Broken (A Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 14

I tried to shake it off, the impending panic attack ebbing away as conversation struck up between the boys. They chatted mindlessly about something I didn't care about and my stomach growled, "Do you want to go get something to eat?" Justin asked as if he had heard my stomach.

"Yeah," I said standing; the four of us approached the line and waited for the food that probably wouldn't be very appetizing.

"This food sucks why don't we just go out for lunch?" Asia suggested.

We glanced at each other, "sure ill drive," Justin said a smile on his face.

"Why not," I mumbled ditching the line with them. I was still not sure about trusting either one of them but if Justin was ok with them then why couldn't I be ok with it. I would give them the chance.

We piled into Justin’s car Kevin “calling shotgun,” leaving me in the back with Asia. We talked a little on the way there and the boys decided on subway. We piled out and Asia and I were laughing about something Justin had done when we were younger and embarrassed himself, he didn't find it as funny as we had grumbling and placing his arm around my shoulder.

I smiled up at him and watched as Kevin did the same to Asia. They actually did look fairly cute together I smiled to myself. When we got inside we placed our order and took a seat. Asia and I sat on one side and Justin and Kevin sat on the other side.  We chatted through our lunch period before it was time to return.

We headed back to school and I walked with Asia to class seeing as she had the class across from me. The past two days had been the weirdest, I was happy with Justin and friends with my worst enemy, but it couldn’t last long the words echoed through my head again, “You know that nothing stays secret forever...” I shuttered. I would tell him... soon.

I was staring at my book in sixth period when my phone vibrated in my pocket and I nearly screamed. I had been so distracted trying to figure out how to tell him that I forgot there were twenty other people in the room.

I glanced around quickly and pulled out my phone. It was a message from Jazz. My heart sank as I realized I hadn't talked to her in weeks.

"Hey how's school?" She asked.

"Weird," I replied bluntly.

"What's so weird about it?"

"Asia is dating Kevin and apparently approves of Justin and me."

"Where did that come from?"

"That's what I’d like to know and not only that but she is acting like we are the best of friends."

"What is she taking? I could have sworn you almost killed each other in the bathroom."

"I know right."

"Yeah I have no idea what you could make of that. Any way have you told Justin what happened yet?"

"... No..."

"Stephanie CLOVER! You can't keep this from him he has to know."

"I know that I'm going to tell him I just don't know how."

"Well you have to do it soon. Nothing stays secret forever."

"I know that why does everyone insist on telling me that... ugh :("

"Ok, ok I'm sorry I just don't want to see either of you getting hurt this is the happiest I've seen you in a while."

"I know."

"Did you tell him at least the other part; I mean the part that doesn't involve Kevin?"

"... No... I don't want him to blame himself and what will it hurt if I don't tell him it will go away and it won't happen again."

"Clover..."

"I know I’ll tell him... you know I can't keep anything from him."

"Yeah," we texted back and forth for a while, well till the final bell rang and then I got a call from my mom.

"Clover sweetie I'm not going to be home tonight do you think you could stay at a friends or something?" She asked and I knew she was hinting at Justin but didn't want to openly giver permit ion to her seventeen year old to stay at her boyfriend. She was weird in that way she liked to pretend if she didn't intentionally know then it wasn't happening.

"Yeah I can do that. I'll just have to go by the house and get some things," I said as I walked to my locker to put the rest of my things away.

"Ok thank you clover I'll see you tomorrow, love you bye," she said hanging up before I had a chance to say it back.

I rolled my eyes approaching my locker where Justin stood. "Who was that?" He questioned.

"My mom she said she's not going to be home tonight and I should find a friend I can stay with," I say putting everything away and closing the locker door.

"You can stay over at my house," he said smiling at me.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah my mom said that next time your mom wasn't home and you needed somewhere to stay you could come over," he said smiling even wider. I laughed at him because he resembled a little boy with his giant grin.

"Ok well we have to go by my house so I can get some clothes," I said as he took my hand and we headed to the parking lot.

We passed a few of the cars and I spotted Asia and Kevin swallowing each other by his car. I shuttered at the image, they did look ok together but I mean really that was just disgusting and my eyes are probably going to melt out of my head.

We got to my house a few minutes later and I ran inside while Justin waited in the car. I grabbed clothes for tomorrow and some other necessities. I ran back out of the house locking the door behind me. As I got back into his car however the words rang in my head again, “nothing stays secret forever..."

I decided then that I would have to tell him tonight.

A/N: so i feel like this one is really short but it got out what i needed to say in the story i think there are maybe two more coming I'm pretty close to the end but anyway let me know what you think :) oh and COMMENT VOTE FAN :) MARRY CHRISTMAS or HAPPY HOLIDAYS just in case i don't update this one before Christmas or before the holidays are over or if we all suddenly die on the 21st (not that i really believe that pft *hides in  nuclear bunker that will save my life while everyone else dies* ) HAPPY NEW YEAR haha :)

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