A/N: Wow already at Chapter five. I just love Sebastian and Rachel together. They are my true OTP. Thank you once again for positive response to the story,.as.well as my others especially The Perfect You and Make it Real. It means so much.
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee, characters or song lyrics.
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Blaine arrived at Dalton the next morning and Sebastian was in his office looking out the window.
Blaine: Okay don't tell me you're going to be like Bella in New Moon when Edward went away? Just looking out the window and staring into space.
Sebastian: Good morning to you too, Anderson. And I am okay, just thinking.
Blaine: Rachel?
Sebastian: How did you guess?
Blaine: She has that effect. Now I thought you were okay and meeting on Friday?
Sebastian: We are,although my mind drifts back to our breakup.
Blaine: What happened anyway?
Sebastian: Well, Rachel and I were at her house. And everything was going great until Finn showed up and lets just say he wooed her away. I just remember how badly it hurt when she said she wanted to break up with me.
Blaine: Yeah i know that feeling when Kurt broke up with me. I felt like my heart shattered. Then I began dating David Karofsky.
Sebastian: Whoa! Back it up..you and David? Who? How? WTF?! Kurt's bully? I didn't know you even dated Bears.
Blaine: Hey, don't judge.
Sebastian: I won't..but as I was saying I remember how i felt. I stopped smiling. I was lost.
Flashback
Sebastian: Hey babe who was at the door?
Rachel: Um, I love you Sebastian. Finn was at the door and he wanted to work it out
Sebastian: Wait what about us?
Rachel: Was there ever really an us?
Sebastian: I've gotta go.
Rachel: Seb, wait...
Sebastian:I'll talk to you later Rachel.
Sebastian ran out of her house, got into his car and drove way wiping tears away.
"Man I Was" (A/N: By Tracy Lawrence)
(Sebastian)
Look at me in that photograph before we were ever us
Long before you found someone else and broke our sacred trust
I hardly recognize myself sure has been a while
Amazing how much my life has changed since I've worn that smile
What happened to that smile
There I am with my head held high my step was quick and my eyes were bright
Back when I believed in love and would lay my heart on the line
I don't know which hurts the worst losing you or having to see
The picture of the man I was before the fool you made of me
I've wasted time here missing you doubting who I am
I can't make you something you're not but I can be me again
Oh deep down I know I can
There I am with my head held high...
I want to be the man I was before the fool you made of me
Sebastian: Where did we go wrong, Rachel, * he thought*
Flashback ends
Blaine: And you still want her back?
Sebastian: It hurt, but eventually I understood the timing wasn't right. But, they are.now. I still love that woman and I know she feels the same. I felt it went I kissed her.
