Shawn Mendes imagines

38- Medicine

This is inspired by Medicine by New Hope Club.

Shawn's POV

I danced in the club with the random girl I met, anything to get my mind off Y/N. I know we weren't a good match but I just couldn't help it, she had my heart. But I'm working on it though, before you know it I'll be over her.

I still remember when we met, that rainy day when she was running down the street without an umbrella. She seemed so innocent then who knew she would be the one to have control over me.

She never had the time for dates, she was always spaced out. I never even met her friends although I've heard her on more than one occasion talking shit about mine.

Then, the fighting started and I wasn't even sure if we loved each other anymore because we never seemed to stop fighting. Every little thing always resulted into a fight but I think that was what made me realize that we weren't as compatible as I thought.

But now, I feel better, I threw out all her clothes, went to parties after every show and did things I never thought I would. Strange thing is, I don't miss her. I thought I would but I don't.

A few weeks after we broke up she came to my apartment saying that she missed me. She wanted to get back together but I knew I could never go back to that. The freedom I felt was so good.

She thought that I would say yes I'm sure. The look on her face said it all. She thought that I wouldn't be doing okay but I am. She wasn't on my mind. She thought that I would need a friend but there is no point in pretending because I ddin't.

I was better than I had ever been.

I didn't miss her.

I didn't need any medicine.

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this lil chapter was inspired by the song medicine by new hope club as it says at the beginning

im lowkey proud of this chapter and i hope u like it :D

n e wayss

recommended song iss

medicine by new hope club obviously heh

February 26, 2021

- esther