No Strings Attached

Midoriya's Truth

"I know I haven't been here since before break had started, and I am sorry for that. But can we skip the notebook today?" Midoriya questioned as he sat in his usual seat. "I'm taking a break of doing something that scares me everyday since I'm writing and drawing non stop." Midoriya explained simply.

"Yeah, that's fine." Kye responded with a small smile as he looked over Midoriya's appearance. He was wearing clean clothes and his hair was newly washed. He also looked like he had put on a little weight, but in a healthy way.

"I also really need to talk to you about something." Midoriya mumbled nervously. He had been debating with himself for the last two weeks about telling Kye about him and Bakugo. He couldn't keep these emotions to himself any longer.

"What's up?" He asked as he opened his file for the green haired man.

"No judgement?" Midoriya questioned with hesitation.

"No judgements." Kye replied with a soft smile as he began wondering was running through his patients mind. He looked restless as he attempted to calm himself.

"I need to tell you about Kaachan, the truth this time." He began explaining nervously as he looked to the ground.

"Were you dishonest before?" Kye questioned in surprise. He knew he had feelings for his childhood friend, but his gut was telling him this was bigger than that.

"Not necessarily dishonest, I just never told you these parts." He replied with shame as he looked to the ground. "When we had our session before the notebook had started, I found out something interesting about him." He began explaining, fully grabbing Kye's attention. "He was seeing this guy, but they weren't in a relationship. They were friends with benefits." Kye's eyes widened in surprise. That was something he definitely wasn't expecting to hear today.

"Kaachan said they never went all the way, but it helped with his anger to do... other things." Midoriya said, suddenly growing sad at the fact that the blonde was with someone sexually before him. "When he told me that, I couldn't help but wonder if that would help me too.." Midoriya's voice trailed off as Kye picked up on where this conversation was heading.

"So did you guys.. try it?" He questioned. He had heard several things like this before, so the conversation didn't bother him one bit.

"Y-yeah." Midoriya replied with shame. He wouldn't go back and change anything about it since it led him to where he is now, but does still feel shameful for using sex as an escape. "We didn't go all the way at first.. but we eventually did."

"Even if that does help with your depression, that is only a temporary solution to a bigger problem." Kye explained sadly.

"I know.. but I was so desperate to feel something. Every time we were together like that, it brought us closer together emotionally."

"What do you mean by that?" Kye questioned, fully knowing where this conversation was heading. He figured Midoriya was finally telling him this for a reason, so he didn't want to skip any steps.

"The day I ate in front of someone for the first time, was after we had done something like that." Midoriya said with a blush as he replayed their steamy shower in his mind. "He took me to get something to eat, and I began trusting him. The next time we were together, I finally had some inspiration to submit a drawing." Midoriya said with a warm smile as he looked up to Kye for the first time since he began explaining.

"So what happened after that?" He questioned as he closed his file, deciding not to write any of this down.

"We went to look at colleges. We ended up doing quite a few sexual things during that trip as well." Midoriya said nervously as he turned his gaze from Kye once more. "But the day before UAE, he convinced me to let him look at my unfinished songs, which I had never let anyone look at them before. He ended up asking me to finish one and turn it into a duet."