His Story To Tell (R-18)

HSTT - 67

May silbi rin pala kausap 'to? Akala ko pa naman puro pagsusungit lang ang alam niya.

I wasn't planning to follow what Brandon said and Luther's answer to my question. Wala talaga akong balak na tuparin ang pangako na sinabi ko sakaniya noon but fuck. For the second time around, we kissed! Hindi ko alam kung anong pumasok sa kokote ko para halikan siya. Nananaginip lang naman ako ng masama tungkol sakaniya at Yoshikawa, and I just kissed her lips right away. Sa sobrang takot ko sa panaginip ko akala ko totoong nangyari na. I wanted to comfort her, and make her feel that she was safe with me.

But because of that fucking kiss, binali ko na ang putanginang bro code namin nila Luke at Raine. I was craving for her. I wanted her so bad that I couldn't sleep at night. I always think about her lips. On how it felt with mine. Minsan natatagpuan ko nalang ang sarili kong nagdiday dream.

Putangina. Ako pa ba 'to? Babae ang nangangarap sa akin dahil gwapo at masarap ako, pero bakit ako ang nangangarap sa isang babae ngayon? This is not so me.

So dahil ayaw kong ma stress at minsan lang tayo mabuhay, I finally made a decision. I'll make her mine. I know Yoshikawa wants to get her and I won't allow that. I, Ryoga, will make her mine. I'll make her close to me and I'll make sure Yoshikawa won't get anything from her. I'll start battling at myself.

"Hello, Ryoga?"

"Oh, napano ka?"

"Pinapapunta ako ng Japan ng tatay mo. Ikaw muna bantay kay Rej. Hindi ko masabihan si Luke dahil busy sa kapatid niya." I smiled with what he said.

"Sure. No problem." Masaya na sabi ko.

"Nasa school pa 'yon. Punta ka nalang ng bahay."

"Sige." Nakangiti pa rin na sabi ko.

"Hoy tangina mo, ingatan mo 'yon ha. Pag naramdaman mong lalabas si Yoshikawa, mag walk out kana kaagad. Tumingin tingin ka rin sa paligid baka masalisahan ka riyan."

"Oo. Alam ko. Hindi ako tanga na katulad mo. Bye." I ended the call and stood up from my bed excitedly.

Raine is not here so that only means one thing. I can flirt with her.

"Damn. She even bought me a pair of shoes. So sweet of her." I whispered to myself after she gave me the shoes that she brought in the mall.

Umakyat ako papunta sa kwarto niya para ayain siyang uminom. Hindi naman ako nabigo dahil napapayag ko siyang makipag inuman sa akin by telling her one of her secrets. Pero 'di naman porket may alak, may balak na. Hindi ako ganon.

"Rej, ako ang makakasama mo rito hanggang Tuesday. But I'm not sure kung hanggang Tuesday ba talaga dahil sabi ng Kuya mo pwede siyang ma extend."

"Hindi niya sinabi sa akin 'yon."

"Kaya ikaw, kung may binabalak kang pagnasaan ako, free na free ka. Wala tayong bantay." I said and I laughed.

Just thinking that she wants me, makes me happy. Baliw na yata ako? Tangina. Ba't ang landi ko sa babaeng 'to? Malala na yata ako.

"Ang kapal talaga ng mukha mo Kuya. Mandiri ka nga."

"Oh, shot pa. Ubos na e. Atsaka ano ba 'yan, Rej? Ang bagal mong uminom. Dinadasalan mo ba?"

"Babae ako." She answered.

"Lalaki ako at pwede tayong makabuo ng bata."

I saw that she was getting drunk. She looks tipsy and she's blushing. She can't even focus her eyes on the screen.