𝗨𝗻𝘂𝘀𝘂𝗮𝗹 | ᴄʜᴀᴇɴɴɪᴇ

15. Kissing Lessons

Chu🐢🐇:
Roseanneeeeeeeeee! Congrats babygirl! Who started it anyways? Fuck labels honestly, who needs that. Was it good?

Jennie shifted slightly, mumbling something incomprehensible.

Me:
I'll give you the details at lunch today, Jennie is starting to wake up
7.22am

Chu🐢🐇:
You guys slept together– GOALS 😍😍😍😍
7.23am

Me:
Chu— 😐 Too soon, we cuddled but nothing like THAT happened! Now bye, see you later
7.23am

Chu🐢🐇:
Bye young adult! Don't forget we're going shopping today! U can bring your gf ;)
7.23am

I put my phone down on the bedside table and looked up, seeing Jennie starting to flutter her eyes slowly. For some reason, I felt nervous and closed my eyes, pretending I was sleeping.

The brunette stretched below me and I felt her staring at me:

- Rosie? - she whispered, but I didn't move, I wanted to see what she was doing to do

She moved slowly, positioning my head on her chest, making my cheeks red and hot:

- I'm so scared, Chae - she started caressing my hair really carefully, like I was made of glass - I have all this power and it's so easy to unintentionally hurt you.. I'm so sorry about yesterday, I should've told you, I should have. It's my fault that you were almost.. I'm sorry

She kissed my head and I remained perfectly still, only breathing and listening to what she was saying. It wasn't her fault at all, although it might would've been different if she had tell me:

- I don't wanna hurt you Chaengie. If at least they let me go.. but no, They wanted to save me, they didn't want to let go of me.. but when the consequences were too much to handle..

She stopped talking and the silence made me sick. I felt tears in my eyes with this twisted but also touching story. Who the hell were they?!? They left her so.. broken:

- But what I'm really scared of is you - I tried my best to not show any emotion - You make me feel these things.. things that I never felt before and they are truthfully so good! Really good, but you know I'm strong and unusual, so it's obvious that I can hurt you unintentionally

I just wanted to 'wake up' and comfort her, but I knew she would be uncomfortable by knowing that I had heard everything. She wouldn't be able to look me in the eye, so I let her let it all out on me:

- I will protect you against everything, I will redime myself - she said determined - Just.. don't leave me

Suddenly my alarm went off. Jennie quickly wiped her tears away and I pretended I was starting to wake up. I stretched slowly and looked up with my eyes slightly open:

- Good morning - she smiled, looking at me adoringly as if she wasn't crying two seconds ago

- Hey - I answered with a raspy voice. I decided to act like I normally would, so that I widened my eyes when I looked at our position - I'm sorry, I d-didn't want to—