Please Enter Me, Engineer | EMS #1

Sneek Peak;

Vyxen Saichi Skanska

"I need sex," I uttered countless times.

My arms caged my legs, thighs were clamped together, my head was buried at the prime of both knees, and tears cascaded down to my cheeks— making my face saturated.

"Saichi."

My whole system froze when I heard a very familiar voice called my second name. Isa lang naman ang tumatawag sa akin gamit ang ikalawang pangalan ko si Yvio yun.

Argh!

"Fuck! Ano bang ginawa ng Engr. Salcevo na yun sa akin?! Why do I even starting to hear hallucinations now?!" I gritted my teeth as I covered my ears with both hands. "Binabaliw na talaga ako nun!"

"Saichi."

"YAN NA NAMAN EH!" bulyaw ko at mas idiniin pa ang aking mga palad sa aking tenga.

I suddenly flinched when a pair of warm hands huddled on my shoulders. And I hitched a breath when I felt his touch. Damn it!

"Hey, I'm here," he said with his soothing voice, and patted my head.

Inangat ko ang aking ulo mula sa pagkakabaon nito sa aking binti at agarang tumingin sa kanya.

He was situated in front of me, his knees were stooped down on the floor and his head was inclined, leveling my face. "Saichi what happened to you? Bakit ang laki ng dark spots sa ilalam ng mata mo? Mukha kang panda, are you depriving your sleep?" He intently scrutinized me. And grooves appeared throughout his forehead when he perceived that my face was drenched with tears. "Did you cry?" nag-aalalang tanong nito sa akin atsaka pinunasan ang aking mukha gamit ang kanyang hinlalaki.

I burst into tears. "I feel like forfeiting my sanity thoroughly. I don't know what to do anymore, nababaliw na ako Yvio! Ilang buwan na akong walang sex, ang hirap-hirap! Akala ko kaya ko, but no. Hindi pala! Hindi..." I bit my lips. "I've been isolating myself here at my place, and I'm striving damn hard to stop doing filthy things with another man. Napakahirap, I badly need sex, but I can't have it because of you.....because I don't want to hurt you," I cracked my voice.

"I've been touching myself, but I couldn't get the satisfaction I want. Iba pa rin kasi talaga pag meron kang ibang taong ka-engage sa sexual affairs mo."

"I know I'm so inconsiderate for asking this, but can you fuck me? Do the initiative, I'll be quiet lang. Promise, just please I'm begging you. Help me! I need you!" I tugged the hem of his sleeves. "I badly need you."

"Shush Saichi calm down..." He caressed my cheeks.

"I can't take this anymore, my body needs it Yvio! Please, I'm begging you. Please enter me Engr. Salcevo."

He bit his lower lip. "Saichi..." saad nito na waring 'di alam ang itutugon sa akin, at halatang may bahid ng kaba sa kanyang boses.

"I already take my antidepressants, but still it didn't work. 'Di pa rin ako napapakalma nun Yvio." I raffled my hair using my fingers. "Fuck this sexual compulsive disorder!"

I released an intense gust and squeezed his hand. "Enter me! Please enter me, engineer." pagmamakaawa ko rito at saka siya hinila palapit sa akin.