So um......take some Roman angst wall we wait for me to make the next image
Requested by: me......
Tw: Me still not over SvS redux, Roman angst, you're a dark side (you're manipulation, so you also have scales because I said so), Janus fans be warned he gets dissed a little bit justa little, lots'a fluffy nicknames
(This takes place after SvS redux)
Your POV
"You've gotta be kidding me right now, Janus you can't be this stupid" i thought as ran dawn the hall trying to get to Roman's room, my boyfriend, you had just watched the most recent video and i can say, MY BROTHER F***** UP, sure Roman could've been a little nicer but Janus hit him hard, so now I'm running, no sprinting down the hallway ending up at a red door with golden decals and Disney stickers, from behind the door I could hear sobbing and weeping of a man with a broken heart, I knocked on the door, momentarily the sobbing stopped, to be switched with a low, sad voice,"who is it?" He sounded so......broken down,"it's me love" I said in a hushed, calm tone , i heard some shuffling around inside, then the door opened to see Roman, he tried to clean himself up a bit, it didn't hide his blotchy red cheeks with tear stains lacing down his face, his hair slightly messy and his breathing uneven," Yes my dear?" Roman said, his normal cheerful, princy voice only slightly evident," you okay mi amor?" I said as I held his hands in mine, "do you want the true answer or the 'princy' answer?" He said, leaning his head on my shoulder, "preferably the true one" I said gently guiding him to the bed, sitting him down on it, "no, no I'm not okay and I hate it" he said as he started sobbing, burying his head in my chest. It hurts to see him like this, I decided to do what always helped him calm down
Pamper him and make him feel special
"Hey, how about we have some snacks and watch some movies, and cuddle, and have your head on my chest, and I get to go give you all the love in the world" I said in between the kisses I peppered on his face, he giggled a little calling me a "cheeseball" as he sniffled, "sorry for snoting in your shirt angel" he said as he looked up at me his cheeks still blotchy, his lip slightly quivering
Roman's POV
He held me as I buried my head in his chest again, i ran my hand over the scales that covered his cheek, he helped me lay down, holding me firmly, I don't know how he does this but he just makes me feel....special, like I'm worth it
He turned on sleeping beauty, and held me, rubbing my back and kissing me every few minutes
I just felt so loved, like the whole Janus situation was behind me, I started crying (again)
"Are you ok!?" Y/n panicked, wiping my tears, "I'm fine, just kinda overwhelmed, It's just I'm feeling a bit extra emotional today" I answered, not wanting to worry him
After that we stayed silent, it wasn't awkward, it was actually very comfortable, but of course I had to ruin it
"Y/n"
"Yes mi amor?"
"Am I enough?"
I felt his body tense, it got me scared, but then he said something I'll never forget,"I love you, so yes you are enough, you're more then enough, without you I'm lost, I know you have dark days, but so do I, so then we're basically just anxious and sad together right? So don't worry about not being good enough"
And I'm crying more happy tears
~time skip~
Narrator POV
You and Roman watched many, many Disney movies, Cuddled, and Roman couldn't help but feel more loved
"Hey Roman"
"Yes y/n?"
"I love you" he said as he kissed my temple and dozed off
Idk how to feel about this right now
Star out~
