, he looked up at the stars "and I'm sorry, please forgive me"

He hugged his knees and rested his head on the knees. Feeling all the cool air passing him

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Felix was coming from his office with his brother, Minho.
"It's hectic!" Felix groaned

"It's interesting once you try doing it with your heart" Minho said

They were going to their mansion from their company. It's Felix's first visit to his company and his first day, he found it so hectic, how could Minho manage it?!!

"Didn't you get bored hyung? I hate this"

"Chill! It's fun ok. You will find it more interesting trust me. After all it's all yours, I'm going to handle lee business in the USA with jisungie" minho blushed

"You are blushing!! You are so whipped trust me"  Felix said

"I love him the most" minho smirked

"Yahh!! You love him more than me?"

"Yesh!"

"I hate you hyung you've changed and I hate your squirrel too" Felix huffed and crossed his hands looking outside the window
Minho smiled "I love you my baby brother, I haven't changed. You remember, Mom and Dad were sleeping and they strictly warned us not to go outside at late night but we always did what they told us not to.. just because of your pizza shittt"

Felix laughed "yess!! And after that father would scold you and punish you"

"Just because of you! I hate you"

"No you love me" Felix smiled "let's do this tonight, I'm craving for pizza"

"Okay.. but this time father wouldn't scold me coz we are adults now"

"Ahh!! No fun"

Minho ruffled Felix's hairs and both drove to their home

Felix went straight to his room and throw his body on the king-sized bed.
He almost went to Dreamland when his phone buzzed. He groaned and picked up and shot up on bed seeing who messaged him

Bin
meet me at the Park at 8 pm tomorrow and don't get mad I promise.. this will be our last, see you tomorrow
7.48 pm

I want to see

I say this more

I want to see

Even looking at your pictures

I want to see

Too harsh time

I hate us

Now looking at your face

We're having trouble

It's all winter here

Winter comes in August

The heart runs through time

Snow country train left alone

Holding your hand

Go to the other side of the earth

I want to end winter

How long must the longings fall like snow

Will that spring day come?