Unspoken

Unplanned

In the silence of his mind, he keeps it all. In the silence of his heart, he keeps it all. All of his dreams. All of his feelings. 

No one is privileged to them. Not even him. Especially, not him. He must never know. 

He himself is to blame for falling in love with him. 

He isn’t available, but it was not his choice. He did not choose to fall in love with him. He realized it to late. The realization hit him like a ton of bricks. Everything in him shattered. It left him gasping for breath. He is doomed. He will never return his love. She has his heart. He only has those moments they spend together working. He is only privileged with those memories. 

They are not friends outside the workplace. How could he have fallen for him? He is the winner of a hopeless game.