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-Illumi POV-
I toss and turn in my silk sheets trying to sleep but I can't. It's weird because I always immediately fall asleep but I just couldn't. I pick up my phone to see that the time is 1:09 am. It's not even that late maybe I could just scroll on social media. I scroll through boring posts until Hisoka texts me. A picture pops up and a text bubble.
"Found this dumb looking animal. Reminded me of someone ⭐️-_-💧"he sent me a picture off a pug which looked absolutely ugly. I respond to the text with something short "🖕" I turn off my phone and lay angrily back into bed. I stare at the ceiling while blushing and smiling. 'I always acted emotionless and tuff in front of people but Hisoka always brought out my soft side. But like no homo 😏. '
'Hisoka has been my friend since, forever. We've done a lot of things together and I remember getting annoyed by it. But he doesn't do much stuff with me anymore and it makes me kind of sad that he doesn't. I wish I could do missions with him more. Go on adventures together, try new things, have fun, snuggle, kiss with full lips just a little tongue, have funny kinks, do seggz with hisoka. Ah fuck what am I saying we are just friends, very close friends. Maybe we're not friends, or that's what I think. I find Hisoka as, what's the word?' I sit looking at my ceiling trying to think up of a simple word. 'Ah I think poeple call it a crush, I find it weird. Why would you call someone you like a torcher method? Hm I guess it doesn't matter but I have a. Crush. On Hisoka. But it doesn't feel like a childhood crush because I'm not even a child. I'm an adult. It still doesn't make sense. I'll just think about it tomorrow.' I close my eyes and force myself to spleep until I finally become tired.
- next morning-
I wake up to the sound of constant dinging. I look at my phone which was making the dinging sound and see 100s of messages. 'Who could be texting me at..... I stop and check the time on my phone. '7:40!! WHAT THE FUCK!' I check the messages and see the messages are all from one person. Mr. clown man. I read the messages from the piece of shit that woke me up very early in the morning. All the texts are just one word and that one word just pisses me off. He spammed my name until I answered.
Illumi
Illumi
Illumi
Illumi
What do you want at 7 in the morning ?
You want to come over to my house, I'm bored.
At 7 in the morning?
Yes
Isn't it too early?
No, it's a perfect time for
you to come over, really
Anytime you come over is a
Good time 😊
Uhm ok, that sounds kinda gay.
Mmm
I left him on read and went to my closet to grab some casual clothing to go to Hisokas house because I actually want to go to his house because he's kinda cute. I grab a white sweater and black pants. I head to the bathroom and turn on the shower. I take of my clothing and stare at myself in the mirror. 'Am I good enough for hisoka? Does he even like me back or does he like me as a friend. I think it's called friend zone.' Friend zone kept ringing in my head like a never ending song. I realize I have been standing in front of the mirror for 5 minutes and than quickly get into the he steamy shower. 'Ive always liked the shower. It always makes me feel like it's washing away my insecurities. Like they're washing down the drain with all my unneeded feelings. Showers make me so calm. It reminds me a rain storm. The sound of rain hitting your window and the smell of the rain. It makes me feel so warm inside.' I wash my hair very carefully making sure I don't rip anything out or ruin my hair. I squeeze a glop of my most expensive shampoo onto my hand. I gently rub my scalp and move slowly down my black waterfall of hair. I wash out the shampoo and than squeeze a little bit of conditioner into my hand and rub it into my scalp and move slowly down. I wash the conditioner out of my hair. I stop the shower and grab two towels to wrap around my waist and too get some of the water out of my hair. I dry of my body and put on my clothing. I start to brush out my wet hair and start to blown dry it. I dry my hair fully and than I put a heat damage spray into my hair to help with heat damage. I brush my hair once more and than I leave the bathroom. I put on my shoes and leave the house
