Find Your Paradise

Find your paradise chapter 8

I smiled, holding back my blush.

" thanks" I said

why the hell am I blushing!

" want a ride?" he asked 

I nodded yes, it was a quite car, just looking outside waiting to reach school 

" music?" he asked 

" sure" 

he put some good music on, I couldn't help but dance and he couldn't help but laugh 

" what you laughing at?"

" you" he replied 

I blushed, I laughed along with him and stopped dancing.

we finally reached school and sydeny and chase and beck were sitting on a bench 

" hey!" I yelled getting off the car

" thanks for the ride Jaxon" 

" dont mention it"

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOAHHHH!" they all yelled at once 

I smiled and gave them all a hug 

I walked over to Sydney and gave her a kiss

" happy Birthday Noah" she said breaking the kiss and smiling 

" thanks" I said giving her another kiss 

" guysss make out later come on! we gotta go to class!" my friends groaned

we chuckled, and headed, I could feel Jaxon stare at me when I kissed Sydney.

class was as usual, boring. but I had ms.juvys again after school. on my birthday YAY!

 I sat in my usual seat next to Jaxon, he took out his phone looked at me 

" truth or dare?"

I looked at him, wanting to say yes, I glanced at Sydney and nodded no

he sighed, he stared at me for a straight minuite, which made me blush

"what?" I finally asked 

" nothing" he replied 

" then why are you staring at me?" I asked

" I dont know" he replied 

I looked away from is amazing blue eyes 

" there's a party at my house, you and your friends can come" he said 

" sure, just gimme your address and timing"

he gave all the details, party tonight!

I informed Sydney beck and chase and they all agreed too come

I wore a blue t-shirt and black jeans, I looked smart for the first time 

I got a call from Sydney 

" hey handsome! you look amazing!"

she was wearing a off shoulder light blue dress that reached till below her knees, her brown silky hair was let down and she was wearing a silver necklace. 

" thanks! you look like...WOW! I want to come over from the phone"

she chuckled 

" can you pick me up birthday boy?" she asked 

" of course, ill be there in 10" 

he finished gelling his hair and he headed outside 

" woah! are you going for a date?" Aunt megan asked Sydney 

" nooo im going to a party" she chuckled

" well you look like a princess, have fun" 

" thanks" 

she headed out and saw noah waiting for her leaning against his car, she walked over and leaned over for a kiss. they reached the party in 15 minutes, people were already there dancing. 

"Noah" Sydney started looking at him, putting her hand on his chest 

" yeah?"

" wait here, I need to show you something"

" what? you dont even live here."  I said confused

she nodded and turned around entering the house from behind, I waited looking around, two minutes later the door opened and everyone yelled 

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOAHHHH!" 

I was shocked, and I walked inside, there were balloons everywhere, and there was a big banner that read "HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOAH" there were streamers on the walls, I walked a little more inside and the table was decorated with fancy plates and glasses

I turned around to look at the people behind me

" thank you so much! oh my god I love you!" 

" LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED THEN!" beck yelled 

there were drinks on the table, and that was the first place I headed

I took a bottle of vodka in my hand and put two in my jackets pocked, im underage I know, BUT WHO CARESSS

we discoed to songs, partied, danced and just lived life!

I ran up to Jaxon, all drunk my eyesight hazy and I was wabbling and walking, I went up to him and- 

and I-

you won't believe what I did

but I was drunk I didn't know what I had done 

"  get out  Noah" sydeny yelled behind me

I didn't know why I did what I did 

but I did it, and I loved it, I blushed but I hated what I did

Jaxon seemed to love it too,

yep, I kissed Jaxon

he kissed me back but then pushed me away 

" Noah, your drunk and dont forget you have a girlfriend"

" oh no one cares about that girl! I love you" I said, still drunk giving him another kiss

I shouldn't have done that, I shouldn't have loved that, I shouldn't have said that!

snap out of it Noah!

I knew sydeny would Never forgive me

I knew I was done for life

but I was drunk and it was my birthday, I didn't care about anything so I went back to partying 

and that was a biggggg mistake! 

SYDNEYS POV.

I stared at Noah, heading towards Jaxon, all drunk. I thought he was just going to talk to him but instead- 

I sighed, my eyes were filling with water

why did he kiss Noah?

I realised its because of him being drunk, but that blush, he never blushed like that when he kissed me.

I turned around and outside into the trees and I leaned against the tree bark and sat, face buried in my hands, and I was sobbing again.

" hey, Sydney what's wrong oh my god!" beck came from behind me"

I looked up to see her, she sat down next to me and I spoke by sobbing

" Noah- he- he kissed Jaxon" 

" oh my god, im so sorry Sydney, he was probably just drunk"

" but he blushed, he never blushed like that when he kissed me" 

Beck gave her a tight hug, " its okay" was all she could say. 

it was late at night so me and Beck head back to the house, in time to see Noah trow up on the ground a few minuits later he was okay, less drunk. 

he looked at me with sorry eyes but I looked away.