You cannot possibly fathom the way that I love you. You cannot possibly know how my heart flutters when your honey coloured eyes meets my chocolate one's. You cannot possibly understand the warmth that spreads through me when I hear you laugh ,when I hear you speak your mind and tell me every little secret which you imprison in you're beautiful mind. You cannot possibly understand the depth in which I trap myself whenever I tell you I love you.. because I mean it , I truly do.
There are days when I wish that I didn't love you , days when I wish that my heart didn't pound and beat like it was meant for you only. There are days when I hate that I love you but I could never hate you , I'm simply to in love with you to ever put the blame on you.
There are days when I lay awake with my body trembling ,and my heart as heavy as the insecurities I carry , those days are the days where I can do nothing but whimper out your name. And I hope one day you figure it out , I hope you realize that through all the mess , through all the chaos and through all your self-doubt that I have always been home , I've always been the one.
-LIYAH Smith
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Love
PoetryLove is a balance , it is being stuck between the two options of selflessness and Selfishness. Love is a journey , one in which you will lose and gain from. Love can heal and destroy.