want to want you (Casualty)

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Lola sighed to herself as she walked into work. It was her first day back at work since she had lost gracie and it was hard, she knew this was the place that she had lost her daughter and she knew that this was where she had been brought to as she tried to take her own life.

Lola knew that the ED would always remind her of those events but she knew that she loved her job and she needed to find a way to get on with her job even though it was hard. Lola walked into the staffroom and smiled as she saw Mia who looked to her and smiled

"hey, I didn't know that you were back today" Mia asked as Lola looked to her and smiled

"I need to be back, I want to get back to normality. I'll never forget gracie but I don't want to be sitting around and thinking over her all of the time, it's awful and it kills me" Lola said as Mia looked to her and smiled

"it will always kill you but I know that gracie wouldn't want you said, your her mum and you will always be her mum. It's going to be okay and your not alone, Iain has also been struggling with loosing her" Mia said as Lola smiled.

Lola knew it was the child that she snd Iain Made one night and she knew how much she still cared over Iain

***
Lola stood in cubicles as cal walked over to her "what are you doing here?" He asked as she looked to him and rolled her eyes

"working, what does it look like" she said as he looked to her and sighed

"are you sure that you should be back?" He asked as she rolled her eyes

"I had a hard time, I will still have it for a long time cal but I am fine and I am back and you don't need to worry. Connie knows I am fine, I'm taking it easy. Please don't baby me cal, I need to rebuild my life, I lost my daughter and I almost lost my life and I could use your support" Lola said as cal looked to her and sighed.

She grabbed a hold of his hand and smiled as she looked to him "please cal, your meant to be my boyfriend and I could really use your support right now" Lola said as cal smiled as he kissed the top of her head and smiled

"I'm going no where I promise, just take it easy I'll be keeping my eye on you" cal said as Lola rolled her eyes as she looked to him and smirked

"oh I bet you are" Lola said as she grabbed a file off of the side and Walked off as Lola looked after her and chuckled as he watched her walk off

***
Lola walked down the hallway as she was grabbed by the waist. She looked to see cal and smirked "what are you doing?" She asked as he looked to her and smirked

"I have a break and I missed you" he said as he lead her into the on call room. He pulled her close and kissed her. Lola moaned into the kiss as she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him back

"ten minutes" she said as he smirked

"oh that will do" he said as he lead her over to the bed and dropped her onto it.

They stripped off as she looked to him and smirked as he climbed on top of her as he pulled her close and pushed into her causing her to moan as he started to move in and out of her

Lola moaned in pleasure as she dug her nails into his back unaware of how everything was going to change with them